I think i will use +5s increases,too scares to use +10s in the fear of recon
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I felt like I went through half a year’s worth of internal & external experiences in a few weeks.
I went through a lot, learned so much. I don’t know how much was from DRR’s effects, but it got a lot of different perspectives that I hadn’t experienced before.
Honestly I’m exhausted, but I can’t stop yet, not yet.
Gotta push through for at least a few months.
Hopefully there won’t be any lethargy recon from DRR stage 3 & 4.
I won’t take it slow either, if I notice any lethargy when I switch to them, I’ll go back straight to DRR1.
I can’t risk spending time & effort battling against lethargy to get accustomed to the next stages.
Nothing is more important than stability now, DRR1 has given me the best effects with no downside.
This is also why I use Mogul instead of NR. I can’t risk getting the lethargy recon from using a new sub.
I’ve used Mogul for ~6-7 cycles and it has always been a sub that offers me only upsides with no recon. It feels invisible on the inside, but the results speak for itself on the outside.
I might gonna slip in RM:V for the creativity boost or HeO for general fulfilment in life. But they won’t be a mainstay in the stack for a while as i need to focus for now.
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Funny how I decided to say fuck it and started all of these because of the inspiration I got from RM:V.
But because of that, i can’t really spend time dealing with music anymore, rofl.
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I think i can finally pin point 1 clear effect from DRR2:
I’m more open minded, much more eager for stuff, i take things for granted less, adoration for the things in the world etc
some stuff that i only saw in passing before is much more appealing now. it’s not really gratitude, but more about awareness of the world & fascination towards them.
I don’t know if i describe it correctly, but that’s how i feel. Things are just hitting me like I’m a child discovering the world. The things that i used to feel disinterested in are becoming more intriguing.
Like a whole starry sky has just been revealed in front of my eyes.
It’s not as grand as that, but it’s the closest analogy that can describe my experience.
I like it, but i much prefer DRR1 as it’s just a straight improvement to everything in my life. No new concepts/changes that i need to adapt to. DRR1 fits my circumstances better at this point in time.
Idk, I might just start using DRR1 again until my life becomes less hectic.
But I’ll stay with DRR2 for now. I have only been using it for 4 loops across 12 days anyway.
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DRR2 3m
What the fuck am i doing trying to find the balance for DRR2? This is not the time for it.
It has only been a week into the cycle, but I’ll take an early washout and switch back to DRR1.
I can’t afford to play around. Finding out that DRR2 gives me recon is the last thing I want now.
I need to focus on life.
DRR1 is proven to be the overall boost that I need.
Mogul is important for my current endeavour.
Both are light, almost invisible with no push for new concepts I need to integrate.
They are what I need now.
The extra urge to listen to music is not really there anymore.
I don’t get the “extra perception” & deeper feelings when i listen to music too.
Well, I stopped using RM:V after only ~2 cycles, so that’s to be expected.
But some effects still linger and some changes in my life stay.
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Sub-hopping is insane, every sub is immensely life changing, both inside and outside.
Having different life changing experiences every single month is too much.
With what I chose to go through now, that kind of frequent change is unsustainable at best.
I’m going to postpone going to the next stage and stay with DRR1 until life has become less hectic.
No swapping subs either. I wish i had stayed with HeO, but I can’t risk the instability from swapping DRR for it now.
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I’m starting to feel the absence of HeO.
The extra push for mastery and quality is not there. It’s not as strong as before.
This feels weird, i ran HeO for 12 cycles straight, i had taken this for granted.
It feels like I’m slipping up, becoming more lenient to the values i held up high.
The effects & the changes HeO brought are still there, just not as prominent.
This is not entirely bad, let’s see how much I can muster with my own power alone without HeO’s help.
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How long is ot, that you don’t run LBfh and HeO anymore?
Did you consider running a short loop of both to reactivate the scripting?
Nothing major, only like 5 minutes of each, once every 6 weeks or so.
