One loop of Hero today - 9min
Needed to choose respect for myself and others.
Then honoring life, myself and others
Had a tournament in Foosball today and played better than ever but against the actual world champion team we lost with 0 points.
What a beast
But I entered into the tournament to learn from the best and I did learn alot
Let’s go
Did another loop of 9 min of my Primal & Diamond custom.
Were do I start.
The first loop was phenomenal
The second gave me nearly 2 days something like the foundation of Inner power, not much, more like flashes of it.
Then I did a loop of hero, also 9min.
The loop today hits different, I feel stronger more tigerish but sooo in control of my sexual energy. I can turn it on the moment I decide to do it and it never gets outs of my hands. I expected to get overwhelmed and be driven but that’s not the case. So I have to understand that this is the new standpoint with this sub.
Its actually more pleasant. But I let time be my teacher.
Also I found finaly a women on YouTube who speaks like it realy is and I am learning from her what I can.
Here her Chanel for everyone who is interested in this
I start to loose my insecuritys around people and women in general.
Today 2 women saw me and then said : wow
This was so refreshing and I thank anything and everyone who helped me get to this point, it can start now.
Also when I was walking in the streets today I wasn’t satisfied with my sexual expression when I saw women I find attractive. So I asked myself how can I make it realy realy good? Instandly I startet to cheer me on for my Sexuality, like a cheerleader I praised my sexual energy and then later on like a lion roaring :yyyyyyeeeeessss, to me being sexual, then get confortable in having sexual urges, then feeling naturaly sexual, knowing my Sexuality is wonderfull.
Gona need to solidify this state more
Then I saw how fast women react to me and I get this abundance feeling back in my stomach. There are enough women for me, pick the ones you realy like.
Now I have very warm energy in my stomach.
Now I get it, I have to somehow work for reaching the goals of the subs
Took me a long time to realize that. It’s funny because with Healing subs I was just doing stuff non stop but with other subs I kind of waited that the subs do the work. Ahhh yes today I start to drop being passive.
Shit I still wait around for a women to make a little move in my direction, this I have to erase and go after what I want
Let’s go then
What’s the stack?
SSX, LOVEBOMB, BDLM custom
HERO:ORIGIN
NEW PRIMAL, DIAMOND custom
Did since the beginning only healing customs and I am developed in many areas but not in the sexual space so I realy start as a beginner.
But I learn fast
Can you share the core/modules list?
SSX BDLM LB
Synergy Beyond Seduction
Synergy Inescapable Gaze
Synergy Perfection Manifestation
Synergy Secret of Seduction
Love Without Attachment
Enchanting Smile
Prevent Premature Ejaculation
Sensuality and Handsomeness Improver
New Primal, Diamond
Alexander’s Play
Aura of craving
Charisma and Flirting automatic Improver
Deep-sleep
Entranced
Gorgeous Manifestor
Male Enhancement
Natural Winner
Omnidimensional
Overdrive
Panther
Potentiator
Naturalizer
Seducer’s Gaze
Sensuality and Handsomeness Improver
Sexual Manifestation
Sexiness Unbound
Temptation
Did a loop of Hero yesterday late at evening.
Somehow I feel empty or let’s say powerless, I lack value.
Today I woke up and started to meditate on the importance of honoring life and all lifeforms. Then I started to walk a new way, the way of honor.
Otherwise I am like a little child that wants to be bad,i saw the outcome of that and I don’t like it at all.
So change is the only option and I am thankful for that opportunity and the support of the subs
Let’s go in honor
I get better socialy, the calibration is fantastic and grows every day and every interaction more.
I like that
I like the Calmness and worry free state I am in.
Did 5 days ago the last loop of Primal and was 2 times very angry so I let the anger rise more and then came a point where I just nearly exploded so I screamed loudly : I am so done seeing other dudes with beautiful women, now is my time, I can do it too.
Then everything calmed down and I am in control of my state like never before.
I love that
I need more, way more to realy feel confident and sexual completely free
Next loop tomorrow
Oooouuuuuuuu yyyyeeeeeaaaaaa
I start to feel attractive for the first time in my life
I want more of that please
Let’s go
I found her videos on “the void” most fascinating.
Very fascinating indeed
I find the rest also very good
Did a 9 min loop of Primal & Diamond custom this morning and I noticed since 7 days that my hornyness dropped significantly but today is the first time I can see the face of attractive women and I see people
The face of women was allways my biggest turn on and now I have a level of relaxation that just sits so well.
Now I feel that I can Finaly make my steps into pleasure with women
This is fantastic
Also some chains that somehow binded me are destroyed and I feel a Primal force pushing to the surface
Thank you Subliminalclub
I start to hold my frame around attractive women more. It’s still a fight to hold my values up instead of falling into her but
I feel valuable, lovable, important and desired.
