Washouts been great as I’ve finally been executing the script properly starting this weekend.
Had a great time hanging with some old buddies. I feel like it’s really helpful to meet up with friends who know you from years ago and assess your behavior with them and also how they treat you. Was noticing myself being way more dominant around them and way more carefree. I also was playfully joking around talking shit to one of my friends, which is something I used to avoid doing cause of nice guy syndrome I guess. This weekend I had no problem doing that so definitely changed in that regard.
I was treated with a lot of respect and admiration wherever I went, and was mostly unphased by status. For example, I was at a music event and the music producers were getting a lot of attention with people fawning over them almost in a celebrity like way. I saw them as no different than any other human and would just talk to them like regular people, which ironically led to better more genuine interactions.
Also one of the girls I know that was at the concert kept texting me trying to meet up. I was acting SO mysterious (thanks WANTED) it was super amusing to me. I would walk over find her group, hang with them for a bit, then disappear into the crowd. Just being unpredictable and playful. Every time I’d leave she’d text me WANTING to know where I went 