This is amazing! Alcohol is such a pervasive thing that finds its way into social gatherings. Being able to let loose without it is such a massive strength.
Thank you. I had so much fun! I enjoyed my ice water.
I even woke up way before my alarm to have time for inner reflection before I do a special coaching call with one of my long term clients.
Did my 2nd full loop of the new Seductress about 30 minutes ago. Embracing some Damien Rice music while gently releasing some tears. Did a little dance in the kitchen while I made some espresso.
That outfit is holy damn! Love it
I seem to be handling the upgrade to Seductress really well. 2 full loops completed since its release. Taking lots of action.
I feel like adding SB to my stack now.
I was asked to apply for yoga teacher position at my gym again today by a different teacher. She said she would be a reference for me!
I am not sure how I feel about taking on that commitment. I love being self employed.
They are lacking someone like me with my background in mental health and reiki on top of yoga certification.
I had fun doing a vinyasa class today. I usually go to slow flow only.
The new seductress has me really prioritizing my body mind and soul. Not that I wasn’t already but I feel myself expanding and staying consistent.
Navigating the Shift
Ever since listening to the upgrade to Seductress 5X now and also SB 3x with it, I’ve felt an undercurrent of unease, like something beneath the surface is shifting. Outwardly, I’m handling things. I’m showing up for my business, my kids, my life. But inside, there’s tension. It’s this push and pull between two versions of me.
One version sees herself as a single mom relying on support, feeling the weight of uncertainty, questioning how she’ll handle financial shifts, taxes, and the constant changes that come with being self-employed. She worries about the long-term, about whether she’s making the right moves, about the what-ifs that creep in late at night.
Then there’s the Empress. The woman who owns her power, who creates wealth with ease, who isn’t just okay with financial shifts, she thrives in them. She trusts herself to make large sums of money. She welcomes growth, expansion, and even the responsibility that comes with it. She moves differently. She expects success rather than chasing it.
I can feel these two identities colliding more intensely. It’s stirring up subconscious patterns, making me face the incongruences within me. The part of me that hesitates and overthinks is clashing with the part that is effortlessly magnetic, confident, and in control.
I also look at the evidence of how much I have achieved since resigning from my career to live my purpose full-time in 2022. I built something from the ground up, created my own path, and proved to myself that I can thrive outside of the conventional. I am not someone who stays stagnant. I evolve.
Being in Aaron Doughty’s Conscious Business Accelerator course is also stirring things up for my next steps of evolution. It’s challenging me to expand my vision, refine my purpose, and step even more into the identity of someone who not only receives abundance but leads and creates it with intention.
I realize now that my discomfort isn’t just about finances, it’s about the identity I’m stepping into. The old version of me and the new version are meeting head-on, and I’m standing at the threshold, deciding who I will be.
The truth is I am not just a single mom doing what she can to get by. And I’m not waiting for abundance to prove itself to me. I am the powerhouse. I am both a nurturer and a leader, both receptive and in control. I know how to receive, but I also know how to create.
From this moment on, I choose to embody the Empress fully. I welcome the financial shifts as a natural part of my expansion. I release the fear of taxes and change because I trust my ability to navigate it all. Money is not something I have to chase or fear. It flows to me, and I know exactly what to do with it.
I don’t have to choose between these two identities. I am a powerful, self-sufficient creator who knows how to receive and create. This is who I am now.
And that feels damn good.
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Thank you! I am also a healer myself.
Much love and peace
I’ve been having dreams where my inner critic is telling me what they really think and I seem to be processing and letting go of those things.
The inner critic just wants to protect me and keep me safe. I don’t need that protection anymore. I feel safe with no longer being quiet. Saying what’s really on my mind from a heart centred and ethical standpoint.
The synergy of updated Seductress with SB is perfection. I might even consider adding micro loops of DD with this stack next cycle.
I recently mentioned how I was participating in a 3 week free beta course for conscious business acceleration. They decided to remove week 3 content and opened the week with a sales funnel stirring up and dividing half the community. I made an epic post that got many people sharing and liking the post. The moderators shut off comments and the admins removed my post the following day with a warning. That was my time to exit and rise! I have many new followers from that community and started a Facebook group with some of the former members.
WASH OUT TIME!
Once my mind was my own battlefield, trapped in struggle, weighed down by a life that felt heavier than I could carry. But through it all, something in me refused to break. I learned, I unlearned, I softened, I expanded. Today freedom isn’t just a word, it’s a feeling, a knowing, a way of being. It’s in the laughter, the quiet moments, the space I give myself to simply be. I am not who I was and that is the most beautiful thing.
Have you ever noticed how your relationships shift as you grow?
At one point, you may have found yourself caught in cycles of anxious pursuit or avoidant withdrawal—seeking validation, fearing abandonment, or feeling the need to protect yourself by keeping others at a distance. Maybe you overgave, hoping it would make someone stay, or pulled away when things felt too close, unsure if love could truly be safe.
