Revelations that may sound like I’m complaining but in reality just trying to understand the “why” behind it:
Had an amazing week so far great connections coming in, high paying job secured, Spiderman 2 game coming out this Friday (don’t judge I like games when I’m free) and so many connections that I’m taking a step back from going further yet. People messaging me their grateful for what I’m doing for them, others saying we need to have a call soon and others are say they look forward to seeing me when I travel to their location. WHOOP is happy too but for some reason I’m not, why?
WB doesn’t really feel like “me” at the current stage which I never really thought of until I start NR and it’s giving me the revelations about it. Could be just recon too but I know it’s not sleep this time since my recovery and sleep has been good. Results wise this combo has been amazing so I really have nothing to complain about but deep down I’m asking myself “Is WB really what I want and need to achieve my goals” and the answer is to be honest I don’t know. This week I’ve remembering more of my past relating to highschool and thinking what’s happening and why is this relevant to what I’m doing now.
In one way, I know why, back then I was in the lowest of lows and the only choice I had was up or disappear. I had no choice and that’s why made me successful but right now I’m trying to understand my “why” behind my stack wealth is good, travel is good, social circle is good, dating could get some work but not my focus, physique could get some work but working on it but something about the stack doesn’t feel right.
You see on Stark or HoM, it just felt like me. Results might be different then WB but it was me in the most natural form. Something who wants to help his circle succeed and connect with other successful people and not just bask in attention because it’s fun, it is but it doesn’t feel like me.
HoM more so then Stark now is a sub that altought I kind of get headaches from (not recon) has been life changing for me in every shape and form. It’s the reason I make the income I have now, the circle I have now, it was the starter to the success I’m living in so “why” do I keep changing it? Maybe having it in NWE and ZPV2 MAX MAX would help a lot but there’s must be a deeper “why”.
I don’t want to be that guy who constantly changing stack considering I’ve been that person before so I’m not letting go of this stack just yet before I fully try to understand if it’s just not congruent with who I am or it’s recon.
One thing for sure is NR is much more then a wealth sub. It’s a revelation sub as well that reveals your deepest wants in every aspect of life.