@Simon
Your entry reminded me of this qoute, quite similar:
The actions that you take, behaviors that you exhibit are simply physicalized reflections, physical ‘eyes’ expressions of the vibrational state you happen to be in. The actions that you take aren’t getting you the thing physically mechanically, they are expressions of the state of being you are in so the universe can, in a sense, recognize this state in a physical sense and give you a physical reflection. The actions are not the idea of forcing something into being - that’s the language of expectation, that’s the language of goal orientation, that’s the language of means to an end. When you understand everything, everything and every single moment is its own end, is its own experience with no connection to anything else, then you can stay in the moment with it. You can really appreciate the experience for what it is and erase from your consciousness the idea that it’s supposed to take you somewhere else, because the most important thing is to stay completely present.
Isn’t taking an action actually, in a sense, creating an expectation? No. Because the idea of being in the moment is that there is no separation between action, between behavior and the thing itself. You’re simply reflecting the vibration that you are for its own sake, because that’s who you are. Not because the action will get you something somewhere down the road in the future which doesn’t exist, which is an illusion. The more you allow yourself to apply all these principles in the present and see everything and DEFINE everything as distinctly its own experience in the present for its own sake for what it is you get out of it and have no concern for anything else, don’t connect it to anything else, then your life becomes an ecstatic explosion of synchronicity where everything starts to fall into place. It doesn’t mean again you take no action, but the actions are not getting you those things. The actions are simply, in a sense, a verification, a physical verification, a physical expression of the frequency that you prefer to be in.