Venusian Delight

Journals - Major Programs
#1

New journal, because, UUH, I’ve changed so much.

My journey so far has brought me to an interesting point…
the feeling and experience of being in love with life.

I open this journal from this place.

I didn’t expect to get to this point. My main focus was just resolving the financial situation and getting myself out of the states I was feeling. I still haven’t solved everything, but wow, I feel so good.

Life brought good surprises.

That’s it.

“Find a place you trust and stay there for a while.”
SC is one of those places for me.

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#2

(( AoH + Genesis + PR ))

I’m on fiiiiire :fire: :fire: :fire: :fire:

So true. so so true.
I’m in love with life ! That’s what it’s all about in the moment.

Also, feeling pretty sure that everything will work out.

I’m really into aaaaaaart.

Yesterday I went to a really cool show, incredible vibe.
I enjoyed the show alone and met friends at the end.

It was great to enjoy the moment and feel the joy of being alive and feeling some good music with my body.

Then I met a goddess outside, this beautiful girl who I’m into. Yesterday she was sooo open.

I ended the day meeting some music people and hanging out. It’s funny how Genesis opens the doors to the world of music/shows for me.

I spent a long time talking to a composer from the city and learning from his point of view. It really opened my eyes to the financial possibilities of in music industry.

This combination it’s powerfull! uhhh

That’s the thing for the moment: AoH, Genesis and PR as an extra

I’m shocked how many mouths and legs can be opened with 30 seconds of PR.

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#3

I’m glad to read that you’re having a wonderful time :smiley:

That’s a symptom of healing a heaaaaaaart :stuck_out_tongue:

Did you run either of Aoh or Genesis before?

Did you run either of AoH or Genesis before?

Do you mind sharing some insights?

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#4

Hahahahahahha

Totally a symptom of the heeeeaaaart :sweat_smile:

I’m completing 3 weeks with AoH (best decision of recent times).
And Genesis I’ve been exposed to it since August, between some breaks to prioritize other subs.

Of course.

We talked a lot about the composition industry and how it is a market that moves more money than people know.

I don’t know where you’re from, but where I live, 40% of the copyright goes to the composer of the music. In many cases, the composers end up making the most money in the whole chain.

He told me the story of a great composer who orchestrated Tropicália, how he led revolutions through music, and also how his future generations won’t have to worry about money at all.

I found it very inspiring. This friend had already managed to sell compositions on the Internet and talked about how much this could benefit the lives of independent artists.

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#5

(( rest day ))

After a while without exposure to Genesis, it came to me in a different way along with AoH.

Basically I feel this driving force that goes out and do it. And now I feel completely driven to change my financial and professional situation.

I’m staying open to trusting the power of my own mind’s answers. I know that Genesis is on my side on this because it is trying to show me exactly what my deepest wishes and desires are.

I continue to trust and have the discipline to remain open.

#6

(( AoH + Genesis + PR ))

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I’m still having new experiences with that friend I became friends with benefits.
It’s been amazing.She totally brings that Venusian vibe to me.
Futhermore, we are creating a very open, simple and sexy relationship.

PR is opening the pathway to non-monogamy for me.

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#7

(( rest day ))

The experiences that PR is bringing me have been so good. It was quite a weekend.

I could delve deeper and deeper into it and see the creative ways it brings me new situations and people, but I have to focus on money-oriented efforts in the coming days.

If I let myself, I stay in this river of love, wanting to love many, many women and not doing what’s needed in other areas.
I guess I’ll have to make choices.

#8

(( RICH + AoH + Genesis ))

I messed up my body on Sunday, so these daysI am more at home.

It’s weird because I’m dying to go out into the world and explore, but this pain ended up forcing me to take a break.
It’s been good for studying and doing what needs to be done, though.

What I like most about Genesis is that I feel completely driven to act. I let myself be guided and sometimes I do important things without even thinking about it.

By chance, I have made a connection with a new person who wants to pay me for something I have never been paid for. She is very happy that I am going to help her with some cultural and artistic stuff.

So yeah, RICH is paving the way.

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#9

(( rest day ))

I’m so excited that new RoW and new EoG just dropped!!!
UHHHH,
I’ll need to reorganize what I listen to from now on.

#10

(( AoH + RoW + Genesis ))

My exposure capacity has improved. Yesterday, for the first time, I managed to hear 5’55” of a track—my first exposures barely lasted 30 seconds.

After seeing all the movement around RoW, I decided to buy it and listened to a 1-minute loop. At some point, I thought, “They understood what I needed, even though I didn’t know myself.”

It felt like I finally accessed what I needed to stop procrastinating on money-related goals. The perception is still subtle, but it’s clear that having a good relationship with money is about being responsible for my own life.

My priorities moving forward:

  1. RoW
  2. AoH
#11

I forgot to mention, but the Venusian girl is totally getting some benefits from AoH just by being around me.

I personally believe we exchange a lot sexually with others, and I think she’s absorbing some of the vibes from the subs I’ve been listening to.

Basically, I went to her place yesterday, and when I got there, everything was transformed. She put up new curtains, rearranged the furniture, and added new decorations. The energy in her house feels so much nicer now. It instantly reminded me of AoH in this aspect.

