What’s topical/native recon?
Excuse me gentlemen, im going to write the reports for today, feel free to continue your conversation here though
Rest day 4
The dreams are really wild lately, I didn’t write this yesterday but the dream was emotionally really intense that i woke up with tears already flowing from my eyes.
Today I’m really happy because the dream is about one of my insecurities that has been there all my life. It showed my worry of the worst case scenario of that insecurity. If it’s in my dream, that means the sub is working to fix it already. I’m glad.
Update 1:
the “what’s the limit that’s stopping me from doing this” kind of confidence is waning. i don’t feel it as strong. on the other hand, I don’t feel the recon anymore so far. i feel comfortable now.
i don’t mind the recon though, i think I’m going to go with 3-5 minutes of DRLD every other day in the next cycle even if it gives me recon. if I feel overloaded I will shift it to once every 4 days.
Update 2:
I don’t feel the push to be productive as intensely as the days before today, but when I work it just flows effortlessly, like there’s almost no limit. I feel like this is what the milder version of DR:LD would feel like.
Update 3:
there is definitely something that pushes my productivity forward in DR:LD, whether it is directly from the script or indirectly. i don’t feel the constant drive to be productive as intensely today. it still feels easier to do my work, though. i guess that one hasn’t waned away in the rest days.
Update 4:
lbfh’s effect is mostly back again. Maybe dr:ld was taking priority in my subconscious.
Update 5:
I had to force myself to stop working and rest. Take a walk and put work to the side. The productivity from DR:LD or mogul blooming or both is just too good.
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Topical recon is related to the objectives of the sub you’re running. The best way to overcome is to reinforce the scripting by running another loop. Another way is the rule I discussed before (fake it till you make it). Feeling into the role the sub is instilling in you and acting accordingly.
Native recon is just the fight-flight response to pushing you out of your comfort zone and it takes the form of psychological aggression (irascibility) or regression (anxiety). This recon needs to be waited out or fought off by other means; relaxing, exercising etc.
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The list of what to do after I will have listened to my stack tomorrow. the recon buster stack
- Workout
- Drink salt water, 1.5L
- Recon journal
- Meditation. focus on the recon and the meaning behind it.
- EFT. just tapping, no talking/programming.
- Gratitude journal
- Visualization
- Watch comedy
- Get sun exposure while gardening
- Walk with music
– - Micro loop if I get a topical recon
I’m writing this list here to keep myself accountable
Update 1: (a day later after i wrote this)
I don’t get an immediate recon… well this is for the day after tomorrow then. still hoping I get one today so I can experiment with this.
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“Hey I finally found a stack that works for me!!! I should go over it”
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loooooll
i want to stay here but i also want to find my threshold with AC 
9m 9m 7m didn’t work for me, 5m 5m 7m works well, 7m 7m 7m will definitely show the revelation for me
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Cycle 5 day 3
DR:LD 15m + LBFH 15m
LBFH is such a good feeling subliminal. i felt euphoric, almost like I was being gently and lovingly hugged by the universe, or myself, or something, I don’t know, nor do I care. it just feels good.
Still no recon so far
I’ll have to call this experiment off for now since I don’t get any significant recon to experiment on in the first place.
Update 1:
LBFH’s manifestations are out of this world. Accompanied by DRLD’s effects on my confidence and personality, i couldn’t even imagine everything that’s happening right now a few months ago before i started using SC.
I feel less limitations towards my productivity since i started DRLD. I am repeating this point again and again but i am still surprised about how good the effect is.
Update 2:
I did some introspection, the me from before I used lbfh a few months ago feels like a distant past, It feels strange to even try to get back. it’s not me anymore.
i can remember how it feels before DRLD too, it feels familiar but not at the same time. it feels weird to act, behave, think, and feel like that again. i think I can still integrate DRLD more into my being
Update 3:
Still no recon
I think DRLD has integrated well within me, that’s why I got no recon
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No recon with DR:LD with 15 min loops?? That is kind of crazy lol.
This could be true.
the changes that drld brings are still in effect too.
