Kindly clean up this mess. I suppose he should get a pm concerning that post as well. I tired to pm him about that but he blocked me.
Thank you.
Yes very interesting @Sub.Zero. Why do you call it low-level recon though, this is more like high level reconciliation is it not so?
Now today actually suddenly had a huge breakthrough, still a lot of unresolved processing but at the same time huge breakthroughs and results are very much present. A very wonderful feeling within myself, feeling the programs I have been listening very strongly executing and feel so energised I barely want to sleep.
This as opposed to the numbness I am mostly feeling is just amazing. This feeling and the progress I am feeling is why I have not dropped the subliminal programs yet, I absolutely know and have experienced the potential. It is all about making it work for me at this point.
But it has been a constant observation that whenever I hit a certain amount of rest days results will come and flourish, however, it might as well be tomorrow I wake-up and it is gone again and I am back into processing, there is no consistency to it. If only I can have daily results, not a week of processing and being in weird and stuck states with one day of results it would be fantastic.
Also whenever this happens I will get a strong déja-vu for some reason, as if my mind clicks and things start to flow again. The deja-vu is just like any other deja-vu but it feels like “oh wow, I have been here before in my subliminal journey, like a similar breakthrough has occurred before” … not sure if this is new to others but it is not to me it has happened many times before and seems to always happen when I am on a cross roads.
I can now really see the progress I have made this cycle and the delay that I mentioned before seems to lessen by the day. Once I start to get into processing where results delay it is never good it will just build-up and will take time to unwind later on, leading to potentially weeks of harsh recon and constant processing with zero results whenever I finally take my washout.
The only solution I see to this is being able to manage and monitor exposure properly to keep it within a certain range that can be worked with for each individual and it is very variable and different for everyone!
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You do realize that you’re working through your own recon with journaling and observation, right? Did you consider that this phenomenon isn’t just overexposure, but rather a deep sense of reconciliation?
Look at it from our perspective — you stated the issue and then began to think deeply about it, externalized your emotions, and then the recon suddenly broke.
Take it from someone who has read thousands upon thousands of customer reports. You should consider delving deep within the self, and the copy of whatever titles you tried to locate a pattern. When you’re in recon / processing, you said certain things bother you that normally wouldn’t. Write all of those down and try to find a commonality between them, then cross reference against the features or objectives of the title.
You may discover something there that is exceptionally triggering.
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I call it low-level recon, since many people either fail to recognize it as recon (or at all), or refuse to acknowledge it due to FOMO (that used to be my case) or pride and act accordingly.
What’s most problematic is that low-level recon traps you in the vicious cycle I described in the first post.
That’s correct. The only issue I see is that there’s no reliable pattern; our reconciliation cycle varies not only between users but also from one exposure to another.
I described how to detect and deal with low-level recon in the first post.
Only after almost 10 days of processing this process begins to unfold smoothly, before it was also occurring but is was so burdening that even if I overcame some parts of the reconciliation clog there would inevitably be another layer that had to be resolved. This puts me just in a permanent reconciliation state leading to depression and no results at all.
Now it feels like a smooth process and emotions are involved, before there was no emotion and just a sort of numbness, I felt literally that something was “stuck” likely I am very sensitive to overexposure and it become so much that everything got stuck within my system.
Now I am just sailing through it but a bit hesitant to start again as even now when having awesome results I still have pressures and tensions in the mind.
I want to washout everything and start over slow, I really never again want to be in such a state. I did not feel my life at all. Life is the only valuable thing to me and my own inner well-being I do not want to stake. Reconciliation as I experience it now does not bother my whatsoever, I can consciously work it out very easily. Only when it gets stuck, I get stuck, and I have no idea what is going on and am just feeling numb and mentally lethargic it is absolutely a disaster and feels nothing short of life threatening to me.
This is all because the process has become more than my system is capable of handling and it shuts down completely.
Carefully monitoring & managing this process for me will be very important moving forward. But thanks for input I had not thought of writing it down like that and will try this approach.