I was noticing that you’ve had many good creative ideas over the past months. Made me want to come and see what titles you’ve been running.
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I FOUND IT
I found a deeper insight for my fulfilment.
Strangely, when it clicked, it felt like LE & DRR2 has been building up to this moment. AHJ is the bonding agent that made me realize that about fulfilment using the foundation of both of the subs.
I can see how this boldness, inner power, perseverance is immensely useful for when i’ll use the RM subs later on. The inner power to not only be free to be creative, but also to execute it with conviction. To put it simply, “My way is the way”, as the cover says it. DRR is really the perfect foundation.
I think I understand why SC chose “freedom” as the foundation for RM. Although DRR is not RM, it gives me a glimpse of how having much more “freedom” can be more beneficial for creativity.
It has only been a few days, but it feels like i’m rediscovering the joy in all of these for the first time. The possibilities, the vigor, the anxious-excitement, it’s like i’m a child eager to play near the sea.
Before it clicked, AHJ was intensifying the subtle avoidance i had eversince i stopped HeO. Now i guess the process of self discovery has finally yielded its results.
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That must be from LE.
It’s the only cognitive enhancement sub i’ve used over the past months.
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Or maybe it’s just you.
I don’t know. But I did notice it.
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I have been thinking about this for months, but it just clicked after I got back up from DRR2’s recon.
Most, if not all of what I learned about how to meditate is applicable to achieve other things.
The contrast of “no recon > DRR2’s recon > no recon” showed me that this is true.
The problem with my approach to productivity is it’s mostly focused on the outside.
Outside restriction, outside optimization etc.
The “next level” of productivity that I’ve been trying to discover is inside.
I thought I knew, but I didn’t. I needed to gain clarity on this and I wasn’t even aware of it.
I thought what I did inside was good, but it was not deep enough. Meditation & the method of meditation taught me this.
There are still a lot of experiments to figure out more about this.
But I’m sure there’s something to be found here.
I feel like every time I stop journaling, I gain better clarity about what to write, what to focus on.
It’s not “write whatever I think about” anymore.
Is journaling once in a while actually the better approach for me than doing it every day?
There are pros and cons, the only way to know is to test it out.
For now, I’ll write the journal only if I truly need to like this one.
Otherwise, I’ll continue with the social media hiatus.
This is the better option for now.
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I think I’m getting an “avoidance” recon from AHJ.
It’s not confirmed, but a suspicion is enough.
I’m not gonna risk it. I’m dropping AHJ.
The results are great, but my main goal with AHJ is to soften DRR2’s recon.
If it adds more recon then it defeats the purpose of using it in the first place.
I still want to use a third sub besides DRR2 though.
So far I’m confident that I can run DRR2 once every 6 days now. However, I’ll still stick with 7-8 days.
I can use a third sub in between when I’m not listening to DRR2.
But I can’t use a new sub, it’s too risky. I’ve already risked it with AHJ and that’s enough for now.
HeO, DRR1, RM:UWX & Mogul.
These are the only options I have.
I also want it to have NSE because LE doesn’t yet. So that leaves me with DRR1 & Mogul.
I’ll think more about these options.
Are you sure that this suspicion isn’t recon itself?
- Relentlessly Switching Titles / Title Jumping: Wanting to constantly change up your stack can be a sign of reconciliation. This one is a bit hard to see, because many people simply enjoy seeing what subliminals can achieve and will buy every new title simply for the science. That being said, we’ve observed that MOST people who title jump due to reconciliation will also engage in some weird logic by claiming to switch because the subliminal “isn’t working,” but will proceed to purchase multiple other titles, jumping from one to another because “they aren’t getting results.”
When recon manifests in switching titles and you decided to drop AoH for something new, than your suspicion could be a way your subconscious found to make you switch.
Usually this happens when the results we see are threatening a wounded part of us that we keep most dear.
It could be but it doesn’t matter.
I’ve set out the rule before I even started AHJ.
If it gives me recon, i’ll stop it.
I was already compromising by gambling on a new sub.