I did some self-introspection too earlier to check whether I truly am not feeling any recon, there is just none. i could only feel the positive effects of the subliminal, especially with how lbfh’s effects have fully come back after it was suppressed by DRLD last week.
i will have to test this more though, I’ll use 15 minutes from now on until I get a DRLD recon again just to make sure
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Cycle 5 day 4
Finally! The recon hit. It was a topical one.
But it was in the middle of my sleep, and i didn’t want to wake up, workout, and drink 1.5L of salt water just to deal with the recon.
I was too sleepy.
So i settled on trying voytek’s suggestion to listen to the sub again. I did a 30 seconds micro-loop of ultrasonic DR:LD through my phone’s speaker.
It solved the recon immediately.
I felt the usual effects of DRLD rushing in me, it battled out the recon and resolved everything. The effects felt very distinct so i knew that was DRLD’s doing.
It works.
I will experiment on this further if i get a recon again. preferably when it’s not in the middle of the night.
Update 1:
I feel like I’m being intensely filled with love energy, an overflowing one that makes me want to share it with everyone
Update 2:
I did an introspection and realized that i care about other people on a deeper level than a few cycles ago.
I went from not caring that much about other people, to both caring and not caring, to now on a level of caring that feels effortless while still having control over it and myself.
It’s kinda hard to put into words. I’ll leave it at that for now.
I think LBFH has gotten deeper into me, and DRLD is helping me to break the barriers that’s holding me from achieving LBFH’s goals.
I thought people who do or feel like this are stupid. But now i can see life from their lenses.
I thought I was going to lose control over myself and my own “life” if i care too much about other people. But what I’ve been experiencing so far has debunked that. If anything, i feel more in control over myself and my own life.
I can be selfish and selfless at the same time, they don’t have to contradict nor weaken each others. In fact they can enrich each other in their own ways.
Update 3:
No recon the whole day, the effects are still strong. The breakthrough microloop last night works.
Update 4:
Still no recon
LBFH is going on a rampage, though i chose to focus more on work today so i didn’t express it fully to others.
It feels effortless. Like it’s a part of me all along. I don’t need to try to feel it (though i can if i want to), it’s just me. It feels deeply integrated with my own being.
DRLD’s gratitude scripting is also showing itself more today. It feels different than lbfh’s so i know it’s because of drld
I have a big hunch that DRLD is really the one that’s helping me become more integrated with LBFH.
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that does explain a lot about my sleep lately, almost no recon when I’m awake but I have interrupted sleep. I’m not too bothered by it though, It doesn’t affect my productivity and I can still feel the sub’s effects. i will consider cutting back on it if I feel that the interruption is affecting me negatively
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I had trouble sleeping last night. It was like a part of me was anxious and wanting to avoid sleep. All the dreams I had when I finally slept was a good indicator that the sub and my subC was working on something I feared. Felt great when waking up but over exposure looks like it can definitely be an issue. These new subs seem to be a lot stronger.
yeah, you are using DRLD too right? the dreams can be extreme with this sub, I also had my fair share of it. i hope it gets better for you soon.
true, cutting back seems to be the play as saint said.
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Yeah I added it to Genesis. I feel really ready for it. I hope good things are to come for both of us even through the struggles of those dreams and at times the daytime recon experiences.
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Cycle 5 day 6
The subs are fixing something within me that i wasn’t aware of, it got brought up into my conscious mind and i can feel the sub’s effect on that.
Other than that, something that was brought up in my dream a week ago is also getting worked on in my subconscious.
I can feel the emotional labyrinth that existed before this dream appeared is slowly unraveling.
I feel more free.
DRLD’s effect on my sexual life is getting more intense too. I don’t think there are scripts that directly affect sex, but the decrease in porn & masturbation certainly helps.
The gratitude and self-love scripting are steadily affecting my life more and more too.
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Cycle 5 day 7
Mogul 15m + AC 7m
maybe i didn’t get any recon because I didn’t use mogul anymore. I’m going to experiment on this again.
Update 1:
playing mogul again has increased my productivity back to be as intense as how it was in this post
so the productivity was from mogul and then enhanced by DRLD. That does explain the discrepancy between my level of productivity and others in DRLD’s main thread.
I was overall still productive before I played mogul again, but mogul pushed me a bit more than before.
