Freeform Journalling
This for me, is basically my recon killer.
Basically, I do a variation of this where I open up my diary app on my phone (Diarium) and just type out anything to comes to mind and let all the words flow out. This process was incredibly useful for me when I was suffering pretty bad recon from a combo of LBFH and a terrible argument I had with my girlfriend. I just kept typing and typing, letting all my emotions out on to the page. You don’t edit anything or try to structure it to make it look “nice”. It started out very negative, talking about how nobody cares for me, how I’m such a terrible person and so on. It went on and on and I typed hundreds of rambling, incoherent self-loathing sentences.
Then somehow near the end, I kept typing things like “It’s okay, I love you”, “I love myself” and so on. I then felt a surge of energy coming from below me and I felt a nice warm breeze over my body. It was so calming. Reduced my fears and worries immediately and I had a much easier time relaxing afterwards.
I’d recommend using this whenever you have a hard time with recon or you’re noticing negative background thoughts popping up consistently. The 2nd time I did this, I realized all the things I was pouring out were related to the subs I was running (EOG, R.I.C.H and Ascension). Things related to money, my confidence and so on. It’s very useful to see what is being reconciled. It’s like a bridge from your unconscious pouring into your thoughts in the subconscious and appears consciously in front of you in the journal/diary.