1xNew Khan St. 1 - 15m
Went back to one full loop. No fatigue or fog afterwards, so that seems to be the golden spot right now for me. This is seriously powerful stuff, and shouldn’t be underestimated. I am one of those people that feel like they’re missing out if they don’t play the whole two loops, even though less is probably more, as there can’t be much benefit to overloading yourself and getting reduced to a barely functioning zombie for the rest of the day.
I’ve never felt like this before with other subs, like the ones you can find on youtube or elsewhere. With Khan, the question doesn’t even arise whether it is working- it is simply working, and it is packing such a punch that just an additional minute can mean the difference between a pleasant day experienced with a lucid mind, and one where you can basically forget about anything that requires concentration. Looking back at my own notes, I can see that even on Genesis, I already experienced what you guys call recon around here, and it manifested strong emotions that I had never experienced coming out of seemingly nowhere before. I find that amazing, especially given that I am not even a native speaker of English(I assume the subs are written in English).
During my workout today, it occured to me that it is actually quite astonishing that the subs should take effect in the time they do right now, given that we already sit on literally decades of social and individual conditioning, which are thought loops of stories we keep telling ourselves over and over. Their accumulated strength should, given all that time, strongly overpower suggestions contained in a mp3 file played for a some 15 minutes, but my experiences so far and what I read of others here suggests otherwise. I know nothing about the technology, but that years of conditioning can be changed in a week of listening to a subliminal and some introspection seems rather amazing to me. Then again, what happens in some religions around the world is equally astonishing, what with individuals suddenly going through a conversion experience that makes them make abrupt changes to a lifestyle they’ve kept going for decades before.
This has also gotten me to think about aura generation. If the aura of a person is a byproduct of their most recurrent thoughts, then it follows that we constantly generate an aura, with or without the subs. Because we are generally a mass of conflicting thoughts, the aura must give off incoherent signals, making it less powerful than it could be. When we listen to an aura related sub, a desired but new pattern of thought is introduced to our own, and if it contradicts too much what we believe about ourselves, it simply is not integrated, and therefore the aura doesn’t go off. And if it does, and there are still too many incoherent structures in our mind, the aura must quickly wear off after you stop conditioning your mind with the given sub.
So, if I am going in the right direction, this should mean that if you want a powerful aura that fulfills what you’re after and that becomes part of your natural being that you will take with you wherever you go, you cannot jump from sub to sub, as that one desired pattern needs to be reinforced, and you need to do introspective work until your main intention becomes unified and “clean”, so the speak. And if your intention, at its core, was clean and perfectly coherent, you’d manifest exactly what you wanted and feel no need for subliminals in the first place. I cannot help but notice that in some Eastern religions, they basically do that for very long periods of time (like visualizating something over and over again for 12 years, or a specific mantra) and it does change their being and the “vibes” they give off to those around them.
That’s my current understanding of these things, and I will therefore stick to running New Khan solo for several cycles per stage, or as many as needed until I feel that I can profit by moving on the next stage.
I also understand now why hopping from one sub to the next in a short period of time is a good sign that you’re so uncomfortable with what is being suggested by a sub that you actively sabotage it by not giving it the time to actually take root.
My appetite for food has gone up dramatically. I’d say that in the past 3-4 days, I felt the need to eat much more than I’ve eaten before. I even got woken up by hunger pangs at 2 a.m., even though I had eaten very well on the day before. I am doing intensive workouts every other day, and I guess the subs and all that contemplation has ramped up my energy requirements.