Unleashing My True Self

Journals - Major Programs
#41

@Lichtenauer Yes, Primal makes you feel so good that it’s very likely is calling you.

You feel on top of the World as far as inner state, especially if paired with PS. Both titles are bringing relaxation, confidence, inner power, a sense of fun bravery, courage to go after who you really are.

However they are addictive in my experience because you feel like on some powerful recreational drug.

Since yesterday’s night I’m unsure to keep going with the Primal line (by adding PN instead of the more advanced RotNW) or focus on the some other product line (Genesis+GM///Limitless+LE+ME///EOG1+R.I.C.H)

#42

Primal is getting me into a tricky zone where I would like to go after a lot of goals at the same time: sexual relationships, new friends, new girlfriend, money, physical shifting, cognitive enhancement, productivity.

Someone would suggest to jump on the New Emperor + Limitless + Heartsong train to get all of them but on New Emperor I didn’t get the same level of courage / fun / euphoric feelings of Primal, not even close I would say.

Primal is all about the freedom to express yourself without any boundaries, any labels, any archetypes & so it’s the most versatile “Alpha” title I can think of for my “free soul”.

The truth is that I crave for a sense of inner & outer freedom to get whatever I want whenever I want, more than everything else and I guess every attempt to bring more discipline into going after some external goals decided by someone else, is getting in the way of my natural expression.

That’s why archetype titles are not suited for my case.

Maybe by adding something to boost my cognitive side/productivity to help me stay on track with my main goals while developing my manifesting skills is a good compromise.

Primal + Limitless Executive + Mind’s Eye? Is that you?

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#43

Yesterday I listened to PRIMAL + LE + ME (5 minutes each) and then I had the urge to accomplish several things in a matter of few hours.

There was some recon because my mind filled with a lot of thoughts about what I was supposedly missing from my new stack. The FOMO recon hit me until I entered the gym for my work shift and then it slowly disappeared.

The sense of excitement to get out of the comfort zone & also the usual way to do things daily is very strong.

During the day the energy levels weren’t as high as the last Saturday when I played Primal + PS + RotNW but they were acceptable even though I wasn’t feeling very well with a sore throat.

On Primal it looks like I’m attracting different kind of people who are more on the masculine side for men (muscular/bodybuilder men but also very confident/extroverted dudes) and women with more feminine traits but quite passionate about fitness.

Today I’m feeling so good about how I’m experiencing my life with a lot of appreciation & sense of excitement even in the small things.

I also realized I’m taking more risks (unfortunately on the road too with a faster driving style) & enjoying talking more with people just because it’s fun to connect with others.

I guess people are sensing this genuine, energetic, bold way to communicate & relate with them because they are responding better & better over time.

Several clients who are usually using very few words in our interactions have spoken and even approached me a lot more.

I’m also doing and saying things I was worried to do only few months ago (maybe even weeks) and I feel the urge to connect physically with people too, especially the attractive girls at the gym. So once again, people are getting more physical with me too just to mirror my way of communicating.

Primal is also helping me releasing some shame because I’m get the feeling to blush every now & then, even though it doesn’t make sense rationally.

Primal is the key to my freedom for sure.

If the trajectory stays on this line, things are going to get very exciting and wild soon.

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#44

I forgot to add that a cute woman around 40 years old greeted me in an unusual very joyful manner and few moments later she said she wanted to book an appointment to change the workout routine. Then we talked a bit about our daily availability but, at first, we didn’t found a free slot in my weekly schedule. During our interaction she has been playing with her necklace while keeping an intense eye contact. She was quite abnormally disappointed (pretty badly disappointed for real) to find I wasn’t available during her preferred hours (mornings only).

So after another few minutes I came back to her & I was intending to propose my PT service to meet her during another time but while I was starting with it she said if I was available during the evening of the next week. I said yes about it for the next Tuesday and so she would be at the gym just for that appointment (usually when we change the workout they are already at the gym to train). So at the end she was happy.

Another similar episode happened yesterday’s late evening when a quite attractive girl in her 20’s told me she booked an appointment for the workout routine change the next Monday. She remarked she took the appointment with me after I checked on my app.

In other news, the youngest receptionist at the gym told me that she suggested me to her boyfriend about the PT service I offer (today I created a workout routine which he liked very much).

So the amount of positive manifestations are increasing over time.

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#45

1 Full Mind’s Eye loop this morning but I have felt more LE executing to push me to do some chores in “machine mode”.

#46

Unfortunately I keep changing my stack lately and this thing needs to stop.

Yesterday I played Primal + Primal Seduction + Revelation of the Nectar Within (5 minutes each) but I got mixed results and no effects on PS & RotNW.

I have too many goals in mind and it’s getting trickier to pick and choose only 3 titles.

So now I’m facing the consequences of this shiny objects syndrome with more thoughts in a lot of directions.

The last year I was following the recommended listening pattern but this year I lost that consistency and the results just became more mixed.

I need to find 3 titles in a strategic manner to keep me on the right track.

Mastering The Reality Creation Process
#47

Instead of having them in your mind, get them in paper. Paper is better than a screen, because writing with a pen is a hypnotic process, that stimulates your brain mire intense compared to a keyboard.
Then ask yourself: If I could only reach one if this goals, which is most important.
Black it out on your list and write on a separate piece of paper. Repeat that two times and you have your three most important goals.