I finally have time to meditate again
I realized that i haven’t been trusting myself enough. There’s a part of myself that’s still hungry for control, it’s so subtle that i wasn’t aware of this before.
Maybe DRR helped me to see this hidden layer of myself.
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Mogul is working fast, rofl
I might not have to use it for as long as I planned.
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I get that “everything is easier” again from DRR1.
less friction for anything.
DRR1 is just a flat straightforward enhancement to everything in my life with no downside. i love it.
I don’t feel significantly more cheerful, more loving, more appreciative etc, no new concepts. it’s just a straight improvement to everything that’s already me. nothing new to adapt to, which is exactly what i want & need right now.
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I noticed 1 thing that’s vastly different ever since i ran DRR2
I feel life is more fickle. anything can happen. bad things can happen just as much as good things can.
I’ve never felt like this before. this didn’t even happen when i had big failures years ago.
I always had a belief deep down that whatever happens, I will be fine.
Now I feel that everything can go in any direction. way more vulnerable.
I don’t mind the change, but it’s just really jarring.
I’ll explore this more and see how i can benefit from it.
Maybe this is just a contrast from stopping HeO? it has invincibility scripting after all, so stopping it and feeling more vulnerable is a possibility. but I’ve never felt like this for a prolonged time ever before, so it must be from DRR2. Is it recon? i don’t know, i don’t care. even if it is, I’ll find a way to grow using it.
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Remember that Dragon Reborn is specifically designed to help you overcome very deep issues. They’ll come to the surface for processing. If the recon is too much, cut back. If not, keep on doing what you’re doing with delving deep inside your emotions.
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Yeah, i decided to go back to DRR1 instead. The time is not right yet to probe around with the possibility of recon from DRR2.
I’ll take DRR2 slowly when i get to it in a few months. It hit a bit harder than stage 1.
I only noticed the recon(?) after i got proper free time today to assess myself & do some introspections.
There’s a chance that it’s from DRR1, but i’ve only used it once yesterday after i initially swapped it to DRR2 ~20 days ago. So i think it’s unlikely, but i’ll monitor myself more just in case.
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DRR1 7m
I’m taking it slow, let’s start from 7m first then slowly get back to 15m
there’s nothing to rush
Meditation is both easier and harder in different ways.
I’ll try to navigate through it and gain more clarity.
Update 1:
Everything is smoother & easier. i love DRR1.
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I think DRR1 takes the top spot alongside HeO & LBFH as my favorite subs.
I might just gonna keep it in the stack long term.
It hits everything i want a sub to hit with no additional weight alongside it.
I don’t even know what DRR1 is specifically scripted for since the description is quite short, all i know is:
- it’s about purifying & cleansing
- protection against negative subconscious structure
- limit breaking
From the description, that’s all i can gather for certain about what DRR1 does specifically compared to the other stages.
The weird thing is, i don’t feel like I’m being cleansed/purified, all I know is everything is just better & easier to do. It’s the only sub where I don’t really know what it’s doing, but I like everything that it does.
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If you would start DRR1 for the first time, how would you approach it with your experience so far?
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For me personally, If i knew that DRR1 is this light, I wouldn’t have taken it so slowly.
The first time I used DRR1 ~1.5 months ago, I only progressed +3 seconds every listening day.
I would have used +1m or +2m instead.
I don’t recommend for people to rush through DRR1 though.
The sub is just so smooth & easy for me to run for some reason.
There’s a good chance that it’s not the case for others.
I would also not move to stage 2 if i knew.
DRR1 already does everything I want from a sub.
DRR2 is good in its own way, but it doesn’t fit my wants & needs yet.
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Would you stack it or run it alone?
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DRR1 is so light for me to use that it doesn’t really make sense to run it alone
There’s no goal from DRR1 that I desperately want to achieve to the point of soloing it either
I’ll stack it with 1 more sub at least
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Thanks for your honesty
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