Two days of processing; today and tomorrow. Shall see how it goes.
Iāve run LD, RM and Alchemist today and I feel overloaded and heavy processing in the back of my head. My newly established protocol looks like this:
Mondays and Tuesdays are processing days.
Wednesdays: one loop of Limit Destroyer, one loop of Renaissance Man and one loop of Alchemist
Thursdays are processing days
Fridays: one loop of Renaissance Man and one loop of Alchemist
Saturdays are processing days
Sundays: one loop of Limit Destroyer, one loop of Renaissance Man and one loop of Alchemist
I intuited that pattern but, of course, it doesnāt mean itās optimal, itās just convenient and produces nice results. Recently, Iāve been increasing the number of loops but it seemed to be too much since although I got only a slight recon and only today after two processing days. I decided to go with that routine since I added RM to my stack and running two Q programs is more challenging than running one only. It looks like the more programs you run the less loops you can run in total. I would never run more than two Q subs and one Ultima at once.
Iāve decided to add in RM to my stack since I want to improve in my profession (teacher) and connect with my shadow (Joker) stronger and as I experienced on RM before that subs helps with it a lot. On top of that, I want to feel freer and more ānaturalā. Another thing is Alchemist is quite a boring sub to run if you donāt care about improving in any spiritual practice although itās great for balancing your energy level, being calm, having your emotions in check and forging your inner strength. For those reasons I shall not give up on it and I shall finish it up.
RM kicked in straight ahead and it made me really sleepy yesterday. I woke up a bit groggy after a night full of vivid dreams. Anyways, after the loop I became much more expressive in my speech and started using hand gestures and body language much more frequently. Also I became much more optimistic and ālightā when it comes to my thoughts and feelings. That sub is just amazing.
Another manifestation was I got an email from one university I applied to and they seemed to be turning me down for the lack of recommendation letters from my former employers and although I thought āfck themā at first I wrote and email stating that although I donāt meet that requirement I could bring real value to their university for my skill set and experience. I expect of them to ignore my email but itās up to them if they want to loose an opportunity to employ a valuable teacher for some not really serious requirement. I replied out of my comfort zone, like not me.
Iām running another loop of RM even though itās out of my schedule. I want to do some more experiments and I simply want MORE.
Although itās 11 am Iām sleepy after running that loop of RM. The interesting thing is that even though Iām sleepy I feel really energetic at the same time, itās like my mind is sleepy but my spirit is strong. Again, I feel heavy processing in the back of my head. Good. Iāll be running one loop of Alchemist in the evening and thatās it for today.
My listening routine looks like this:
It seems that without Emperor in my stack I can run much more loops that makes sense since Emperor is really, dense, advanced and demanding. We shall see how that routine works in the long run.
You hit the nail on that one
Edit: Have you noticed any āpsychic-nessā while on Alchemist? Precognition and premonition?
Not at all. I deem Alchemist a great tool of forging your inner strength, getting rid of negative energies and balancing your energy level. It doesnāt make you alpha socially but āpsychologicallyā.
RM helps me connect with all of me it seems. I feel really comfortable in my own skin and Iām really okay with expressing myself that comes to me naturally. I sense some elements of alpha programming in RM too, maybe itās Iron Frame that causes me to feel and behave in more alpha way.
I havenāt mentioned that before but Alchemist has helped me work on āneutralizingā my ego and be more understanding and less judgmental towards people. Itās not perfect yet but I see a huge improvement. On top of that, the synergy between my thoughts and emotions has increased.
Lots of vivid dreams disturbed my sleep last night. I woke up feeling really groggy. Yet, no signs of overload in accordance with its definition. Iāll be running one loop of RM and one loop of Alchemist today.
It seems I can stick to my listening routine for a long time. Itās been two weeks Iāve been running 2-3 loops a day (5:2). Iāll be taking two days for processing tomorrow and the next day and then Iāll be switching to Stage 4. Iām planning on running it for eight weeks so till 21.08 and thatāll be the end of this journal.
I ran the very first loop of Alchemist Stage 4 today and I must admit I got really energized by it. The energy was calm, stable and persistent. I hope the program will keep me benefiting from it that way for a longer time.
Would you say Alchemist is an āeasyā sub to run, despite the 4 stages, or is it only easy for you since youāve been running it for a while?
The first stage is demanding since itās about brushing away all the negative energies so from time to time you may feel overwhelmed by the process. Itās like those energies accumulate in you, get really dense and only then they are being released. Stage 2 and 3 are an easy ride but it bores you. I started Stage 4 only today but I feel its positive power. Itās damn strong even after one loop.
If someone is not interested in energy work and spirituality and only wants to improve their energetic capacity and balance, I recommend adding The Architect, Energetic Development XI, Metamorphosis to their custom. Eventually, Alchemist St4 as a core. Still, I deem running the Major Program the best bet.
Even though I love the alpha masculine dominance of Khan, RM is that comfortable and emotionally mature alpha. No wonder since RM is said to be the āsoulful and emotionally-liberated alphaā. This type of alpha-ness is more suited to my personality.
Same here. Vivid dreams with multiple and long stories and plot lines even haha
Thatās right, thatās the archetype in here. Iām connecting with people much swifter and on a deeper level and at the same time Iām getting lots of respect from them. Negative and mentally unstable people are trying to ignore me which I like a lot since they donāt try to put their shit on me in any other way than that. I absolutely love this sub too although I know it cannot be the core of building your empire but only a huge step towards it. Iāll be paring it up with Primal (running LD along with) in two months since I want to liberate my true ānatureā and work on my sexuality (sexual energy) before I start working on getting rich by removing the detrimental societal programming in the first place (EoG Stage 1). Iām sure RM is a very important step in transgressing what was imposed on us by society since itās related to connecting with everything around you and in you and itās based on self-expression whilst society teaches you to isolate yourself and to throttle your ātrue selfā (Social Atomization).
Today I ran two more loops than my protocol says and I feel that my energy level is much lower. Iāve also got a headache and I feel a bit irascible. I feel a slight pressure in my head and heavy processing in the back of my head. Tomorrow Iāll be doing my protocol and then taking two processing days in accordance with it.
The fact I ran two more loops than my protocol says is taking revenge upon me since I feel overloaded a lot even though itās my day off. Iām sleepy and a bit sluggish. I hope itāll pass tonight.
Yeah, we really get to know when weāve pushed ourselves a bit too far, donāt we?
Are you running Qv2?
Yeah, fortunately thereās a remedy; taking processing days, washouts and cutting down on the loops.
Since it was released. No going back.