Feeling cute, may delete later…. 
I’ve noticed an increase in arousal combining just these 2 titles. It could also be that it’s ovulation phase of my cycle too. Either way, holy moly. Time to channel that energy into my work or go have some fun! Meow 
I do notice when I get critical of my physical flaws I shift quickly back to love. Learning to love my imperfections more. When I’m too critical it takes me from the present.
Why are you torturing us? You’re super hot, love the tattoo on the left arm, cool colors and nature rules!
I hoped you were 
never can be too sure on here.
It’s getting revamped. One more session!
Why torture?
I agree with you on this statement 
LBFH is not a long term thing, it gets exhausting after a while and starts to feel like people pleasing.
The energy is amazing 
and feels very good 
Just not all the time, as it can overpower your other subliminal goals.
Great for party’s though 
Thank you for this good question.
I will reflect on why I associate something that feels so good with that word.
I kinda feel sad now but I’ll deal with it, you’re a good therapist.
Truth!!!
Oh I got it! It’s something very beautiful that I can’t have, it’s painful.
Transmute it?
Working on it.
My aspiration is to be able to feel and think anything I want at every moment, guided by the highest good.
But enough about me, this is your thread!
I welcome engagement here.
Human connections are vital.
Be careful about your son to not watch porn. I am just reading Your Brain on Porn and they quote one Australian study that 69% of 13 years old males have already experience with porn.
This study was conducted 10 years ago, so probably today’s number is even higher.
You can make it so that your internet ( home wi-fi ) automatically does not load any nsfw content online. ( no haram websites will load at all ). Obviously online data won’t work that way.
I think there is always some kind of way to bypass it. Or watching it on the phone through the provider’s data etc.
for sure : )
Lineage or HOM maybe?
This is low key hilarious.
Day 7 ~ full loops of Stark & Seductress.
Considering that I may need to listen to LME long term but I have this worry it will steer me away from my business aspirations and other goals. I also worry it’ll overtake the other subs I’m listening to.
I had to scrape hardened cereal off my son’s toilet and bathroom floor today. This pissed me right off. (After he left I noticed it.)
He had multiple dirty dishes on the floor.
He did get himself off to school while I was asleep though.
I don’t recall any dreams from last night.
When I got my youngest off the bus yesterday she was extra cuddly and affectionate. She didn’t want to sleep in her own bed. She stayed up until almost 11:30! 
Makes me wonder what was going on at dads prior to coming to my house.
We had a slow start to the day today. Brought her to school late.
I would normally be thrown right off by my morning routine getting interrupted but I handled it well. I did yoga after I got her off to school.
I notice people staring at me more in public places.
I notice my thoughts quickly shifting to that of more loving thoughts towards myself and others.
I’m really enjoying my current book. Taking my time with it.
Day 8 ~ rest day
My night was full of dark fearful themed dreams.
My youngest woke up scared that there were spiders in her bed. She kept getting up to follow.
I’m a bit sleepy today. Feeling sad but deeper emotions are wanting to surface too. I managed to complete my full morning routine including yoga.
I’m off to clean a house which I don’t feel much desire to do.
I found an American penny on the floor at cafe.
I went to pelvic floor physio yesterday. She worked on deeper layers of my fascia. I handled it pretty good. There’s stuff I’m still holding within some sticky spots but feeling it’s safe to let go.
As someone trying to start a porn-free-coaching business, I know my way around this topic.
Firstly, the age for first contact with porn is down to 9/10 in many western countries. With kids having smart phones one unsupervised kid is enough to bring smut into the whole school.
Secondly, it’s next to impossible to safeguard your children if they have access to modern technology, even if just through schoolmates. Elsagate (Google it) is just one case that shows how predators bring cruel or pornographic content in the life of children looking for innocent videos.
Thirdly, most apps designed to stop porn can be circumvented. Especially since kids are more natural to tech and find solutions more easily (if the parents aren’t into that stuff as well).
When I started to break my porn addiction, I couldn’t find one app, that wasn’t circumventable.
When we found one, described as uncorruptable, my fiance found a way to do it in a couple of days.
My conviction is, that the only save way is open communication. Giving your children a healthy view on sexuality, explaining the dangers of porn and that it destroys the beauty of intimacy when they are old enough.
Day 9 ~ Stark & Seductress full loops. I’ll call this S&S. 
I’m having quicker results with 2 subs versus 3.
Looking forward to a local getaway this evening to a farmhouse Airbnb with a hot tub.
Rest relax and rejuvenate.
I was complimented on my parenting last night.
My cleaning job went amazing yesterday. My client wants me back on Monday to make sure I’m getting regular cash flow. Cool 
We sat conversing for a while after my job was finished. She shared some of hers and her husbands history prior to their marriage. I couldn’t help but giggle.
My coaching client told me he appreciates my sense of humour. I’ll credit LBFH for bringing that back out of me again.