If I could, i’d have chosen ME instead of AHJ.
But I needed to focus on softening DRR2’s recon.
If 1 full loop & 5 microloops gave me a subtle recon, then I don’t want to unnecessarily increase the risk of it compounding and giving more recon on top of DRR2’s.
My goal is not to get what AHJ could offer, but to soften DRR2’s recon like what LBFH did.
If i can get more while i’m at it, then it’s good.
But if it just brings more risk of recon, then it loses its purpose altogether.
If i want to push through the recon on top of DRR2’s, I might as well use ME.
I see you’re rocking a new name 
I’m missing crucial lore in my absence, rofl.
Have you thought about revelation of mind? I realizing that you are very obsessed with understanding how your mind works. That’s what revelation of mine is about. It’s also a productivity sub, cognition enhancer of sorts, and a general results enhancer…
It’s not NSE but it’s close. I think “unfolding” tech was what NSE is based off
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Since this is a very HeO-like statement (through mastering one thing, all things become clear) I imagine your brain is craving to go back to HeO.
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I have, I would have included it in my plan if ME didn’t exist and Limitless were not an NSE title.
I have been craving HeO ever since i stopped using it months ago. It’s such a good sub. I feel like there’s something missing after i stopped and I deeply want it back badly.
Honestly, i might even make a UA + LE + HeO custom instead of ME. I’ve been thinking about it for a while. As much as I want to use ME, UA should be able to do the job & LE will be modified to be based on Limitless anyway.
It will still have to wait until LE is updated though, none of those subs are NSE, LE requires NSE scripting as a release valve, and the current LE is weaker in a custom.
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I decided to use DRR1 as a replacement for AHJ.
Holy shit this is the DRR that i fell in love with.
Why the fuck did i drop it for stage 2?
The holistic boost is out of this world.
It’s the third day and it already feels like i’m at the peak.
It’s just like what i received when i used it a few months ago.
I badly want to make this my default. I’ll drop my plan to “progress” the DRR & DRG ladder and strictly only use DRR1 for the next few years.
My experience with HeO told me that 12 cycles is not enough, even with the deep changes that still persist. So if i want to make true long lasting changes, i have to do it right and use the subs for even longer.
I think I’ll still chip through the recon from the other stages though, 2-4 times a month as i see fit. And 1-2 months a year of complete shift from DRR1 to said stage in order to bring contrast to DRR1. I learned through using HeO for 12 cycles straight that i should have taken a break from it for a few months to gain more clarity & to be able to appreciate the results.
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I have been lazy.
That’s what i realized after i did a deeper introspection.
It bothers me that what i gained from actively using HeO didn’t really stick around after i stopped using it, not as much as i expected it to.
So i took a walk and ruminated over it.
There I realized that, although the sub had helped me achieve the life i wanted, i was the one who did the heavy lifting.
Then it hit me.
The sub had done enough showing me what was possible. It was just a guide. At the end of the day, everything originated from me. I was the one who was responsible to follow & live up to the guide.
That means now that HeO had showed me what was possible, it’s my responsibility to live up to it.
I was the one who chose to be lenient about it.
I was the one who neglected cultivating the inner changes and just hoped that it popped out like it used to with HeO.
I was the one who was too spoiled & got lazy to continue following the path after i stopped using it.
If i want it, it’s my responsibility to live up to it.
It started from me, it was me all along. i have the power to make it true.
I’ll start with training my thought pattern to be closer to how it was under HeO.
I lived with it for almost a year, it should be possible.
I need to experiment more on this.
I’ll refrain from using HeO until i figure this out.
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My stack is fucked.
The Executive with NSE is worth the detour from LE that hasn’t got it yet.
It has the built in NSE release valve that LE doesn’t.
I’ll use it as soon as it’s released.
But after I think about it a bit more, I’ll stick with LE if ETE has romance scripting like Emperor.
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Fuck it.
I’m swapping DRR2 to RM:UWX.
I want to write.
I have the time.
I want to actually write stories in earnest, not just something work related like the last time I used RM:UWX. I can afford to put aside 1-2 hours a day for it.
