The ZPv2 MAX effects are awesome. I can’t wait until the other subs are upgraded.
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i’m interested in how genesis: mogul will be like
mogul itself is a pretty effortless sub for me to run with insane results, I’m excited to see how the addition of genesis will affect that
my favorite sub LBFH will also have heartsong elements woven into it. imagining how mogul will interact with genesis is easy, but i can’t really guess how heartsong + LBFH will be
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Cycle 5 day 10
Rest. taking action by doing introspections.
i thought my life was complete. i don’t have everything but I enjoy my daily life with its struggles.
LBFH changed that.
it showed me that there is more to it, I’m not just content anymore, I’m fulfilled, more than I was before.
it’s the missing piece that I didn’t know was missing.
that makes me think, what if I drop LBFH? I’m really hesitant but also curious.
what the bloom is going to look like?
how will it feel?
what will change?
i need to satisfy my curiosities
Update 1:
I think I’m getting recon, I feel hopeless, worthless, and anxious.
FINALLY
I’ve been waiting for this, it’s time to test the recon buster stack. I’m so excited
I’ll update on this again after.
Update 2:
well that’s a quick fix.
i did:
0. Recon journal. it’s “update 1” above
- Workout. this did little, but it’s also the first thing on the list
- Drink water. around 1.2L. this made me not able to focus on the bad feelings from the fight or flight that came from drinking a stupid amount of water at once.
- Sun exposure for 15 minutes. this one is the biggest help this time. i felt better immediately after.
- EFT without talking or programming. i don’t know how effective this is since the sun exposure has done the bulk of the job.
- Gratitude journal. this is the most effective one. the feeling of gratitude overpowered the little bad feelings that lingered.
- Walk with music. this put the nail in the coffin. the feeling of gratitude from before stayed and internalized when I was walking with music.
when I was listening to music, i noticed that a certain emotional pain & worry that I held for decades had been healed. i felt so happy that I cried after.
from this experiment, I can say that sun exposure and a gratitude journal helped the most.
the next time I get a recon, I will only use one of the two to isolate and make the result clearer.
Update 3:
the recon came back, but I feel like the recon now is different from before. though I can’t play with it again yet since I’m still busy now.
there is still some stuff left to do from the list, this is exciting
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Cycle 5 day 10
DRLD 5m LBFH 15m
the recon came yesterday but i didn’t prepare enough time for it. I’ll keep DRLD low & stop mogul until I’m not busy anymore.
LBFH’s effects resurfaced again after I listened to it today. i feel confident in my own thought & feeling. the feeling feels like it came from self love.
Update 1:
I’m glad I got a recon yesterday, it made me able to be consciously more aware of what kind of person LBFH is pushing me to be. what kind of tranquillity it made me thrive for. how to carry & evoke self love towards my daily thoughts and feelings.
I’ll have to experiment more on this again later.
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It’s a good idea, I might do it too. Do you just list a few things or integrate it into a larger journal entry?
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i do it separately
i use the journal format from the book “the magic”.
list 10 things you are grateful about.
start every sentence with “thank you for”, “I am grateful for”, and the likes.
end it with the reason why you are grateful for it.
example: I’m thankful for … because …
after you are done writing 10, go back to the first and read it. feel & say thank you 3x after you’ve read a sentence.
have fun if you decide to try this one!
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From what you know about DR:LD action and reconciliation effects, would you consider stack both or the reconciliation would be too much? I feel DR:LD may induce too much reconciliation with a dense sub. What do you think? Besides you are at cycle 5, are there as much reconciliation?
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I never used a dense subliminal other than DR:LD before so I can’t really say. WB is going to be the sub where i experiment on stacking dense subs. stacking DRLD with 2 other light subs (LBFH & mogul) did give me recon though. so maybe stacking DRLD + WB for 15 minutes each will also give me recon.
I’ve been using LBFH for 5 cycles, DRLD is a new sub I started using at the end of cycle 4. from my experiments, it’s way better to start from 3 - 5 minutes first and go up from there. using 15 minutes from the start introduced a lot of unnecessary recon.
i would say start the stack light from the start if you’re going to stack DRLD with a dense sub, then go up from there
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Cycle 5 day 15
DRLD 7m + LBFH 7m + AC 7m
I thought it was going to restrict me. but the “restrictions” make me feel freer instead.
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The productivity is crazy, i even forgot to write the journal again
I felt like i wasn’t being productive enough, then i realized that i’d been on it for around 12 hours excluding meal time.
LBFH is also showing more of its power. The free time that i have is always filled with great people. The manifestation is so powerful that it really feels like the universe is not letting me not have these experiences.
I’ll write the journal for today later in the day.
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It sounds like a great combination DR:LD + LBFH 
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it really is, they hit everything i want and more. i recommend it.
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Cycle 5 day 19
DRLD 15m + LBFH 15m
it’s near the 5 day washout period anyway, why not blast myself with the potential of recon, if there will be any.
i did more self introspection while listening to the subs. LBFH helped me know that I’ll still be able to be loved even if I don’t feel “positive”. it strangely helps me feel more positive and secure though. i guess it’s one of my limiting beliefs that I wasn’t aware of.
