Some part of you really loves staying in the past, doesn’t it?
Maybe you should turn off the subs for a bit, put on some nice music and take a long stroll in the forest, just forgetting about everything going in your life on for an hour or so. I’ve actually found myself sitting on a park bench staring into nothing for half an hour sometimes, letting thoughts run through my head until they give up trying to get my attention. Somehow it makes me appreciate the world more.
Absolutely. I know people hate me for it and I am getting on the nerves of you guys but I thought… Well its a journal. I should just write how I feel.
If you are talking about the dream with my workplace I have to say, although I cant remember what happened, it is different. Notice how I was free and playing around in the dream yesterday because I knew I could manifest. And today I wanted to go to an very important exam which I stopped caring about at all. As if you have turned a switch on. But you’re right overall I guess, Ill see what I can do about it.
Im sorry basically.
I meant how you used to have school dreams and now past workplace dreams. Some subconscious part keeps going back. That’s all I meant.
As for everything else, it’s not just a journal, it’s YOUR journal. Feel free to write about anything you want. I doubt you’re getting on anybody’s nerves and am quite certain nobody hates you. If somebody is annoyed by your journal, they should do something about their compulsion to keep opening your journal anyway. 
Keep it up, we’re in it with you!
Signed,
A fan.
Thanks man.
I just made an observation I think I should share with you.
So… I just listened to Emperor masked for about 30 minutes before going out again and I was completely changed. I was talkative, more confident etc. Normally I listen to Ultrasonic only and nothing seems to happen. So now… Whats going on here?
These are my theories:
)Edit: I just remembered a fourth dream!
It was something in a past century, I was at a castle and I had someone like a mentor. He seems like being a lord/ the owner of the castle and he wanted to teach me something. I got distracted but then he showed me some books about law (?) and the first think I did is I started to think about how to make money with those books. Guess that was either Emperor’s entrepreneur-script or my Scrooge-McDuck-Genes coming into play
Day 36 - 341 hours of listening (v3) First of October 2019 - Entry 2
Its getting more interesting now. Now I got to make shit happen. I got in a situation where I need to make money ASAP. If I am not mistaken there is scripting in Emperor that fulfills its true potential in situations just like this right?
Anyway, I think and hope the show gets more exciting for you again guys.
Day 36 - 342 hours of listening (v3) First of October 2019 - Entry 3
Ok it definitely makes a difference when I listen to the masked version…
I definitely feel like Rufus Dufus now… 
Day 39 - 349 hours of listening (v3) 3rd October 2019
I noticed a significant decrease in motivation regarding my business lately. Therefore I decided to print out some pictures from my old workplace to remind me why I made this decision in the first place.
Day 40 - 350 hours of listening (v3) 4th of October 2019
I only get about 4-5 hours exposure a day now, since I stopped using the ultrasonics. That means I am exactly 50 hours behind. This makes things alot more complicated. Will figure out what to do about it.
Btw. this album is unearthly:
Day 40 - 351 hours of listening (v3) 4th of October 2019 - Entry 2
Listened to one loop, then went back to bed. Had some dreams which were about money. I made money, sold things, and other stuff. Very interesting. I also remember I visited this forum, looked up @Trader s journal in which he wrote similar dreams and I told him “I had the same but mine were easier to understand”. Lol. Also had a dream in which I bought EoG, but didnt start listening right away, rather I used it as a means to keep me motivated, meaning I had to do this and that before I could listen to EoG.
These money dreams seems an important message from your subconscious @anon3072973
Is there anything special about this period in your life that make these dreams more appropriate than any other time?
Exploring this could be fruitful 
At the moment I think about how to get money 24/7 basically. The thing is, what blocks me right now is not that I dont have any ideas, it is that I have to figure out this bureaucratic-** before I can get started.
Btw. I guess this is the “laser-targetted-focus” of Emperor. I like it.
Awesome!
This 24/7 obsession seems healthy and the best thing you could do right now, isn’t it?
Absolutely. Remember, I have quitted my job to be f* free. No plan B. No Option. Freedom or death.
I am quite serious about this. Everyone in my environment told me “do this/do that first” and I am stubborn. I have chosen my path and I will never give it up. It is more likely that I rob a bank than to go back to 9-5.
Day 41 - 354 hours of listening (v3) 5th of October 2019
Still pondering on why ultrasonic and masked work different from me and what that could mean as a whole. Think I have found a solution for the exposure-problem. Ill just mix ultrasonics with masked tracks. So whenever I dont feel like it and I am not meditating, Ill listen to the ultrasonics, otherwise masked.
I feel masked is working better for me too but it is more annouing over longer periods
Day 41 - 356 hours of listening (v3) 5th of October 2019 - Entry 2
Noticed Im a workaholic. Manifested someone who is very likeable to help me out on my business, since he lives in my neighbourhood and has done what I am trying to do now. Feel very excited about my life right now. Flashback: A few months ago I quitted my job. Couldnt take it anymore and wanted to be free. I knew if I stayed I would burn out in no time. So I left. Without a real plan in mind. I just knew I wanted to be free. People around me shook their heads. To them it was stupid. It was the perfect job, they said. Safe and wellpaid. Now I got to make it happen. I feel like if this was an anime or a series, this would be season’s finale. All eyes are on me. My mom. My colleagues. My friends. The people who doubt me. And my own.
I think it is best if I split my time 40% business, 40% relaxation. I have an important milestone I intend to reach this month. When I make it… It means I was right and the doubters not. Just after I hit this goal, Ill go on vacation and finally relax for a few weeks…It is what I plan to do for years now. So close.
Day 42 - 356 hours of listening (v3) 6th of October 2019
Had my pause-day today. The new listening pattern is way better for me. Also noticed I dont have to rush because Emperor manifests wealth anyway, so… Take it easy man.
I noticed changes within days on Emperor and dramatic changes after about two months. The biggest change after two months was men and women were drawn to me.
Did you notice a difference between masked and ultrasonic?