I do need to pay more attention to my health though, I will only play mogul once a week.
7: mogul ac
8: rest
9: drld lbfh
10: rest
11: drld lbfh
12: rest
repeat
Update 2:
R̶E̶C̶O̶N̶!̶ ̶o̶r̶ ̶o̶v̶e̶r̶l̶o̶a̶d̶,̶ ̶I̶’̶m̶ ̶n̶o̶t̶ ̶r̶e̶a̶l̶l̶y̶ ̶s̶u̶r̶e̶
̶i̶t̶’̶s̶ ̶s̶t̶r̶a̶n̶g̶e̶,̶ ̶I̶ ̶g̶e̶t̶ ̶n̶o̶ ̶r̶e̶c̶o̶n̶ ̶w̶h̶e̶n̶ ̶I̶ ̶p̶l̶a̶y̶ ̶D̶R̶L̶D̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶o̶u̶t̶ ̶m̶o̶g̶u̶l̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶v̶i̶c̶e̶ ̶v̶e̶r̶s̶a̶.̶ ̶
̶b̶u̶t̶ ̶w̶h̶e̶n̶ ̶s̶t̶a̶c̶k̶e̶d̶ ̶t̶o̶g̶e̶t̶h̶e̶r̶ ̶(̶p̶l̶u̶s̶ ̶l̶b̶f̶h̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶a̶c̶)̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶d̶o̶e̶s̶ ̶t̶r̶i̶g̶g̶e̶r̶ ̶o̶n̶e̶.̶
̶i̶t̶’̶s̶ ̶n̶o̶t̶ ̶a̶ ̶t̶o̶p̶i̶c̶a̶l̶ ̶o̶n̶e̶ ̶t̶o̶o̶,̶ ̶I̶ ̶j̶u̶s̶t̶ ̶f̶e̶e̶l̶ ̶l̶i̶k̶e̶ ̶I̶’̶m̶ ̶p̶r̶o̶c̶e̶s̶s̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶a̶ ̶l̶o̶t̶,̶ ̶a̶m̶o̶n̶g̶ ̶o̶t̶h̶e̶r̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶n̶g̶s̶,̶ ̶b̶u̶t̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶’̶s̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶p̶r̶o̶m̶i̶n̶e̶n̶t̶ ̶f̶e̶e̶l̶i̶n̶g̶.̶ ̶m̶a̶y̶b̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶i̶s̶ ̶a̶n̶ ̶o̶v̶e̶r̶l̶o̶a̶d̶ ̶i̶n̶s̶t̶e̶a̶d̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶r̶e̶c̶o̶n̶.̶
nevermind, i think i need rest from working instead of contributing it to recon. let’s see which is which.
Update 3:
yeah i doubt it was a recon, i just needed to eat, drink, and rest.
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Good stuff man. Mogul sounds like a great addition for that productivity.
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these titles also have the executive’s effects if you’re interested
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yeah, that happened…
i accidentally attributed something to recon instead while the actual problem was i forgot to eat, drink, and rest.
that’s going to the subclub bingo card for sure if there’s one lol
mogul + drld is really potent for productivity
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planning future subs to use
i want to jump into DR a few cycles after this, DRLD has shown its capability to restructure the very foundation of my confidence, personality, and who I am. i bet DR will give me more since it’s a multi-stage title.
RM, UA, and QL are also interesting. i want to use at least one of them after DR
i also want to try CFW. the more I use LBFH, the more I get drawn into the chosen series.
but I don’t want to use an alpha sub, I have little interest in that. so chosen is out for now.
for CWON, i don’t care that much about nature, i feel like LBFH fits me better. the other goals of the sub are interesting though so i might play it in the future.
CFW offers the best for me. it can support me in helping the people i cherish and it also only has little alpha scripting from what I’ve been reading in the forum.
i want to wait for them to be in the ZPv2 MAX format first before i use them though, i still have to use DR:LD anyway so there’s nothing to rush.
WB looks like a fun sub to use after DR:LD while waiting for DR or CFW to be in the ZPv2 MAX format. i have never used a romance subliminal before and it helps with socialization and productivity. it’s perfect since i want to use DD but i don’t need that much focus on socialization alone for now.
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