The Renaissance Khan Journal

Journals - Major Programs
#176

Initially, I added RM for more creativity since I need this with my business.

However, it added SO MUCH MORE.

It’s a fantastic positive life-charger.
Khan can sometimes be too focused on power and domination imo. Then again, it’s a Khan, right?
If this is totally your thing, Khan is best.

However, I have a huge curiosity for life itself, everything within and around it. I want to enjoy life as much as possible, this where RM added a HUGE bonus with that zest for life.
You just enjoy every moment. You enjoy dominance games from Khan. You enjoy being creative. You even enjoy recon because it’s a positive result lol

I never run Love Bomb, but it almost feels like parts of it are in there.
There is at least a general @lovage for life in it :wink:

I think it depends on what you want. For me, I needed more positivity overall.
And, yes. You are way more active!

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#177

Oh yes I know exactly what you talking about!

There are times were you miss dominance when people are so submissive to you on Khan. You basically seek a challenge.

Khan reminds me of a very powerful ruler. Who sits and orders people to get things done. Very distant from people and only communicate with few people to get orders done. Standing up in your castle and watching over your empire.

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#178

Thanks, appreciate the answer man. It sounds like a match made in heaven, active Khan.

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#179

Do you find you still have the full dominance and power of Khan with the addition of RM as well as this new wonderful element to the mix?

#180

Let’s use a visual example for this.

The Game of Khans

Solely running Khan I felt like Tywin Lannister

Always lusting for power, success. You’re intimidating to others, because they feel if they don’t obey as planned, there are implications.

Plus the sex part, which I don’t imagine Tywin to be strong on it, but I didn’t find a better fitting character.
For me anyway, I was more concerned with power than with sex. It is a tool to establish more dominance.

The Renaissance Khan is different:
Oberyn Martell

You are a King. You run your empire and you have power.
But you have a much bigger interest in enjoying life.

Also how you see other people is different. Their attempts to gain power or question yours give you a chuckle. You are very aloof, but still adoring people for what they do.

You are very openly enjoying your life and people consider you magnetic.
You are still a man of war. You know how to fight and stay in power. Just a different angle.

I just enjoy the latter more.

Bear in mind though I am on ST2 of Khan, and only a few days on RM.

We’ll see how this keeps unfolding!

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#181

Day 61 - Rest Days

26 Days on Khan ST1
6 Days on Khan ST2
4 Days on EoG ST1
4 Days on RM

So, tomorrow we’ll be leaving to Lake Garda in Italy for a 10-day vacation.

While I take the subs with me I’ll try to not listen to a single one of them, for this reason:

I’ve exposed myself to quite a bit of QV2 tech recently, especially switching to ST2 and adding RM. While I get a bit of recon feeling here and there, I still feel like these rest days will help me MASSIVELY to actually RUN the program as he mentions above.

Plus vacation, where I also intentionally not do anything for my business will help me unwind and give my mind enough space to to the heavy lifting.

It’s been 60 days so far since I joined Subclub, and honestly, the change I went through already in this short timeframe is STAGGERING.
I have a story about a false positive COVID test of my wife right before we head into vacation which was a REAL test of my Khan mindset and general detachment (which also helped me get a first grasp at 5D consciousness).
I reacted COMPLETELY different than I would’ve done 2 months ago. Calm, collected, leading, taking care of her feelings. All naturally without thinking about it.

Also thanks to @friday for confirming my journey with the subs!

Will share this after my return, got a car to pack!

I will lurk in here every now and then, but until then, farewell everyone, and don’t run too many loops!

If in doubt, take a rest day!

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#182

I’m not going to even tell you take care or be safe.
You are a Khan…you keep people safe!

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#183

Great quote, man!

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#184

Day 72 - Processing Days

26 Days on Khan ST1
6 Days on Khan ST2
4 Days on EoG ST1
4 Days on RM

I think I need to change this table above, because Loops isn’t important anymore with QV2 it seems. Important is the timeframe, because I am currently at Day 13 of the processing days (not a single sub exposure) and the changes are FUCKING AWESOME.

Language!

I learned a lot of things in this washout about me, the subs, and everything. It’s too much for one post, so I’ll space them out over multiple.

Everything in 2 weeks, stonewalling, recon, results

I need to preface that my subconscious has always been very receptive since I run the subs, so I can bear less loops than most.
Still, before this washout I listened to Khan ST2 3 times
Renaissance Man 2x
RICH Ultima 2x

I didn’t even notice it, but after 3 DAYS off the subs, I got neck pain and headaches and was easily triggered.
This for me, is reconciliation. Always feels the same.
So before that I was actually stonewalling without even realizing it!

But it gets better. 2 Days of recon and I dove into the HEAVIEST bloom I ever felt. I loved everything. Everyone, my life, and life itself. I was a ball of love and joy. I couldn’t fathom it, but it felt insanely good. Paired with Khan’s power this resulted in massive results with my wife who couldn’t keep her hands off of me.

