Ah… this is recon from DRR1
Nothing bad, just the sub processing and redirecting myself to visit my past.
It’s acceptable. I see no decline in my work performance.
Ah… this is recon from DRR1
Nothing bad, just the sub processing and redirecting myself to visit my past.
It’s acceptable. I see no decline in my work performance.
ok this is recon. 3m right after 2m might be too much.
but i have the time to experiment & i need to ascertain that this is actually a recon.
DRR for 5m tomorrow.
Damn i’m lonely
I wasn’t even aware of it
I let loose a bit to give myself more space to process DRR. Talked to more people and reconnected with old friends.
There i realized that i’ve been feeling lonely and i didn’t even notice the depth of it before.
Stopping LBFH means i have to be a bit more proactive in nurturing relations. I can’t keep neglecting them.
I want to use LBFH again but mixing 2 healing subs is not a good idea. LBFH lowers my productivity and i haven’t integrated well with DRR yet. Mixing both of them won’t be good.
Fewer social manifestations aside, i don’t feel as connected to people as when i was actively using LBFH. It doesn’t feel as satisfying & fulfilling either.
I won’t swap to LBFH though, i want to see if i can fix this by myself first. LBFH has done enough showing me what’s possible anyway.
DRR1 5m
please no lethargy recon
it doesn’t feel that heavy when i listen to it, but who knows how it will turn out.
7m made me more productive, i hope 5m too.
i kinda feel that composed feeling i felt when i listened to 7m.
but there’s a bit of anxiety too deep inside.
this is exciting.
No heavy recon so far.
It doesn’t feel as dense as the first time i listened to 7m.
DRR is way easier than i anticipated.
DRR1
no recon at all for the whole day.
no overload symptoms too.
practically nothing other than the slight anxiety i felt right after listening to DRR1
more grounded
more of “i can”, “I’m doing it right”, “I’m safe & succeeding” etc
more productivity
fuck it, I’ll try 10m next.
i love this sub. it’s just a flat upgrade to my daily life with no downside.
DRR1 is smoother than LBFH.
It’s even smoother than RM:UWX.
it doesn’t introduce anything overtly new like LBFH did and just enhances everything that’s already there.
I expected it to be a recon filled experience but it’s the opposite.
I’m sure it’s this smooth because I’ve used other subs for over a year. the foundation is already solid.
I haven’t noticed anything different after i stopped using HeO a week ago.
I wonder what will change over time without it.
DRR1 15m
I didn’t feel any denseness when i listened to it. It’s smoother than i expected.
I’m gambling a bit with trying full length, but i hope there won’t be any lethargy recon. my experience so far has shown that the longer i listen to DRR1, the more productive i become. I hope it stays that way.
I wonder whether i should stick with DRR1 or move to the next stage.
DRR1 is smoother than DRLD, now that i looked back at it.
I expected DRR1 to be a brutal experience, but it couldn’t be farther from how things unfolded now.
Update 1:
No recon whatsoever.
i don’t feel overloaded either.
damn this is REALLY smoother than i anticipated.
I decided to move to stage 2 next cycle.
I’ll use +2m instead of +3s, starting from 1m.
I think it’s fine to go fast like that. Stage 1 is supposed to be the hardest, it was not hard at all. I would be surprised if stage 2 turns out to be significantly harder.
I will slow down and stop when i feel it’s too much though. Being able to be productive is still my biggest priority.
Using ~10 cycles of LBFH and ~4 cycles of WB + ~12 cycles of HeO has already healed me significantly from most of my problems. I’m glad i didn’t jump straight to DRR when i bought it long ago.
this made me look more into my intuition
holy shit it’s powerful, and I’ve been taking it for granted because it has been the new normal ever since i used HeO
i have more moments where i just “know”, like it’s a certainty.
this is different than before i used HeO.
now that i think about it, why did i even start using DRR?
logically speaking, using Limitless first would be the right order for my needs.
but i just felt like it was the right time to use DRR. i jumped on board immediately & just made up random excuses to go along with it.
logically speaking, using Limitless first would be the right order for my needs.
but i just felt like it was the right time to use DRR. i jumped on board immediately & just made up random excuses to go along with it.
Be that as it may, something about DRR made you want to run it. Were they really just excuses, or maybe there is something deeper there that might just be masked? Idk. What are your thoughts about it?