Hope this helps a bit.

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#48
  1. Money: 3k Euro per Month (Short-term Goal)
  2. Relationships: Get a girlfriend + New Group of friends near my location
  3. Physical shifting: more muscular body + more masculine & better-looking face + bigger penis & balls

Goal #1 = GM
Goal #2 = Heartsong + Inner Circle
Goal #3 = LotS + BDLM

5 titles are too much though. So I need to streamline the stack for sure.

Do I need to return to New Emperor in order to get rid of GM + LotS and then add BDLM while cycling in & out Heartsong and Inner Circle?

…Or maybe doing GM + cycling in & out Heartsong & Inner Circle + cycling in & out LotS & BDLM?

It’s time to decide

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#49

Have you considered Emperor + Wanted ?
It would cover points 1+3 even 2 to a degree.
Wanted has physical shifting and ME iirc.
After one or two cycles something like DD or TS for the social dynamics you want.

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#50

@Parsifal Your idea would be good theoretically but I don’t know if Wanted & New Emperor are going to work together as they are pretty heavy stacks just alone. Then if you imagine to pair them you can guess what’s going to happen.

On paper the physical shifting would be very interesting though & on par (if not better) to LotS because both of them include it.

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#51

I just finished reading the whole OG Wanted ZP V2 thread and several people stacked it with Emperor with good/great results. Also, it has been reported that Wanted can help the money-making/business side of things due to the ever-present charming effect of a Wanted man.

Maybe I could do a GM + OG Wanted + DD stack until I reach 10K per month and then cycle out GM to introduce New Emperor to start the empire-building process.

#52
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#53

I played 3 minutes of WB this morning and a few hours later I got another opportunity to help sell another multimillion-dollar supercar.

I don’t know if it’s the WB effect or GM pre-results but I welcome this fast manifestation. :wink:

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#54

About the Male Enhancement script:

So I just found the third title if I’ll not see enough growth on WB alone.

#55

I don’t know how to describe it but I feel different since this morning with a mixed kind of state (both positive & negative things surfacing in my awareness) with an underlying sense of reassurance that all will be ok. Also, I’m facing my weaknesses without being able to escape this time around (which in the past I tried to actively suppress & avoid) but with the inner promise they’ll be integrated to be a strong feature. It’s (fast & deep) healing time I guess to prepare the ground for the most attractive version of myself.

#56

The thrilling/adventurous side is building up and I cannot wait to see it in action tomorrow at the gym. Let’s see how it’s going to affect my relationships with the clients.

EDIT: I forgot to mention that this morning while I was walking at some point I felt I was taller & bigger than usual. It was a strange sensation that I felt very few times in the last few years, especially whenever I was practicing self-awareness & meditation exercises. It was like I was “expanded” in the space around me, so I guess Wanted Black helps you to be more in the present moment with your full awareness.

#57

I’m getting leaner & my muscles are getting harder even though I ate whatever I wanted yesterday (a lot of fats & sugar & also a small beer which I rarely drink). So the Physical shifting script just started to kick in.

I also had the urge to restart studying the anatomy book to be more prepared for my job (very similar push when I was on Emperor).

Yesterday my sister was more chatty than usual towards me & she even replied to my Whatsapp state (I don’t think it ever happened before) and my close relatives seemed to enjoy more my company (it was my parent’s wedding anniversary).

#58

Recon mode activated. It’s time to slow down a little bit with WB

Yesterday I didn’t see attraction from women at the gym but I got called by men several times for assistance, etc. I got invited to go out with a friend of mine & another client.

It’s time to slow down a little bit with WB and cut the exposure in half for the next listening time (Thursday) to 1.30 min because I feel my head full and I’m more tired & unmotivated.

This morning I just listened to 3 min of GM and let’s see how it goes today & tomorrow in the money department.

#59

The amount of attention I’m getting is slowly building up and I need to get comfortable with it because it’s stirring up several episodes of shame & shyness I thought they were gone for good.

Today when I returned to the gym after few hours spent at the local library (in which 2 girls stared at me few seconds straight without seemingly any fear/shame in their eyes) one lady in their late 50’s at some point started to sing a love song towards me which was somewhat embarrassing in a public space (first episode to bring up shame & even shyness).

Then another cute/almost attractive 41years old woman made me blush violently while I was doing her workout routine (second episode of shame/shyness). The fact is that she positioned herself very close to me at some point like she was some kind of assistant. When she was waiting she was watching me with very wide eyes which was quite unconformable as I was perceiving some kind of sexual “electricity” between us. Meanwhile she was playing with her hair.

The sexual/shame healing in this thing is quite powerful & I didn’t expect something so obvious.
It’s bringing up one of my main weaknesses which I never had the courage to heal for good: the fear of blushing due to some sexual related fear.

Later in the evening an hot girl watched me directly & she was more open to greet me while I was going towards her (she usually don’t look up in my direction as she can’t sustain my prolonged eye contact).

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#60

If I’m facing this kind of recon where it seems I regressed big time then it’s going to be glorious when it fades away.

It’s finally time to face my main weakness and heal it forever. It’s time to grow up. No more escapism allowed.

To be Wanted is my destiny.