I think Wanted healing is started to kick in, Iām starting to ask questions that I havenāt asked myself in a long time like if I truly looked at my past and present Iāve realized Iāve never had problems attracting girls but my problem has always been attracting the girls that I like what do I mean?
For example, I know I get girls and this isnāt to say in cocky way but in therorical manner I mean I get girls but itās not the girls I genuinely like so I tell them letās just stay friends and we go our separate ways and this when I truly understood why I started on this journey and why I started using Wanted. I donāt just want any girl which Wanted has attracted but I want the girl that Iām attracted to and thatās the hard part because my standards are set so high that I would only go out on a date with a girl Iām attracted to which sadly a lot of my friends are different. They have one girl thatās attracted to them but they donāt feel the same way but they start dating her anyway because thereās no else for them (Or so they think). But why? I never understood the point of settling for quantity over quality? Quality is what brings passion, love, desire and the feeling of truly liking someone for who they are. If your not attracted to them in the first place why lead them on? @TheEmpress itās funny how we both felt this way when using this type of subs but on completely different subs (You Seductress and me Wanted).
@Saiyan4Blue I remember a funny advice you gave me once. Remember that one girl that I had a crush on at the gym? Well I talked her it didnāt lead anywhere but it felt so damn good as if all that anxiety or that tempt up pressure Iāve been feeling for months and beating myself for not talking to her gone in a few minutes. When I first finished talking to her I didnāt even care if I got rejected but itās the feeling, the feeling that I finally got rid of my biggest fear and finally did what I wanted to. It truly a freeing feeling that I canāt even explain with words.