I’ve been through this space of scrambled brains about which sub to run
and out of it quite a few times now. What I can say about transferring the waters
of so much possibility and not knowing where to go with it
Don’t make stack/ sub choices unless you’ve had two days off at least. Don’t even think about it,
or have fun thinking about it but know that you won’t make a decision.unless you’ve had at least two days off. Because so much of what is perceived as real doubt about what to run is a sense of 'not getting what you want or not getting it fast enough on that sub -in one or more areas or a fear of that for the future.
If you were running something and immediately felt it fulfilled or would inevitably fulfill all your goals and wildest desires and really felt that way-there would be no question of staying on that sub. You’d be getting what you want
The truth is sex life/romance/career/money/ purposeful action you WILL get from Stark/Khan/ and Emperor… .any of them!!
This sense of not getting what you want or not getting it fast enough or fear it won’t happen/continue in the future IS RECON. Then we think its about subs or a conscious deliberation of what would serve us the most (which is the positive commitment behind it)
Once you do do decide then you have to give what your running 1 month at least after you’ve made a decision on the stack before there is anything new to say.
I would guess this experience is somewhat subjectively universal.