I held myself back from saying everything i’m experiencing with lbfh in my introduction post. Therefore i’m making this one so that i can be more detailed.
I used lbfh alone for 1 cycle, then stacked it with mogul for 2 more cycles
The first few days i felt like my mind was being re-racked. I was constantly having these reoccurring thoughts of “it’s ok, even though i did/think …, I’d still be loved/lovable” and other positive self validation thoughts. I discovered a level of self love, validation, certainty, confidence that i didn’t even know were possible before.
I felt a huge decrease in negative/self-sabotaging thoughts in general. Some i wasn’t even aware of.
From the third day, a lot of people started getting closer to me. The amount alone makes it really feels like the sub is manifesting people into my life. Not only the amount, but also the depth of the connection has also sharply increased. I was happy with my social life before, but i didn’t expect that it could be more profound.
It’s to the point where i feel like the universe just won’t allow me to be alone anymore.
The part from the sales page that says “manifest acts of kindness from other people”, yes, that happens, a lot. More than what i expected.
My perception about other people has also become more positive, i guess that’s to be expected from a subliminal that has “for humanity” in its title.
I came in expecting lbfh to be “just another subliminal”, and “just another subliminal” it was not. It is hands down the best, most fast acting, most in the face, most integrated, most profound subliminal that i have ever used. And i have been using subliminals from different producers for years.
The best thing is, the whole experience feels natural. With some other producers, i feel like i’m becoming someone that i’m not. But here, i feel like the growth is intertwined with my own very being. Not only with lbfh but also with mogul.
There are also some small things that I don’t write here since, in the end, they all serves the same big goal as what i have written above.
Now, the recons that i have experienced with lbfh:
-less productivity, both from the healing process and the amount of people i talk with. Now it has been resolved with mogul and time.
-increased feeling of neediness near the 19th day of the first and second cycle. I’m not really sure with the second cycle since i was also getting a big recon from ascension chamber back then. But with the third cycle, i tried only doing 17 days before the 5 days of rest and it’s working well. I will experiment on this more with the next cycles.
Tldr:
It changed my mindset and manifested a lot of things. I was really surprised.
Jump to today, the reason i wanted to make a separate post, it’s that i have noticed that my thought about socializing has changed from “this is fine but it’s a waste of time. It’s better if i just focus on my work/study” to “this is incredible, i really like it”.
I also experimented recently and found out that i now have a greater control over my own mind. i literally only need to say whether something supports/goes against self love, connect the logic, ask my mind to take care of it, and then it is resolved. Almost instantly in some cases. Really strange yet amusing.
I’m thinking should i double down and choose DD/true social after I’m done with mogul, or should i use emperor black to be closer to how i usually was, or explore my curiosity with LE/QL, or get dragon reborn to discover a deeper level of healing than lbfh, or maybe run lbfh solo again to be more focused on it.
I will write down more if i notice anything big or interesting happening in the future. I will also update on the experiments that I’m doing.
*EDIT: welcome DR:LD! i will start using it from cycle 5
juuuust in case!