that does explain a lot about my sleep lately, almost no recon when I’m awake but I have interrupted sleep. I’m not too bothered by it though, It doesn’t affect my productivity and I can still feel the sub’s effects. i will consider cutting back on it if I feel that the interruption is affecting me negatively
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I had trouble sleeping last night. It was like a part of me was anxious and wanting to avoid sleep. All the dreams I had when I finally slept was a good indicator that the sub and my subC was working on something I feared. Felt great when waking up but over exposure looks like it can definitely be an issue. These new subs seem to be a lot stronger.
yeah, you are using DRLD too right? the dreams can be extreme with this sub, I also had my fair share of it. i hope it gets better for you soon.
true, cutting back seems to be the play as saint said.
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Yeah I added it to Genesis. I feel really ready for it. I hope good things are to come for both of us even through the struggles of those dreams and at times the daytime recon experiences.
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Cycle 5 day 6
The subs are fixing something within me that i wasn’t aware of, it got brought up into my conscious mind and i can feel the sub’s effect on that.
Other than that, something that was brought up in my dream a week ago is also getting worked on in my subconscious.
I can feel the emotional labyrinth that existed before this dream appeared is slowly unraveling.
I feel more free.
DRLD’s effect on my sexual life is getting more intense too. I don’t think there are scripts that directly affect sex, but the decrease in porn & masturbation certainly helps.
The gratitude and self-love scripting are steadily affecting my life more and more too.
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Good stuff man. Mogul sounds like a great addition for that productivity.
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yeah, that happened…
i accidentally attributed something to recon instead while the actual problem was i forgot to eat, drink, and rest.
that’s going to the subclub bingo card for sure if there’s one lol
mogul + drld is really potent for productivity
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planning future subs to use
i want to jump into DR a few cycles after this, DRLD has shown its capability to restructure the very foundation of my confidence, personality, and who I am. i bet DR will give me more since it’s a multi-stage title.
RM, UA, and QL are also interesting. i want to use at least one of them after DR
i also want to try CFW. the more I use LBFH, the more I get drawn into the chosen series.
but I don’t want to use an alpha sub, I have little interest in that. so chosen is out for now.
for CWON, i don’t care that much about nature, i feel like LBFH fits me better. the other goals of the sub are interesting though so i might play it in the future.
CFW offers the best for me. it can support me in helping the people i cherish and it also only has little alpha scripting from what I’ve been reading in the forum.
i want to wait for them to be in the ZPv2 MAX format first before i use them though, i still have to use DR:LD anyway so there’s nothing to rush.
WB looks like a fun sub to use after DR:LD while waiting for DR or CFW to be in the ZPv2 MAX format. i have never used a romance subliminal before and it helps with socialization and productivity. it’s perfect since i want to use DD but i don’t need that much focus on socialization alone for now.
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The ZPv2 MAX effects are awesome. I can’t wait until the other subs are upgraded.
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It’s a good idea, I might do it too. Do you just list a few things or integrate it into a larger journal entry?
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From what you know about DR:LD action and reconciliation effects, would you consider stack both or the reconciliation would be too much? I feel DR:LD may induce too much reconciliation with a dense sub. What do you think? Besides you are at cycle 5, are there as much reconciliation?
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I never used a dense subliminal other than DR:LD before so I can’t really say. WB is going to be the sub where i experiment on stacking dense subs. stacking DRLD with 2 other light subs (LBFH & mogul) did give me recon though. so maybe stacking DRLD + WB for 15 minutes each will also give me recon.
I’ve been using LBFH for 5 cycles, DRLD is a new sub I started using at the end of cycle 4. from my experiments, it’s way better to start from 3 - 5 minutes first and go up from there. using 15 minutes from the start introduced a lot of unnecessary recon.
i would say start the stack light from the start if you’re going to stack DRLD with a dense sub, then go up from there
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It sounds like a great combination DR:LD + LBFH 
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it really is, they hit everything i want and more. i recommend it.
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Cycle 5 day 19
DRLD 15m + LBFH 15m
it’s near the 5 day washout period anyway, why not blast myself with the potential of recon, if there will be any.
i did more self introspection while listening to the subs. LBFH helped me know that I’ll still be able to be loved even if I don’t feel “positive”. it strangely helps me feel more positive and secure though. i guess it’s one of my limiting beliefs that I wasn’t aware of.
Update 1:
++ Wanted Black for 30 seconds
I can’t wait rofl
Update 2:
oh my god it is working immediately
Update 3:
WB just clicks immediately. it is guiding me and i quickly understand what direction the sub wants me to follow.
i will give more reviews later.
