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#361

DR ST3 DAY17

Today I went with:

  • DR ST3 x2
  • LimitlessQ x2
  • MogulQ x2
  • Limitless Executive Ultima x1

It’s a little difficult to explain. But today, I felt both wanting to push my productivity and work a lot, but at the same time, I also felt rather lazy, in the sense that I’d rather do something else.

Somehow, I feel that my brain’s gone to overdrive and thinking of new ideas. And when my new boss gave me a different task, my drive suddenly went down. Maybe because this task is totally different to what I was thinking of, such that it felt like I just got thrown a curveball.

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#362

This is actually really interesting and seems to make a lot of sense. It’s kind of a case study in the experience of running Dragon Reborn together with other titles (e.g., productivity, status, etc.).

In my opinion, they’re not really working against each other. It seems to me more that the different programs are heightening and clarifying different elements of the situation and of your state of being.

Something tells me that over time, these elements of your stack are going to harmonize and complement each other. For one thing, I’d expect it to manifest in the form of increasingly effective boundary-setting skills. (Boundary-setting is right there at that place where healing and productivity meet.)

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#363

I have the same feeling.

#364

DR ST3 DAY18

Today I went with:

  • DR ST3 x2
  • LimitlessQ x1
  • MogulQ x2
  • Limitless Executive Ultima x1

Felt really productive today. Started out very slow, like a truck’s diesel engine that needs to warm up first. But after a very slow start, I felt like I just couldn’t stop. While washing the dishes, I was thinking about work. While preparing my kids for bed, I was still thinking about work. In fact, I probably wouldn’t have stopped working if it wasn’t for the wife reminding me that I needed to do something.

A part of me still feels that I’m not done. Like there’s this excitement that’s difficult to explain. Hopefully it’s not just because of something new.

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#365

You sound like a different person from 3 months ago. Congratulations on your changes!

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#366

I don’t feel any different TBH. Maybe it’s just the new job. But I hope it’s more than that. Thanks @RVconsultant

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#367

DR ST3 DAY19

Today I went with:

  • DR ST3 x2
  • LimitlessQ x1
  • MogulQ x2
  • Limitless Executive Ultima x1

Feeling both excited and nervous. My new boss mentioned that the project I’m working on now is part of a bigger thing. Feel so much pressure and at the same time, I also feel the energetic excitement coming from the people I’ve been talking to in the company.

Productivity feels well. Right now, I feel that I’m “forcing” myself to slow down. Lol.

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#368

DR ST3 DAY20

Rest day. Been experiencing minor reconciliation throughout the day. The good thing was, anger was more prevalent during the morning. After a while, it began to subside. Even when the kids weren’t behaving, I was more “in control” so to speak.

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#369

DR ST3 DAY21

Another rest day. A little bit calmer than yesterday. Though the day started with my wife giving me another one of her “shit” tests. Though I really don’t know why she even started with it. However, I was able to let it slide and not let it get to me.

Also felt the “pull” to continue working on office stuff. Not sure if it’s just the subs, the thrill of a new job, or just an increase in productivity. Either case, I kind of like this feeling.

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#370

DR ST3 DAY22

Today I went with:

  • DR ST3 x2
  • LimitlessQ x2
  • MogulQ x1
  • Limitless Executive Ultima x1

Was supposed to have a meeting early in the morning. However, it was cancelled a few hours before the start. Too bad I was sleeping when the email was sent. I only found out as soon as I woke up. Unfortunately, I woke up at 4:30 in the morning and couldn’t get back to sleep.

Surprisingly enough, I wasn’t that sleepy throughout the day. There were times when I’d find myself yawning, but not to the point that I’d find myself nodding off. Was more awake than usual.

Bad thing is that I’m starting to get a headache now. Maybe it’s my body’s way of telling me to sleep.

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#371

DR ST3 DAY23

Today I went with:

  • DR ST3 x2
  • LimitlessQ x2
  • MogulQ x1
  • Limitless Executive Ultima x1

Had a headache throughout the day. May be because of either reconciliation or maybe because of lack of sleep, or both.

However, I still managed to do some work. I feel so motivated even if I had a headache.

Tomorrow, I just might take a rest day.

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#372

I agree man.

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#373

DR ST3 DAY24

Had an early morning meeting and another one around lunch. Because of the meetings and the fact that I’m still having a slight headache, I decided to take a break from subs today.

Productivity is still up. Bursts of anger also pop up, yet quickly dissipate.

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#374

Perhaps another rest day?

#375

You know very well that I’m stubborn as an ox. Lol…

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#376

DR ST3 DAY25

Today I went with:

  • DR ST3 x2
  • LimitlessQ x1
  • MogulQ x2
  • Limitless Executive Ultima x1

Although I was sleepy most of the time, I was still rather productive. Can’t say it was reconciliation that made me tired and sleepy, as I went to bed past 1:00 am and woke up around 6am.

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#377

DR ST3 DAY26

Today I went with:

  • DR ST3 x2
  • LimitlessQv2 x1
  • Ascended Mogul Qv2 x1
  • Limitless Executive Ultima x1

Got stuck on a problem the whole day. Even though I’ve been sitting for hours, I haven’t really made any progress.

Funny thing is that even though I’ve made 0 progress today, my boss was fine with it. In fact even said “Good job”. Not sure if it’s because I still tried and haven’t given up, or maybe because of the progress I’ve made throughout the week as a whole? In either case, it’s fine by me.

I listened to the Qv2 subs rather late (almost night time). While listening to Limitless Qv2, I had an idea as to how I might tackle the issue I’ve been working on today. Tried a little bit, though still no results. Although I’d normally be feeling pissed and frustrated, I somehow feel fine. Weird.

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#378

DR ST3 DAY27

Rest day. Wife wanted to go to costco but was still worried about covid, so we stayed in the car while she shopped. Kids got antsy as we were cooped up inside the car for over an hour.

Although there have been instances of anger, I still feel that it’s actually less intense than before. Felt rather good, as I think that it’s becoming more of a choice to be angry.

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#379

DR ST3 DAY28

Another rest day. Rather boring day.

Got to play with the kids. And wife seemed happy that I was able to spend quality time with them.

What fascinates me really is that, even though I’m not working, nor am I even trying to think of work, ideas for possible solutions of the problem I’m seeing with my work keep popping up. When I say possible solutions, I mean more than 1 solution. I’m actually forcing myself not to even think of work.

#380

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That’s my theory anyway.

For the longest time, you’ve been working to make a change happen with your working life. That one condition may have been a kind of ‘bottleneck’ in the traffic flow of all of the subliminals you’ve been running. Now that you’ve accomplished that, I’m guessing there are some very obedient and highly motivated results all lined up and waiting to finally show you their stuff. I’d guess that it’s going to continue for a while, because in spite of external conditions, you’ve been extremely consistent in keeping up with your subliminals.

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