Unleashing My True Self

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#114

@Sub.Zero Your assumption is quite accurate because yesterday I did 2 loops and I got the best (inner/outer) results after listening to them and they lasted just few hours. So there’s indeed the necessity to reinforce the subliminal input when the inner-outer world seems to show slower/diminishing results.

I already did another loop and I plan to listen to one more in 4 hours or so.

And I also think all the confidence/social/mindset/focus non-related results to R.I.C.H. I got, maybe are some of the missing links I need to fix to get R.I.C.H. manifesting effects. Simply put, I need even more confidence/social skills/better thoughts patterns/improved focus to get those money manifestations.

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#115

A lot of mental fatigue, lack of focus & fogginess plus negative thought pattern emerging after playing another loop this morning (low mood, low motivation & some frustration about not seeing more money coming in) .

However I think this recon symptoms are due to the fact I didn’t drink enough water this morning. Let’s see if by drinking more and then having my lunch will be beneficial.

#117

I had to take a washout today after yesterday’s loops (3) which drained me too much to the point I was dangerously driving without proper mental reflexes and my performance at work was quite bad.

Today I’m not still feeling very well mentally-wise and I’m facing a lot of negative patterns while being in a low mood.

Enough for these strange listening patterns and it’s time to return to the official listening guidelines after at least 5 days of washout.

I realized the main effects I got last week were due to the Wanted and especially Chosen bloom I guess and not from R.I.C.H. because they weren’t related to money manifestation at all. So the good news is that the bloom phase is stronger than I expected and it can last more than 1 week.

I still plan to listen to 1 title per cycle to focus on my main priorities (money+relationships+physical shifting). So I will be alternating 1 cycle of Wanted ,1 cycle of R.I.C.H. (while experiencing some more Wanted bloom), 1 cycle of Wanted (while experiencing some more R.I.C.H. bloom) and so on.

If R.I.C.H. will not be enough to manifest (way) more money into my daily life then I’ll go with Genesis Mogul or Nouveau R.I.C.H.

#118

I’m feeling so bad right now with a lot of resentment, negativity, hopelessness, lack of productivity, etc. It looks like I regressed to my old self, so that listening pattern ruined my progress. Why do I keep ruin my progress by following others?

#119

This could as well be reconciliation.
Pulling all the bad stuff up from somewhere deep down below to finally let it go.

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#120

That’s precisely what it is.

Here’s how Saint got hit by recon after getting exposed to the scripting for multiple hours:

An example from one of the co-founders, Saint Sovereign, is his experience on one of our experimental subliminals called Blue Skies which deals with the idea of existence itself.

After listening for multiple hours (this is for an experiment, do not do this) he ended in a state of questioning the whole of existence and the concept of death, in a highly apathetic state that continued for multiple days.

Due to his previous life experiences, this was an area that had many internal structures and coupled with multiple loops caused intense, soul-deep reconciliation – that ultimately resulted in him having a profound spiritual experience and realizations that unleashed incredible new creativity and inspiration that shifted his whole view of reality.

The rule of thumb is – the more intense reconciliation, the more intense the inner changes that are occurring.

Source

@HyperMan Read the whole Day 7.

:snowflake:

#121

I have been there before and the more suffering I experience the less I grow, unfortunately.

I listened to other kind of Subs for years to the point of questioning my whole life/existence and even wanting to die and during those days I wasn’t able to function properly on a daily basis. That wasn’t growth at all but useless self-inflicted suffering which got things a lot worse.

I need positive experiences in my life to grow and not overload my subconscious with brutal force with endless loops.

It’s the same concept of overtraining your body: at first you think you’re getting better results but then you start to feel less motivation, lack of focus, low mood and apathy because your body is shutting down instead of growing.

There’s a recovering/processing time to be respected in order to allow the growth/change process to occur. Stimulate but not annihilate.

I need the least amount of input to make changes into my life and not the absolute maximum number.

It’s called the minimum effective dose. It’s used in pharmacology too and, if you go above the recommended doses, you trasform a good drug in an harmful one, sooner or later.

If SubClub founders are recommending microloops too, there’s a reason behind them and right now I know why based on the reversed results I’m getting.

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#122

I read a lot of Power vs. Force and it was an enlightening experience to discover the scientifical experimental method applied to consciousness.

I never thought something like that would be even possible and I think it’s the missing piece in my journey. I mean, I got the best results manifesting-wise when there was Love Bomb involved and I was in a state of peaceful joy.

I just keep forgetting that inner peace and joy are the keys to literally trasform everything in your life, while keeping myself distracted with lower material goals and then wondering why I’m not getting the same growth rate as before.

So if inner piece/joy/love are the most powerful and transformational states you can be in order to grow at light speed, then at least 1 title between Chosen/Sanguine/Love Bomb needs to stay permanently in my stack.

Now I know for sure that the blissful day I got almost 1 week ago was due to the Chosen bloom and it produced the fastest results in terms of inner/outer transformation. I was feeling at home/deeply self-reassured and I really felt I could manifest anything I want pretty much instantly.

  1. Peace = Sanguine
  2. Joy = Chosen
  3. Love = Love Bomb / Love Bomb for Humanity

Ideally it would be the perfect 3 titles stack, but I still need to focus on my improving my financial situation and improve my physical attractiveness.

Those 3 titles together could indirectly take care of the money & physical shifting/attractiveness via greatly improving my manifesting skills though.