Update 4:
It feels natural but I still feel like I’m not fully adjusted to it yet. I’m discovering a lot of new things & possibilities that I can do, and about myself
I feel less chatty, I still have the urge from how I usually am, but I feel the pull back.
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I think a moderator would be able to change it for you.
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thank you for the suggestion!
@Forum_Ambassadors
Pardon the tag guys, may I ask to change the title of this journal to “Viktor’s Victory Venture”?
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Cycle 5 day 20
this is the weirdest recon i’ve ever experienced
I shouldn’t have used 3 subs in a day, even if it was half a day apart and I only used WB for 30 seconds.
I feel like there are 2 versions of me that are playing a tug of war and are confused with how to proceed through life. they both feel “natural” but different at the same time.
productivity is gone.
confidence is gone. i feel worthless.
and I’m having the weirdest feeling of neediness ever.
i was impatient and paid the price for that. at least now I know what would happen if I did so rofl
it’s fine though, the washout period is in 2 days so getting recon now is not a problem.
I’m just surprised by the amount & the kind of recon that I’m experiencing now.
not all are negative though, I’m definitely seeing what WB is giving me. i need more introspection with this but the one thing that stands out the most is WB is driving me towards becoming more silent & composed. it is a really interesting experience. i will update on this more when my head is a bit clearer but they are definitely amazing.
I will still use WB tomorrow.
I’m having the feeling that what the sub is leading me to be is incomplete and I need to listen to the entirety of the script to be whole.
this is most likely wrong and I don’t actually need it. but it is what my feeling/intuition has been telling me throughout the day. i may as well write it here in this journal
Edit: I don’t regret the experience as a whole. In fact, I’m feeling really intrigued and excited about the things that are happening right now.
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Cycle 5 day 21 (WB)
I haven’t listened to a sub yet, I’ll update this reply later after I have done it.
The recon is still here, though not as strong as yesterday night.
I got the urge to consume PUA products I used to use years ago. No mind programming, just actionable tips & tricks. I want more ammunition (inspiration) ready for my subconscious to fire whenever it sees fit.
As for my own development, I feel like I’m being directed into using fewer fillers and only talking when it is necessary. Though this part is still not fully integrated into me.
Update 1:
A little self introspection.
LBFH helps me to be able to enjoy a wider range of music. Now i can see the value and potential of musics that usually isn’t my taste and genuinely appreciate the experience.
I know it’s from LBFH because it has been happening even before i started DRLD. I was just not aware enough of it yet until now.
It’s also not limited to music. I am a tolerant person and LBFH is enhancing that even more without making me feel weak. The best part is, everything feels genuine and natural. It feels like it’s me, not something instilled by a sub.
Update 2:
WB 15m + DR 4m
well… there goes WB for 15m, even 30s gave me a huge recon. we’ll see
Update 3:
here is the immediate effect:
the neediness is mostly gone. it feels so natural.
i feel “I want to talk with people, but I don’t need to” a bit more on a deeper level. like I’m getting more understanding of the mindset itself.
i feel different. i can’t put it into words. it’s just different.
Update 4:
I feel less mentally dependent towards other people in a genuinely deeper way
Update 5:
I think I can understand why I was getting a huge recon.
this is not how I usually was.
the change is massive.
every time I type / talk. i get the urge to say less than necessary.
fewer words, fewer sentences, more essence.
SHOULD I SAY MORE? SHOULD I SAY LESS?? I’M CONFUSED. even I feel this way when I’m writing this journal. this part of WB is definitely not integrated well enough into my being yet. this is so not me
Update 6:
I’m writing too many updates but if you are reading this far, you are probably interested anyway.
I’m really enjoying the lesser amount of neediness. it feels genuine and natural. though i need to use WB more to ascertain this effect.
different doesn’t mean bad. I’m beginning to think about this sentence as I’m trying to settle with WB’s effects.
Update 7:
Maybe i’m not needy about other people. I’m needy about not wanting to let go of that neediness.
On another note, i feel more confidence in socializing. It’s a different kind of confidence than what i had and i’m still conflicted by it. But i’m open to the experience.
Update 8:
I hate this recon.
it’s different from every other recon I’ve felt before.
i didn’t expect it would hit as hard & as weirdly as this.
DRLD’s recon was bad but nowhere near WB’s now.
I’m not ready for this.
I re-read this post and i noticed that i didn’t write anything about recon before update 8. there were recons before update 8. i just somehow didn’t write it.
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