Update 1:
++ Wanted Black for 30 seconds
I can’t wait rofl
Update 2:
oh my god it is working immediately
Update 3:
WB just clicks immediately. it is guiding me and i quickly understand what direction the sub wants me to follow.
i will give more reviews later.
Update 4:
It feels natural but I still feel like I’m not fully adjusted to it yet. I’m discovering a lot of new things & possibilities that I can do, and about myself
I feel less chatty, I still have the urge from how I usually am, but I feel the pull back.
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I’ve decided that i will run WB + DRLD next cycle.
WB is putting me in a state that I’m new in. I feel more secure doing WB with the “calculated risk” scripting in DRLD.
I have gained a lot from using LBFH for 5 cycles, but I feel like I need to internalize WB first before mixing it with LBFH.
I will do day 21 with WB + LBFH
then cycle 6 with WB + DRLD
cycle 7 WB + LBFH. i still want to use LBFH more than any other sub
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i just noticed that i can’t update the title of this journal anymore after 30 days. i thought I was going to do it like how saint changes his journal’s title
well, the title stays as limit destroyer for humanity then rofl
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I think a moderator would be able to change it for you.
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thank you for the suggestion!
@Forum_Ambassadors
Pardon the tag guys, may I ask to change the title of this journal to “Viktor’s Victory Venture”?
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Cycle 5 day 20
this is the weirdest recon i’ve ever experienced
I shouldn’t have used 3 subs in a day, even if it was half a day apart and I only used WB for 30 seconds.
I feel like there are 2 versions of me that are playing a tug of war and are confused with how to proceed through life. they both feel “natural” but different at the same time.
productivity is gone.
confidence is gone. i feel worthless.
and I’m having the weirdest feeling of neediness ever.
i was impatient and paid the price for that. at least now I know what would happen if I did so rofl
it’s fine though, the washout period is in 2 days so getting recon now is not a problem.
I’m just surprised by the amount & the kind of recon that I’m experiencing now.
not all are negative though, I’m definitely seeing what WB is giving me. i need more introspection with this but the one thing that stands out the most is WB is driving me towards becoming more silent & composed. it is a really interesting experience. i will update on this more when my head is a bit clearer but they are definitely amazing.
I will still use WB tomorrow.
I’m having the feeling that what the sub is leading me to be is incomplete and I need to listen to the entirety of the script to be whole.
this is most likely wrong and I don’t actually need it. but it is what my feeling/intuition has been telling me throughout the day. i may as well write it here in this journal
Edit: I don’t regret the experience as a whole. In fact, I’m feeling really intrigued and excited about the things that are happening right now.
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Cycle 5 day 21 (WB)
I haven’t listened to a sub yet, I’ll update this reply later after I have done it.
The recon is still here, though not as strong as yesterday night.
I got the urge to consume PUA products I used to use years ago. No mind programming, just actionable tips & tricks. I want more ammunition (inspiration) ready for my subconscious to fire whenever it sees fit.
As for my own development, I feel like I’m being directed into using fewer fillers and only talking when it is necessary. Though this part is still not fully integrated into me.
Update 1:
A little self introspection.
LBFH helps me to be able to enjoy a wider range of music. Now i can see the value and potential of musics that usually isn’t my taste and genuinely appreciate the experience.
I know it’s from LBFH because it has been happening even before i started DRLD. I was just not aware enough of it yet until now.
It’s also not limited to music. I am a tolerant person and LBFH is enhancing that even more without making me feel weak. The best part is, everything feels genuine and natural. It feels like it’s me, not something instilled by a sub.
Update 2:
WB 15m + DR 4m
well… there goes WB for 15m, even 30s gave me a huge recon. we’ll see
Update 3:
here is the immediate effect:
the neediness is mostly gone. it feels so natural.
i feel “I want to talk with people, but I don’t need to” a bit more on a deeper level. like I’m getting more understanding of the mindset itself.
i feel different. i can’t put it into words. it’s just different.
Update 4:
I feel less mentally dependent towards other people in a genuinely deeper way
Update 5:
I think I can understand why I was getting a huge recon.
this is not how I usually was.
the change is massive.
every time I type / talk. i get the urge to say less than necessary.
fewer words, fewer sentences, more essence.
SHOULD I SAY MORE? SHOULD I SAY LESS?? I’M CONFUSED. even I feel this way when I’m writing this journal. this part of WB is definitely not integrated well enough into my being yet. this is so not me
Update 6:
I’m writing too many updates but if you are reading this far, you are probably interested anyway.
I’m really enjoying the lesser amount of neediness. it feels genuine and natural. though i need to use WB more to ascertain this effect.
different doesn’t mean bad. I’m beginning to think about this sentence as I’m trying to settle with WB’s effects.
Update 7:
Maybe i’m not needy about other people. I’m needy about not wanting to let go of that neediness.
On another note, i feel more confidence in socializing. It’s a different kind of confidence than what i had and i’m still conflicted by it. But i’m open to the experience.
Update 8:
I hate this recon.
it’s different from every other recon I’ve felt before.
i didn’t expect it would hit as hard & as weirdly as this.
DRLD’s recon was bad but nowhere near WB’s now.
I’m not ready for this.
I re-read this post and i noticed that i didn’t write anything about recon before update 8. there were recons before update 8. i just somehow didn’t write it.
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