Another solution would be to keep Wanted & Genesis: Mogul (to really build my financial foundation for good) and then rotate every cycle with Sanguine or Chosen or Love Bomb or LBfH

#123

I just started another cycle with OG Wanted in full loop mode. Let’s see how it goes.

In two days I will listen to Chosen & GM (full loops too).

I’ve seen the push to experiment with different business models online since yesterday so those are pretty clear GM pre-sults.

#124

I got some interesting effects after playing OG Wanted:

  • Some movement/pressure on my cheekbones and skull
  • The urge to actively take care of my tongue posture
  • A very strange muscle spasm in my right forearm
  • Prolonged eye contact from the first woman I encountered during my afternoon stroll
  • Euphoric feeling in the background
#125

Since yesterday I feel sexier, handsome and more nonchalant and I caught the hottest receptionist at the gym watching me. A lot of shyness is gone for good and I feel way more positively detached in every interaction.

Also whenever I interact with any woman, I don’t care how and where I’m going to in the conversation. I just enjoy the moment.

I’m really tempted to play multiple loops of a NSE title though, to accelerate the whole process.

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#126

Despite your recent experiences with RICH?
I know it’s not NSE yet, but do you think NSE will reduce overload if you run more then recommended?

#127

There’s only one way to answer your question: just try it.

I still think @Sub.Zero is going into the right direction with his new listening pattern but everyone needs to be acclimated with all of that subliminal input.

So I probably will try to increase the exposure over time and focus on just 1 title per week.
For example:

  • Week 1 (GM)
    Day 1: 1 Loop
    Day 2: Pause
    Day 3: 1 Loop
    Day 4: 1 Loop
    Day 5: 2 loops
    Day 6-7: 3 Loops per day

  • Week 2 (title 2) with the same listening schedule

  • Week 3 (title 3) with the same listening schedule

  • Week 4: Washout

Or, if you want to go with a solo title cycle:

  • Week 1 (GM)
    1 Loop per day

  • Week 2 (GM)
    2 Loops per day

  • Week 3 (GM)
    3 Loops per day

  • Week 4: Washout

  • Cycle 2: Title 2 (with the same listening pattern)

With all of those loops it will be probable you will get a longer bloom effect than usual and so you won’t see diminishing effect in the second cycle but mixed effects from title 2 and title 1.

#128

In other news, I’m getting more & more connection requests in the last few days. So I guess I’m getting more Chosen & Wanted at the same time…

Yesterday I had the urge to create a brand-new Instagram account and I’m getting more into AI.

Today I’m feeling in low energy and low mood though.

So that’s classic recon symptoms.

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#129

I’m re-reading my Emperor/New Emperor journals and I’m quite sure it was sensationally powerful the stack I did with Genesis & True Sell. It was the most successful time in terms of overall manifestions (especially the money/income but social too).

Then after that experience I started to get less results/manifestations on those sides though.

Also I was way more disciplined in my daily habits, I was journaling properly and I wasn’t relying on some airy-fairy out of the blue manifestations (even though, paradoxically, I got a lot more of those compared to this year).

During those months I experienced what a strong will & truly positively proactive attitude can do to improve my life.

No amount of manifesting techniques has been able to replace those active months.

In those months the common denominator was Emperor/New Emperor.

Right now I need to manifest money as I said few weeks ago and I also need a lot more confidence in reaching my ultimate goals.

I don’t know if it’s time to restart my New Emperor journey but I really miss that version of myself where I was more organically optimistic about my future and I was really acting towards it instead of wishing alone.

However it could be another recon symptom surfacing.

An hour or so ago one new thought popped up though: “What if whenever I want to change my stack I reinforce the subliminal input by playing something which is related to those negative thoughts/emotions re-surfacing?” So by following that thought/realization, what if I play another loop of GM to reinforce my belief I can reach my income goals quickly and quite easily?

#130

After taking a short nap I’m refreshed energy-wise and I feel some euphoric feelings.

I just re-read the New Emperor sales page and I swear I remember it was very different from the last time I read it.

The resilience combined with sheer willpower and unshakeable inner power is the most valuable combination of masculine traits you can think of.

But it’s in the objectives section that just realized there’s pretty much everything I’m looking for my ultimate goals.

Physical Shifting?:white_check_mark:
Productivity?:white_check_mark:
Sex & Seduction? :white_check_mark:
Positive leadership? :white_check_mark:
Romance? :white_check_mark:
Cognitive boost? :white_check_mark:
Aura of Sexiness? :white_check_mark:
Financial freedom? :white_check_mark:
Social empire? :white_check_mark:
Your own Path discovery?:white_check_mark:
Motivation, Drive, Success Mindset? :white_check_mark:
The strongest inner frame?:white_check_mark:
Detachment from negativity? :white_check_mark:
Epic Planning & clear Vision skills?:white_check_mark:

So now the real questions are:
Why did I jumped off this freight-train when it was starting to show proper results? Why I gave up to the FOMO when all the shiny objects I was chasing where already there to be discover in New Emperor?

This is the year to regain that unstoppable version of myself and then even 10x it (at least).

However to reach it I need to bullet-proof my discipline and stay on New Emperor long-term until I squeezed pretty much everything out of it.

Let’s see if by using the @Sub.Zero battering ram approach will help me stay on the NEmp train by following closely @WorldOvertaker journey too.

My soul/heart is singing right now as I’m writing all those thoughts here.

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#131

@RVconsultant Please close this journal

#132

Please ping me if/when you make a new journal

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#133

@WorldOvertaker Brand-New Journal: The New Emperor's Return:

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#134