I’m also curious about what i wrote in the journal before. This will give me more clarity.
I planned to use DRR2 for only 2-4 times a month. It wasn’t disruptive to the whole stack.
But now i want to use RM:UWX like a normal sub.
So i gotta put less focus on the other subs in the stack because of it.
I’ve been changing the third subs very frequently, but the core of the stack itself, LE & DRR, remains intact. With the exception of when i was using DRR2 + LBFH, everything is still going in the right direction towards my goals.
LE + RM:UWX + DRR1.
This is the productivity + creativity + booster stack that i’ve been waiting for.
I just don’t like how convoluted a normal 3 sub stack feels compared to only 2.
Well, this is the cost of curiosity & impatience.
I’ll just have to suck it up and follow what i want.
I forgot about the new executive… it will be too much to swap to it after so many this month.
Well, I guess I’m stuck waiting for LE’s update this spring then.
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DRR1 15m RM:UWX 15m
This is the kind of creativity boost that i want.
LE is a bit too broad to be as useful for my needs.
RM products are just better in my case.
I wonder if is it because they have newer scripting than LE.
It’s not only useful for writing stories.
There are stuff i do that aren’t writing, but i still need to “craft a story”.
RM:UWX is just better.
Do you consider Emperor: The Executive?
Maybe.
I want to see first just how focused is it towards productivity after it got included in the emperor series.
What HeO gave me + DRR1’s effects are enough to cover emperor’s resilience.
LE will be productivity that’s based on limitless, that’s more interesting to me.
So I’ll most likely skip it and wait for LE.
But if it’s interesting enough, i might try it.
The name embed major is finally coming.
It’s perfect for DRR1.
I’m plenty satisfied with the current DRR1 as is.
I want to make a custom out of it, but I’m afraid it’s gonna affect its performance.
That’s why i wanted to stick with it first before making it a custom.
The name embed solves both problems.
My desire for as little modification to the sub as possible & making DRR1 stronger.
I’ll stick with the normal DRR1 first, then when i feel like i want more, i’ll either make the upgrade or go straight to building a custom. Depending on the how the situation develops.
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4-5 months / 4-6 cycles.
After looking back at the patterns I see in my journal, this might be the sweet spot of how long to use a sub before taking a break for a cycle/a month. At least for me.
While there’s a value in using a title continuously, there’s also a value in taking a break to clarify the changes the sub has brought. That’s what I found mainly after using HeO for 12 cycles straight.
1 common thing that I found:
When a sub reaches 4-5 cycles continuously, there’s a good chance the sub will uncover a new depth.
That was the case for me with LBFH (4 cycles), DRR1 (4 months), HeO (6 cycles) etc.
This is the golden opportunity.
But if I use the sub even longer, more than 6-7 cycles, the changes will feel so natural that I can’t distinguish what is brought by the sub and what is my natural state of being without it.
Which is good, but it makes me too pampered by the sub. I prefer to have both the “automatic guidance” from subs and the personal agency to temper myself independently.
This is hard to do when the clarity is gone.
This became very clear after I stopped HeO. I leaned too much on “it will just pop out in my head” without actively cultivating them inside on my own. Of course, many I cultivate actively, but HeO also brought many things that are hard to keep up without the sub unless I consciously try to cultivate them by myself. Everything being too natural makes it hard to know what I should still consciously grow and what is already a long lasting change.
If seen from that perspective, the changes I received from LBFH feel more natural.
I used it just as long as HeO in total, but I didn’t use it continuously. This gave me the “pause” where I had the space to keep up & cultivate what I learned from LBFH independently without its help.
4-5 months, with 1-3 months of independent action to internalize its effects without the sub’s help.
That’s my theory of what’s the most optimal approach in my case.
This requires much heavy experimentation to confirm.
But I’m starting to see the pattern, vague as it is.
If I find that this is true, then having a break from a sub or a long washout altogether after a certain span of time, will not only be something that’s “nice to have”, but a straight up mandatory activity to gain the most out of subs.
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