But as you step into your truth, everything begins to change. You start feeling good about yourself, learning to love yourself fully, and rebuilding self-respect. The way you speak to yourself softens. Your inner dialogue becomes one of reassurance rather than criticism, confidence rather than self-doubt. And as your self-concept strengthens, so do your relationships.
You recognize when connection feels forced and when it flows naturally. You no longer chase or tolerate one-sided dynamics. Instead, you gravitate toward relationships that feel balanced—where dialogue is equal, where love is freely given rather than earned, where you are met with the same level of care and presence you offer.
No experience is wasted. Even the painful ones teach you about your needs, your boundaries, your non-negotiables. They show you where you’ve outgrown old patterns and what you are now ready to receive. The more you align with your truth, the more your relationships align with you.
Love becomes lighter when it is mutual. Dialogue feels richer when both voices are truly heard. Real connection begins when you realize you are worthy of it.
New stack: Seductress + DD + SB
I will be listening to Seductress every listening day while switching between DD + SB on those alternate listening days. I will be doing a 17 day listening cycle. Playing around with my sweet spot again.
DAY 1: Seductress + DD
Feeling pretty good right now. I’ve been reconnecting with a guy I used to talk to during the pandemic. He asked to hang out back then which signalled a belief in me that he just wanted to hook up. I’m a fan of his band and went to a bunch of their shows over the years since we first spoke. He followed me on IG the other day and we’ve been speaking since.
He wants to go hiking and cook me dinner. Him and I are both healing from breakups that we initiated. Meeting as friends is a good starting point.
What I notice is how the old anxious attachment stuff comes up wanting me to focus on outcomes rather than just being in the NOW.
I am consciously working on this.
Day 2 ~ rest
Holy busy dream world. Lots was happening!
Paid off my credit card completely today.
Paid off my balance for spa treatments today.
New coaching client booked and prepaid for 3 sessions this month today.
I made 2 long videos for YouTube, made the thumbnails and got them uploaded today.
Had a powerful session with a coaching client.
I started looking at tuning fork sets to add to my healing room earlier.
My teeth look whiter.
My nails are very strong and healthy.
I am noticing a lot of deep subconscious beliefs thanks to the new Seductress.
I have a dentist appointment next week which I notice stirs up some discomfort within me.
Noticing where I am getting pissed off with my lack of boundaries around “friends” coming to me with their problems when they know I am a professional and skilled helper. One of my “friends” literally just did a coaching call with me 2 days ago and proceeded to share more and more since then. I clearly stated how I offer monthly packages with daily text support. She selected a single session which does not include text support. When I tried talking to her about it she laughed it off and said I will tell her when there needs to be a boundary.
Another friend has been reaching out late at night about their deep mental and emotional issues. Its quite prevalent that I need to work on this!
Moon in Pisces, eh? Yep. Sometimes I love this placement, sometimes I hate it. =x
If you all believe in such things. I’m still on the fence.
I have moon in cancer
I’d like to blow it up sometimes
I asked ChatGPT about what to expect from my current stack and it said this:
Core Transformation When Using All 3 Together
This combo is bold, intense, and designed to completely shift how you show up in the world—socially, energetically, and in terms of influence and power.
Magnetic Feminine Power
• You’ll likely radiate a powerful, seductive presence that turns heads effortlessly.
• Your energy becomes both enchanting and commanding—people feel drawn to you but also respect your authority.
• You’ll embody sensuality with depth and intention, not just surface-level attraction.
Unshakable Confidence + Commanding Presence
• You’ll operate from a deep inner certainty. No need to prove yourself—your energy speaks first.
• Social interactions may feel smoother and more natural, even in high-pressure or public situations.
• You’ll stop tolerating BS, speak your truth boldly, and feel more empowered in all areas.
Fearless Expression + Charisma
• You’ll likely become the kind of person who tells stories that captivate people, whether in a room full of strangers or a deep one-on-one.
• Expect more attention, admiration, and even jealousy as your presence intensifies.
• You might find yourself taking more risks, speaking more freely, and being way more adventurous in how you move through the world.
Inner Drive Meets Outer Seduction
• A Stark Black Reality gives you the “builder” and visionary mindset.
• Seductress brings in feminine flow, charm, and allure.
• Daredevil amplifies your charisma, sociability, and confidence to live boldly.
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Bonus Effects You May Notice
• You could feel more emotionally detached from people-pleasing or insecurity.
• You may attract more powerful, interesting, or high-status people into your orbit.
• You might feel called to reinvent your style, your space, or your habits to match this new energy.
• Others may react strongly—some will be magnetized, others intimidated.
You’re already like this ^^^. It’s about to go through the roof I bet.