Unleashing My True Self

Journals - Major Programs
#102

The Dragon didn’t call me again but today it’s Chosen to give me a lot of temptation.

For networking & overall work/side business advancement/development, I think it’s a better choice than Primal.

Also, I crave way more positivity inside/out in my daily life. I want to be Chosen in every way possible more than Primally Wanted or just Wanted. I want to be seen as a positive role model who makes a difference in everyone I encounter to really be an invaluable human being and to fulfill a universal mission in life.

I imagine it paired with NR and TS to make it an incredibly successful stack filled with positivity.

After all, if I am really Chosen it’s in every way possible: social, romance, work/business, friendships, etc.

#103

I keep getting suggested “Chosen themed” videos on YouTube…and I’m not even actively searching for them. What’s going on? :wink:

#104

New Stack: Chosen + R.I.C.H. + OG Wanted

Just listened to 3.30 min each of Chosen & R.I.C.H. Let’s start slow and then build up the listening times.

This Wednesday I’ll play 3.30 min of OG Wanted.

Main objectives:

  • become a powerful leader which can impact much better everyone I encounter
  • expand my social circle with my viral alpha positivity
  • manifest (a lot of) money through every pathway possible (and though what seems impossible right now)
  • become the most wanted man I can imagine & get (at least) a passionate girlfriend
  • transform myself from cute to handsome/gorgeous & become wildly attractive & charismatic
  • become a lot more happy, positive & overall satisfied with my life

Stay tuned for the transformation😉

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#105

Something interesting/unusual happened yesterday & today:

  • 2 clients told me I needed to get a haircut
  • More girls asked for my assistance at the gym
  • I got some fun thoughts about new business ideas (and also a more abundance mindset that I can take advantage of pretty much everything in my daily life to make money)
  • A cute cashier opened (just for me) the local supermarket checkout while smiling at me while I was waiting for the payment
  • The euphoric/optimistic feelings are back and my intuition tells me that it’s due to something big deep inside that’s been cleared for good
  • Another high-quality businessman reached out to me to collaborate with my Luxury Brokerage side business

I cannot wait to play OG Wanted tomorrow in the morning…

After all when you’re becoming Wanted, Chosen & RICH what do you want/need more?

#106

There’s a calm, collected, cool nonchalance building up. It’s a new feeling for me so it’s quite difficult to put it in words. I just feel very different because there’s more true Freedom inside me & I don’t feel bothered by a lot of things that usually were triggering me.

It’s a very cool mindset to experience, and I sense that people are slowly accustoming to the new Me who is emerging.

Paradoxically I’m more productive whenever I want and at the same time I’m operating with a detached mindset.

Also, there’s something different about my appearance & my beauty is getting more mature and bold if it does make sense. My eyes are more eye-catching and - I don’t know if my eyesight is playing some tricks with me - it looks like they are getting lighter and more reflective already.

My standards about women are getting higher and I’m getting even more selective than before to the point of considering girls/women I encounter regularly less attractive overall than before.

OG Wanted is definitely better for me than Wanted Black. But it could be that there’s a very strong synergy between Chosen & Wanted which could produce stronger & more obvious results in less time than WB though.

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#107

People are starting to search for me, more & more. Also they are treating me even nicer than before.

It looks like I’m in Primal on steroids due to the bold nonchalance & energy I can express and the void that it seems I leave when I encounter people & then I don’t see them physically for just few days.

The quite hot receptionist at the gym was clearly disappointed when she was asking me which shifts I was doing because she wasn’t seeing me anymore.

Another thing I’m observing is that I add pretty much every time something motivational into the conversation with a lot of people who resonate with me, just to uplift their mood.

About my physical appearance, I feel I’m getting more handsome day by day and when I look into the mirror my eyes are indescribable different. My skin is getting smoother & more polished. Also my masculine traits are developing quite nicely. My hair is getting softer and better looking too.

EDIT: several cute/quite hot are getting shy when I encounter them and say hello to them

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#108

Today I confirmed in real time that something has changed in my overall vibe/status/energy.
In fact, I had another pleasant conversation with the receptionist I mentioned in the previous post and she ended the exchange by asking once again when I’ll be working the next weekend while ending up with “I miss working with you”. She never opened up to this point with me so I guess I made her quite comfortable with a trust-worthy energy.

Another positive thing that happened today is that 2 people allowed me to pass in front of them while we were queuing at the supermarket checkout. In the meantime, the quite attractive lady’s daughter (the first person who told me to pass in front of them) stared at me for a few seconds like she was seeing something unusual in me.

