Day 50 - 377 hours of listening (v3) 14th of October 2019
Lets have a little talk about my experiences on Emperor so far.
To be fair, this is very hard to state, since the ultrasonics dont seem to work for me, for whatever reason. Well, they might work, but on maybe 10% efficiency.
So on masked only, I am on day 11, 28 hours of listening.
Effects I have noticed:
- Less unconstructive self-criticism (most of the time)
- Laser-like focus on things I want to achieve, being able to blend everything else out (most of the time)
- Mentor-manifestation. Just yesterday I had this very positive coaching and we decided to hang out some time. He really is a great guy and I look forward to becoming friends with him. The other forms this happened before while listening to Emperor were a book and another youtuber.
- Confidence. Hm… This is very hard. Sometimes after I listened a little bit, my nervousness and shyness vanish and I become more slick in some sense. Other times I feel very sluggish. This changes from time to time but overall I get the feeling I am slightly less confident than I was before I started listening.
- Controlling of thoughts and emotions. It feels like I can interrupt these patterns now faster than before by stepping back and observing them. What I mean with that is I dont associate with my thoughts and feelings (most of the time)
- I dont know if this is a direct correlation, but lets just assume that it is. I feel like people are more supportive and want to help me on my path. For example, I notice a friend of mine is really interested in what I am doing, my business etc. Unfortunately he isnt a girl.
- While it is sometimes still somehow hard to start conversations, once I am in it, I feel more confident in a sense… meaning I dont have any problems looking people into the eyes etc.
- I like my looks and voice more. Also, my voice seems to have changed. It isnt necessarly deeper, but… different. (Plottwist: Matt Damon took over my body)
- Better workouts
I will add this list if something comes to mind
What I miss:
- Originally I expected my confidence to skyrocket
- The girls, man! I know I know I said nothing is more important than my business right now, but I noticed that the attitude of girls towards me didnt change. Well, maybe it didnt because I said it is important right now.
- Productivity. This is something I got with Ascended Mogul v2 and it was incredible. It killed my laziness. I just had to think about something I wanted/had to do (going out, working, meditating) and the mogul wont let me sit idle until I did it. I missed this with Emperor.
And now for something different ( Sorry for the length of this post)
Since my coach and I found something for me to start, now it really comes down to make it happen. As much as I enjoy the effects of Emperor so far, I dont feel like it suits this purpose well.
I am thinking about getting EoG, Rebirth, Ultimate Artist (since my business has to do with creativity) and Beyond Limitless. Let me explain.
I am listening to Emperor and Limitless everyday now (except for 1 day in the week). Limitless really does its job, thats why I use it while reading, watching educational stuff etc. (Limitless ultrasonic works on me, oddly). But there is much for me to learn, in my business and in the classes I take. So I thought why not add BL every morning (As far as I understood, BL is a 20minute long track and can be listened to 2 times a day) which could boost my results.
Ultimate Artist: Well, I need to create content and be creative while doing so. The content I create consists of stuff I have learned. Therefore Limitless+Beyond Limitless+Ultimate Artist.
Rebirth to give me a little bit more freedom from the past, so I can concentrate more on the now and start to heal (in a physical sense).
And EoG… well. We all know why. I’d love to have this laser-targetted productivity and money-making-mindset. (Since I need these effects now, I would start with st3 and st4, make some money, and then start all over again) So… thats what I am thinking about right now. The problems that arise are obvious: Too many programs. So lets see.
Sorry for killing you reader.