Its just a little but it’s there
I want my values to grow so much that it becomes my strong foundation
Time to meet attractive women and work properly
I find Primal incredible useful
Let’s go
I am on day 3 of my washout
This circle I did 1 loop of my SSX, Lovebomb, BDLM custom
2 loops of Hero Origin
And the rest was only my Primal & Diamond custom
In the beginning of this cycle I expected to be like the old primal, this raw explosive power and hornyness but it wasn’t like that. It was more smooth, well rounded and I thought it’s not really strong but I felt good on it so I continued. The social calibration was great and started to kick in from the first loop, gradually increasing with every loop.
After 2, 3 minutes loops increased to 9 minutes, seems to be my sweet spot.
I had 3 times a burst out in total Anger where I was so frustrated that I see other dudes who are so dumb (I lisen to what and how people talk) have women I want.
At the same time of my burst outs I let this Anger burn more until I reached states where I had to change in order to get to my desired results. The good thing about Primal is the confidence aspect, I had immediately after I let the Anger alive to the max the calm confidence to reach this level as well. As fast as the powerful anger came so fast it was replaced with calming confidence and a devilish smile on my face.
After 2 weeks I felt more powerful inside, it’s still growing with every loop.
The last week was starting to get phenomenal, I have such a Primal expression that it’s enough to look women in the face and express what I realy feel and what I want to do with the so unapologetic that they can’t believe it at first and then they break internaly to my frame. I compliment women sincerely and give them orders without being a boss or negative. I learned to walk on a fine line and if I misstep then it doesn’t feel good.
Omg that’s actually in the description : walking on razors edge
That’s exactly what I do.
To reach this unapologetically state I did something to challenge myself - I was going to the little private beach where people hang out an bathe in the river.
There I removed my clothes and was the only one naked. I lay down naked, walked naked and swim naked.
I let all insecurities out whenever I did this, I have a small dick if it’s not erect, but I told myself that this is me, a natural beautiful man and I accepted myself. Then I reached the point where I felt so confortable being naked and presenting my little chipolata to attractive women that the women started to feel attracted to me on a human level. They even invite me to stay with them and some came to my spot to say a good bye (I never talked with them before) but they all respected me deeply.
Then came the point where I stoped the whole thing because I started to laugh my ass of so hard, because everyone around me felt so uncomfortable (specially men with their girlfriends) because I felt confortable, natural and beautiful.
It brought out the insecurities of the people around me so hard that the women found me irresitable, they could not look away and the guys get realy silently angry.
After 10 days I reached the level and now it’s time to move on.
Now my expression of myself and my desires is easy, it’s natural and beautiful.
Since 3 days i get the notion that I need to learn to communicate better, so I start to pay a little bit more attention to what I say.
This will grow for sure even more, because I want to be a master communicator.
I have much to learn to reach this level so let’s go Leo.
I started to Wright letters to my subconscious. The first letter was a thank you letter for keeping me save but now it’s time to release everything that holds me back, minimize me, is unhealthy for me and so on and so fort.at the end of the letter I told my subconscious to be my Frend and help me. Then I wrote : thank you, I love you
That was magical
4-7 days after this letter I felt like chains exploding and I Start to feel free.
The second letter was to help me be Sexualy competent, help me have my Ejaculation und such a control that I never ever have to think about it and can enjoy the best possible Sexuality for me and for all the women I go to bed with.
I feel changes are happening.
In general I feel more primal than ever but in such control that I ask myself if the sub even works, but then it needs only a women passing by and I know how good the sub realy work.
This was the first cycle of Primal and I will stay longer on this sub.
I have in one month developed myself from someone who never felt attractive, who where shy, timid, doubtfull, angry and hateful against other people, a looser mentality, insecure, hiding my true feelings/desires to someone who stands next to women and people and just talks to them Normaly, who is interested in the other person, who has more fun, who likes that other people have also more fun in life. It reached the point where women stoped me phisicaly from leaving with force,even men didn’t want me to leave and stoped me from going home.
Next cycle I eat this Menu
Hero Origin
Primal & Diamond custom
Khan Black st4 & Sanguine custom
Its gona be tasty
Let’s go
I am the same… a great body wouldn’t effect me like a great face
Yeeaaaa Bro you got taste
Whoohoo, what a fantastic change! Congratulations, brother.
What a great idea 
@TheRock, thank you for your words. It’s good to hear that
Believe me, it was work.
I asked myself every day where is my problem and after hearing what my problem was I searched for extreme situations to solve it deeply.
In the beginning it took some guts, but after a couple of rounds it wasn’t even a problem to stand in unconfortable situations.
The key is to let the problems arise fully (that’s why I go into the extreme) and then stand with everything still, acept that this is the standpoint now and then have the wish and willingness to change all that to a more worthy life.
Then change happen very fast and on a deep level.
Today I saw one women at the train station I have layd my eyes on. She is in her own league. When I crossed her way I was very calm, happy inside, had pleasure to see her and had the feeling of : yes I can do you, I am ready and worthy of your time.
One month ago I dropped my head when I saw her, thinking she is out of my league, a holy being, supreme in any way, I am not good enough, timid, shy, fearful, angry and despite her easy life.
Today I saw a human being who is alone and waits for the right guy to realy connect with.
I am that guy now and I want to develop more into that kind of a man
Let’s go into pleasure