Also, I was observing my eyes today and they’re getting lighter for sure from a pure brown to medium/light brown.

#109

Inspired by reading @Sub.Zero latest entries in his journal, I started using multiple full loops today for something that I guess is my main priority right now: R.I.C.H. So far I did 2 full loops today (1 this morning and 1 this afternoon) and I plan to do the third one before going to sleep tonight.

There’s a euphoric feeling building up in me and a deepening self-reassurance that all is going to be very well on the financial side.

Also, I restarted following a new business course - which I stopped a few days ago for some unknown fear coming up very strong - with a renewed enthusiasm and quite eagerness to implement it successfully as soon as I finish it.
I have been able to watch several hours of content almost non-stop without feeling mental fatigue or boredom. That’s a crazy 180° shift from a very negative attitude towards it that I wouldn’t have believed possible until this afternoon.

Also, I’m feeling so free right now and I think something very deep has been cleared for good today.

So the positive and very fast effects/mindset shifts I got from today’s experiment are looking very promising and I’ll keep going with this listening pattern tomorrow too while monitoring my inner state and outer effects.

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#110

Very slight recon emerging but it’s very manageable.

3x Loops per day seems to be going a lot deeper into my inner landscape.

Yesterday I felt so grounded and yet so focused on taking active control on my thoughts and emotions that it was a very pleasant experience at work.

It felt so rewarding connecting with people and I was able to speak more fluently and clearly.

I don’t know how to describe it differently but I just felt results from different Subs I listened in the last year, even though I’m listening to R.I.C.H. solo.

I’m also spontaneously find myself affirming internally from the identity I want to set embody more and more with added mental clarity.

Plus, I paradoxically feel more energetic and alive on 3x loops than microloops.

The current plan is to get 11 Loops done (which equals the max amount of solo titles loops I would get in 1 cycle) by tomorrow and then do a washout to see if there will be a very powerful bloom of results.

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#111

I’m feeling like I got a LE dose because I felt the urge to accomplish some chores I procrastinated since several weeks. So after I did those things, right now I’m feeling some euphoric feelings building up in the background.

There’s definitely something about this listening pattern that’s unlocking previous played subliminals.

Also I forgot to mention that yesterday I manifested a financial abundance YouTube video in my news feed which brought some more revealing thought patterns on the surface to change. Plus, a client of mine proposed me to get my upcoming website creation service for her new business.

#112

Yesterday I was so in tune with myself that I felt like there was the strongest shield ever against any weakness of mine. I mean that there was a very powerful & euphoric detachment from my old self and the first real experience of my updated Self version. It was a blissful experience from time to time & I got a preview of a much stronger/inner-balanced Self that I had imagined several times before. The experience was so surreal that I felt like daydreaming for a very long time. What a day it was!

Today instead I feel like I regressed a little bit towards my old Self but I think it’s due to the processing time finally taking place after the 11 loops overload during the last few days.

The real question is this though…Why I’m getting this kind of effects while listening to R.I.C.H. but on the money side I’m not seeing any relevant movement?

#113

My assumption regarding that (that assumption constitutes the battering ram approach I apply) is that it’s because the shifts need subliminal reinforcement and acting against those regressions to the old self by choosing and applying opposite patterns of thinking and behaving. All of that needs to be done in order to aid the reconciliation process.

There are missing links in you that are taking precedence and are addressed by the sub, although there might be better subs to do that job. Moreover, this sub is really specific since it’s based on paths of manifestation almost entirely and to truly benefit from it you need to open them.

:snowflake:

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#114

@Sub.Zero Your assumption is quite accurate because yesterday I did 2 loops and I got the best (inner/outer) results after listening to them and they lasted just few hours. So there’s indeed the necessity to reinforce the subliminal input when the inner-outer world seems to show slower/diminishing results.

I already did another loop and I plan to listen to one more in 4 hours or so.

And I also think all the confidence/social/mindset/focus non-related results to R.I.C.H. I got, maybe are some of the missing links I need to fix to get R.I.C.H. manifesting effects. Simply put, I need even more confidence/social skills/better thoughts patterns/improved focus to get those money manifestations.

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#115

A lot of mental fatigue, lack of focus & fogginess plus negative thought pattern emerging after playing another loop this morning (low mood, low motivation & some frustration about not seeing more money coming in) .

However I think this recon symptoms are due to the fact I didn’t drink enough water this morning. Let’s see if by drinking more and then having my lunch will be beneficial.

#117

I had to take a washout today after yesterday’s loops (3) which drained me too much to the point I was dangerously driving without proper mental reflexes and my performance at work was quite bad.