Running Limitless first is just as viable an option as doing it after or stacked with DR.
Were they really just excuses, or maybe there is something deeper there that might just be masked?
I just re-read my journal and i realized that i didn’t even write an excuse to run DRR, i just somehow slipped it into my stack as if it’s the natural thing to do.
I want to risk it and swap DRLD to DR Red next cycle. The Executive & DRLD are overkill if there’s no LBFH or WB in the stack. So i think i can use DR Red just fine.
honestly i don’t know what i want from DRR. All i know now is DRR stage 1 gives me a boost in the things i want with no downside. which, ironically, is exactly what I want now that I think about it.
DRR is perfect, it enhances everything without any additional stuff. no weight, no recon, just a flat increase to my quality of life.
i love this sub. it’s just a flat upgrade to my daily life with no downside.
Running Limitless first is just as viable an option as doing it after or stacked with DR.
that’s true. it’s just funny to me that I’ve been planning to use Limitless for months, but then DRR came out and something inside of me just said “yep, it’s the time to use DRR”.
DRR1 15m
ez
RM:V & UWX slowly ignited another layer of motivation in me. It reminded me of my dream years ago that i abandoned.
Just like how LBFH added another layer of motivation by using healthy attachment, now I have a big goal that I want to achieve.
I’ve been shifting my focus and working on this dream i had.
Now I’m gonna swap RM:V to Mogul.
It’s time to focus on funding and growing.
Mogul is the smoothest sub I’ve ever run with virtually no recon and only upsides.
So I wanted to use EoG to take it to the next level, but using it alongside DRR seems like an overload & recon hell.
NR also looks fun, but i only want the slight monetary boost from Mogul, like a lucky charm.
I don’t want to add the potential for recon by introducing a new sub alongside DRR. I know DRR is smooth for me to run, but i won’t take unnecessary risks, especially concerning the responsibilities I’m taking.
Since i’m moving to the next stage, this is my review of DRR1:
DRR1 fixed my loneliness from stopping LBFH.
It boosts my productivity in a healthy way.
Meditation is now easier.
There’s a different kind of confidence growing in me. One that makes me be more composed.
It’s similar to HeO, but different. It’s hard to explain.
Overall, it’s a flat, straightforward increase to every aspect of my life. Everything just becomes better & easier. No new concepts to grasp, just a simple increase to everything. It’s perfect.
DRR1 is way smoother than LBFH & RM:UWX, a bit smoother than HeO, and almost ties with Mogul, which is as invisible as it gets when it comes to recon.
My experience with DRR1 is almost like how it was with Mogul. No downsides & no redirections, only upsides.
If DRR1 is a standalone, i wouldn’t even think about changing it. But DRR2 awaits & i want to see what it can bring to the table.
No recon so far.
Now is the time for the 5 day washout.
I’ll try listening to DRR2 fully next, if i feel weight when i listen to it before 15m, i’ll stop.
DRR is top notch for productivity.
It increases it a lot, but it doesn’t go too far like DRLD.
I’ll take out The Executive from my plan. DRR is enough. I prefer to spend the extra time on other things rather than doing even more work. I’m already a workaholic as is.
To be honest, DRR’s effect on productivity is the last thing i expected from it.
I thought it was gonna send me straight into a spiral of lethargy recon.
DRR2 15m
it felt heavy from around 8-9m.
i decided to delay the 5 rest days and listen to DRR & Mogul now. Using less than 21 days every cycle is useful in times like this since i can just shift the schedule around whenever it’s needed.
Update 1:
Jumping straight to 15m before a washout while being exhausted, sleep deprived and super busy is not the brightest idea i had, rofl.
Idk if it’s recon or just not enough rest. most likely the latter.
I want to journal but everything is skewed by lack of sleep, exhaustion & how busy I am.
Well, I’ll be back when everything has stabilized
Have you personally noticed better effects from increasing subliminal listening time by +3s +4s or +5? I only listen to my subliminals 8 loops a cycle so if i only increase by 3s everytime i would only increase by 24s per cycle
When i use +3s/+5s, my goal is to have as little recon as possible. So the effects of the sub is secondary. It’s a stability over gains strategy.
The effects vary, if it’s under 20-30s, they are mostly subtle. Not as deep as getting longer exposure.
If you want to take it slow, use +10s instead. Anything lower is only good if you want to avoid recon above all else.