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#12

Processing, processing, processing…

I’m processing so many things, in so many areas.

RoW + AoH + Genesis + PR are dancing in my mind.
I feel my mind making an effort to align the different fronts that each of them brings.
I’m going to reduce the number of major titles this week.

I feel like RoW is going to completely change my life. It already is—after just two loops, I felt myself maturing on some level I can’t quite put into words yet.

This weekend, I participated in a very important dance residency.
I accessed a lot of valuable insights about my current moment, my professional aspirations, and how to bring into the world what’s already vibrating within me.

It was a weekend full of learning and exchanges with artists I admire. I’m feeling very grateful for everything I experienced.

But that’s it: body, mind, and emotions need some rest.

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#13

So… little washout…

I find it interesting to observe how PR plays out in me. I often use it with specific intentions, but things unfold in ways that don’t necessarily align with my initial goals—at least not in the way my ego would like.

Lately, I’ve distanced myself from the Venusian girl, and I’m questioning whether our relationship truly meets my deeper needs. More than that, I’m wondering if she’s the kind of person I want to be with in the long-term.

Honestly, after ending my last four-year relationship, I want to stay far away from serious commitments—but PR keeps making me reflect on this.

I’ve been exploring and thinking about non-monogamy while also questioning what really drives people to seek these experiences. I was opening up to it, but I realized I was prioritizing the Venusian girl a LOT. After two mismatches, I’m now being more mindful of how I give priority to her. :thinking:

:leaves: :leaves: :leaves: Despite these relationship matters, Genesis is building some great momentum. It’s creating a really cool flow of places I have to be. People are inviting me to interesting activities and opportunities that are genuinely good for me are just showing up.

I met a girl at a bar on Monday, and yesterday we went to the gym together as if it were something completely natural.
I’ve been wanting to join the gym for a while, and she just guided me through the exercises.

Beyond that, I feel more maturity in handling things I used to procrastinate on. (RoW)

#14

I found that this card is guiding me in the times ahead. King of Pentacles.

"It teaches that true power comes from cultivating stability and inner wealth before seeking it externally. It is a card that symbolizes a state of spiritual fulfillment through mastery of the material world."

Discovering ways to embody it in my life.

#16

(( RoW + AoH ))

Things have been very internal lately. There’s a lot to process. I feel the need to look inward and be with myself. The thing is, at the same time, many things are happening externally.

I posted a dance video that reached more people than I expected, more people are engaging with my work than before. I’m navigating those first feelings of fame and popularity, having admirers… (Genesis + PR?) while also processing some deep feelings about my ex and the fact she is back on town and that I still miss her.

Two opposites… I’m just giving myself space to feel right now, and let my waters flow.

#17

Life has been really busy these past few days. A lot is happening, the year has definitively begun.

I feel like I’m changing, but dealing with the financial aspect has been a challenge.

I decided to set aside any title that isn’t directly related to finances and helping me live my purpose.

I say this because I was listening to Primal Romance more consistently, but I realized that my mind truly prioritizes it when I listen, to the point where other important subs end up being pushed aside.

I think that’s just how I function, I really like to have romantic relationships. But I was also uncomfortable because I felt, in a way, dependent on good romance experiences to feel okay. Besides that, I noticed that things with the Venusian Woman aren’t really going anywhere right now. We’re in very different phases, and in our last few encounters, it became pretty clear what her current priority is: not me.

#18

I’m sticking with this. Even more so because my ex still affects me in some ways, and we see each other fairly often. I need to sort this out.

But more importantly, I need to sort out my financial life.

RoW + AoH + Genesis were what I listened to these past days. Recon certainly came.

Also I’m preparing for ST1 of EoG. I had said it would be my priority this year when it was released, and it really will be.

I’ll only prioritize romance once I’m more financially stable. BUT I’ll make an exception for Carnival.
Here in Brazil, it’s pure fiiiire and this year I’m going to enjoy it as a single person.

#19

Another thing I’ve noticed is that I’ve been more aggressive and impatient with people. I’m fully aware that it’s Genesis.

I wonder if others feel this way too, if it’s recon, but I’ve been really angry about having been a ‘people pleaser’ for so long without realizing it.

I don’t know, I can see people’s intentions more clearly, and I’ve been extremely intolerant when I feel like they’re only seeing me and reaching out to satisfy their own interests—ones that bring me nothing but the feeling of being ‘used’.

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#20

I bought EoG.

I’m trusting this year will be the year of gold… even though I’m still a little unbelieving (right now).
I will trust in the power of constancy and discipline.

Now I’m going to reconsider my playlist. I will meditate and ask my higher self for guidance to define next majors.

edit: EoG + AoH + RoW is the response

edit: When I complete some time of RoW, I will cycle it as the sales pages suggest.

#21

(( rest period ))

Third day of rest from row + aoh + genesis.

Recon is hitting so hard.

I don’t want to do anything, it’s been 2 days now, my concentration is low, the feeling of being lost is very strong, I’m crying easily.

Even basic things to resolve (relatively “small” actions) I’m not able to take right now. I don’t feel like doing anything.