Thank you for the compassionate comments
I really appreciate them all
Also nah man we didn’t have a PS5 in there
We did have 4 TVs though, so every night was a movie night, and if anything, I would recommend you all to watch this movie:
Might not seem like it’s deep or anything like that, but something about it kinda messed me up (in a good way), and started a chain of thoughts in my head that lead to a domino effect that lead to realizations, which ended up changing quite a few things about me.
For instance, regardless of how “open” my girl might be about me hooking up with other chicks, I honestly and truly don’t ever wanna do that again, and I guess the temptation was always present due to my altered states of mind as well.
That’s just one change that happened without subs haha
Anyways, I wrote previously about me testing a couple of customs to see which fits for me moving forward, and after evaluating them in my own ways, I came to a conclusion.
Today was a rest day from subs in general, but starting tomorrow imma start my stack, so I’ll post my custom’s details with it as well, however, lemme give you all the initial impression I got (this was a direct PM to Saint):
Love that movie! One of my favs
Looking forward to hearing this custom. I imagine it has Chosen.
So you want to be straight monogamous with your girl now?
Yeah, other chicks are nice to look at and all, but none give me the same emotional pleasure and support as my girl.
She’s just too special for me to be looking anywhere else
Nice, I just had dope night sleeping around with someone I had been really wanting to sleep with for a while. It was all super chill and the sex was awesome but I found myself thinking man I miss that depth and real deeper connection.
Wow well said, that’s exciting to hear. I have just been running Khan TB but I already get hits off that, it’s like I’m a whole different level and no one can keep up. For me it’s my ability to evolve and grow.
One thing I’ve realized a while back is that there’s little to no satisfaction gained when getting sexual results, unless it’s with a partner that you already have a good connection with, or else it just feels like meh.
Like what good is a sexual result if it’s with a random chick that I have no connection with? I could literally get a prostitute and get the same result that way too
It’s beautiful, makes me feel like I’m flowing through like the wind.
It’s beautiful, and one of the best subs that anyone can use to figure out which path they should be on, especially when they’re feeling like lost (like I was recently), but once you’re not feeling stuck anymore and know exactly where you want to invest your energy and time, then it’s kinda unnecessary to keep on running it.
Which is also why I think Hero is better for deeper development for the path you choose after Genesis, as it will help you master the craft that your path requires.
And while this is all from one loop, it’s still early impressions:
Deeper introspection and thinking about my character and what I represent; part of realizes that as much as I wanna be the greatest to ever exist, I don’t really ever want to be idolized or followed, I’m not here to be a role model, not because I hate attention or anything, but because I’d rather have people be motivated by me to become better, rather than be another copy of me (was also why I wasn’t going to post what’s in the custom ).
Feeling much more compassionate towards my girlfriend, it’s almost as if my feelings are on the elevated attraction levels that are usually present at the very start of a relationship (due to the newness of the relationship).
Realized just how judgmental I truly was, especially about the character of famous people, which took a lot away from the appreciation I showed towards their art, whether it was someone like Lil Nas X for his obnoxious behavior, or someone like Tom Cruise for his connection to Scientology, those aren’t really the things I should use when appreciating their songs or movies, respectively.
Felt much more accomplished after my workout was done, I normally do feel amazing after each workout, but the pride in myself today was on a new level, especially since I was a bit hungover today to give it my all (or that’s what I thought before heading to the gym), but somehow those low energy thoughts converted into this bright flame in my soul that channeled incredible aggression, which resulted in one of my heaviest workouts of this month.
At first I wasn’t really vibing with this custom cause I didn’t really feel Stark being Stark, but by the end of the day I realized something: it’s not that I’m not feeling socially comfortable, I’m just less talkative due to my focus, so while I wasn’t socializing as much at the gym, I was pretty chill with my friends there after my workout was done, and the same applied to talking with my girl and cousins, so in a sense, mixing HeroO and Stark is keeping a good balance between Focusing and Socializing.
Working out also felt amazing, as every exercise felt like a new and intense experience, and while I lifted heavy today, each movement felt more controlled than ever before, which seemed to intensify the mind-muscle connection I usually have.
Lastly, I feel a new sense of pride within myself and everything I bring to those around me, and if even just a single person gets to have a smile on their face because of me being around, then that shows me that I’ve done something great, and should take a lot of pride in that.
Lol damn these girls crazy , also jail for weed so harsh tho its Qatar heard they were pretty terrible on workers and journalists during world cup , is it illegal to be gay there?
it is an Islamic country with Shariaa law, so that’s the main reason for it.
lol what?
ask people who actually came here for the World Cup and they’ll strongly disagree with you haha
refer to the first answer, it’s not “illegal”, but if you’re gay and do something in public, then you get prosecuted due to it being forbidden religiously.
being gay isn’t illegal, but doing anything publicly with another person, whether straight or gay, will land you in trouble with the law.
also, no more comments about the country and law, due to it taking away from the journal.
LotS makes me lose weight rapidly.
Like it’s good if I wanna cut some bodyfat, but as I’m bulking heavy right now, I can’t really afford to halt my progress with something that doesn’t really work as well with me.
Also, EF3 is much more intense when it comes to building muscle, because LotS is much broader, while as EF3 is streamlined and linear with its objectives.
we didn’t have a PS5 in there 
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You going to share ?
