Dy 45 - Rest
A wave is washing over me, not sure if it’s cleansing or dragging me. Not sure if it’s good or bad. Winds of change!
Today is rest day, and I have some plans for today, work, go to improv club with some friends who’ve never seen improv. Its going to be fun.
I realized something, I have some form of resistance to do the work. I do everything except stream consistently. It’s like the streaming 101, go stream, with a consistent schedule which in my case is 3 days a week. I don’t even do that even though I have guilt free time allocated in those days to do what I want.
Today for example, I decided to go watch improv. Isn’t that self-sabotage? So starting April, if I can help it and it’s no family get together or some emergency, I will spend those three allocated nights with streaming. It’s right in front of me all along. Not even getting the basics down.
It’s like that , The War of Art,
”Resistance is the negative energy that stands between a person and his or her dreams.”
It’s like you do house cleaning, become extra social, start other time consuming habits, just to avoid doing the main work, which is sitting down and going through the process.
Good book… bad me!
Peace