Today I’m not still feeling very well mentally-wise and I’m facing a lot of negative patterns while being in a low mood.

Enough for these strange listening patterns and it’s time to return to the official listening guidelines after at least 5 days of washout.

I realized the main effects I got last week were due to the Wanted and especially Chosen bloom I guess and not from R.I.C.H. because they weren’t related to money manifestation at all. So the good news is that the bloom phase is stronger than I expected and it can last more than 1 week.

I still plan to listen to 1 title per cycle to focus on my main priorities (money+relationships+physical shifting). So I will be alternating 1 cycle of Wanted ,1 cycle of R.I.C.H. (while experiencing some more Wanted bloom), 1 cycle of Wanted (while experiencing some more R.I.C.H. bloom) and so on.

If R.I.C.H. will not be enough to manifest (way) more money into my daily life then I’ll go with Genesis Mogul or Nouveau R.I.C.H.

#118

I’m feeling so bad right now with a lot of resentment, negativity, hopelessness, lack of productivity, etc. It looks like I regressed to my old self, so that listening pattern ruined my progress. Why do I keep ruin my progress by following others?

#119

This could as well be reconciliation.
Pulling all the bad stuff up from somewhere deep down below to finally let it go.

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#120

That’s precisely what it is.

Here’s how Saint got hit by recon after getting exposed to the scripting for multiple hours:

An example from one of the co-founders, Saint Sovereign, is his experience on one of our experimental subliminals called Blue Skies which deals with the idea of existence itself.

After listening for multiple hours (this is for an experiment, do not do this) he ended in a state of questioning the whole of existence and the concept of death, in a highly apathetic state that continued for multiple days.

Due to his previous life experiences, this was an area that had many internal structures and coupled with multiple loops caused intense, soul-deep reconciliation – that ultimately resulted in him having a profound spiritual experience and realizations that unleashed incredible new creativity and inspiration that shifted his whole view of reality.

The rule of thumb is – the more intense reconciliation, the more intense the inner changes that are occurring.

Source

@HyperMan Read the whole Day 7.

:snowflake:

#121

I have been there before and the more suffering I experience the less I grow, unfortunately.

I listened to other kind of Subs for years to the point of questioning my whole life/existence and even wanting to die and during those days I wasn’t able to function properly on a daily basis. That wasn’t growth at all but useless self-inflicted suffering which got things a lot worse.

I need positive experiences in my life to grow and not overload my subconscious with brutal force with endless loops.

It’s the same concept of overtraining your body: at first you think you’re getting better results but then you start to feel less motivation, lack of focus, low mood and apathy because your body is shutting down instead of growing.

There’s a recovering/processing time to be respected in order to allow the growth/change process to occur. Stimulate but not annihilate.

I need the least amount of input to make changes into my life and not the absolute maximum number.

It’s called the minimum effective dose. It’s used in pharmacology too and, if you go above the recommended doses, you trasform a good drug in an harmful one, sooner or later.

If SubClub founders are recommending microloops too, there’s a reason behind them and right now I know why based on the reversed results I’m getting.

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#122

I read a lot of Power vs. Force and it was an enlightening experience to discover the scientifical experimental method applied to consciousness.

I never thought something like that would be even possible and I think it’s the missing piece in my journey. I mean, I got the best results manifesting-wise when there was Love Bomb involved and I was in a state of peaceful joy.

I just keep forgetting that inner peace and joy are the keys to literally trasform everything in your life, while keeping myself distracted with lower material goals and then wondering why I’m not getting the same growth rate as before.

So if inner piece/joy/love are the most powerful and transformational states you can be in order to grow at light speed, then at least 1 title between Chosen/Sanguine/Love Bomb needs to stay permanently in my stack.

Now I know for sure that the blissful day I got almost 1 week ago was due to the Chosen bloom and it produced the fastest results in terms of inner/outer transformation. I was feeling at home/deeply self-reassured and I really felt I could manifest anything I want pretty much instantly.

  1. Peace = Sanguine
  2. Joy = Chosen
  3. Love = Love Bomb / Love Bomb for Humanity

Ideally it would be the perfect 3 titles stack, but I still need to focus on my improving my financial situation and improve my physical attractiveness.

Those 3 titles together could indirectly take care of the money & physical shifting/attractiveness via greatly improving my manifesting skills though.

Another solution would be to keep Wanted & Genesis: Mogul (to really build my financial foundation for good) and then rotate every cycle with Sanguine or Chosen or Love Bomb or LBfH