After that it was a back and forth between recon and bloom on a daily basis. Not as heavy as the first, but still noticeable. Almost an emotional turmoil, and if I didn’t know where it came from, I would’ve made me crazy. The lesson here is this:

DO NOT UNDERESTIMATE QV2!

I could even observe daily changes with my wife and how she reacted to me.

On days where Khan was executing she was almost intimidated. Didn’t dare to talk badly to me and did everything to please me (like taking care of the kid without even asking me for help).
On days of recon, she was much more “pissy” when things didn’t work out.

Another reinforcement that we virtually create reality with our thoughts at all times. Is it the energy I radiate or does my mind literally create my wife to how I feel? I don’t know. But either way, the subconscious set up is important.

Italy and the Renaissance Man

I also noticed that I just CANNOT live in Germany anymore. The Italian culture is just so rich and nice, people enjoying life, and enjoying beauty and art, it had me hooked. Is that Renaissance Man unfolding? I think so. I just felt an enourmous JOY for those traditional classic italian buildings, narrow streets you can only pass with scooters, and people chit chatting everywhere. I also had MANY ideas for my business, books I want to write and videos I want to do. CREATION.

Women and the KHAN

I am not sure if Khan has a gorgeous manifestor in it, but I did notice a lot of hotties walking around. Was this just Italy? The place we went to is actually a family hotel, so I wasn't expecting too many hot, young, italian beauties but there we were. And who needs a bra anyway, right?

Interesting also where many looks towards me. Walking down the streets I got many eyes on me. And it felt good as well. Back in the days, it would’ve weirded me out.
Now I expect it.

But the biggest thing was on driving home. We did rest at a fuel station in Austria and I was just chillin at the car while my wife was in the station when a car pulled up with 4 young girls in it. They got out of the car, and all of them just couldn’t take their eyes of me.
Without issue I looked straight back at them and got their smiles. These were clear indications of interest. They just didn’t know what to think of me, but they were very curious.
And this was after 12 days of NO SUBS! Remember this.

As Saint said, listening to the subs is installing the script, but you gotta give your mind time to actually RUN it and give you the results! Exactly what is happening right now.

Conclusion on the washout

It made me realize that it's actually better to NOT listen to too much of the subs all the time.

From now on I will be trying Khan ST2 ONCE a week. RM ONCE a week, and RICH Ultima maybe 2x. After that, pure processing days. I seem to get the best results with that for now. Or maybe it was just a necessary washout? We’ll see.

Either way, TAKE PROCESSING days. Recon is good and well, but the script needs to execute every now and then! Especially since QV2 seems to hit very deep immediately, you need to give your mind time to bring the changes to the surface!

Next post will be about the false positive COVID test and the GREAT mindset the subs already helped me develop!

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#185

@AlexanderGraves. Sorry to interfere in your journal.
But great insights and congratulations for ur solid and subtle manifestation😃. Keep it up.

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#186

I also think, going forward after you’ve run a sub for a while, you might not run it again, other than every other 2-3 months to reinforce the idea or to go deeper.

Outside of that, being off subs might be better to actually RUN the script.

Thoughts on this @SaintSovereign and @Sub.Zero?

Let’s proceed:

The false positive COVID mindset

How the Khan mindset helped me see reality for what it is.

Two days before we were heading off to Italy, we did a COVID test at a local station because we wanted to have a coffee in a restaurant.
Mine was negative, my wives showed positive.

Immediately, I knew it was a false positive. I don’t want this to be political, but I just knew it (because 40% of those tests are actually false (official statement)) and she had zero symptoms and wasn’t even in contact with anyone besides me.

But naturally, my wife was flipping her shit. Because our vacation was at stake.

So she did that PCR test thingy and we went home, where she did another 3 self-tests which were all negative.
Which was rally just further confirmation for me that it’s a false positive.

At first, her mindset was kinda OK because she - like me - doesn’t believe most of these lies, but I saw it getting worse over time. Because women live mostly in their feelings, so she had these thoughts that it MIGHT be true and sort of went into a vicious cycle.

Me?
I kept calm all the time. And this is the key I developed via subs. Back then, I would’ve had second guesses. Maybe it is true. What then?
Not this time. I was 100% certain it was false and I proceeded as normal, was completely calm and collected. I actually didn’t even think about it the whole next day, was just doing my stuff.

When she asked me what we do if it is true, I said (and meant) that it isn’t, but even if it were, we find a solution.

Complete rock in the storm.

I loved that feeling of power and leadership there.

You all know how it went because we actually went to Italy, which means I was right, it was a false positive.

All was well and I lead my family greatly through this situation. As @pacman said, a Khan keeps his people safe!

My very political opinion which I might delete

Gotcha!

I am not posting that here on the forums. DM me if you want to talk about COVID.

What does this have to do with 5D Consciousness?

Throughout the situation I used the Law of Assumption from Neville Goddard.

“Assume of your wish fulfilled.”

I visualized myself and the family already in Italy at the beach. Used the great feeling and visualized as much as possible. Mind’s Eye has been a game-changer in this.

Did it work? I don’t know.
Did it help keep me calm and towards a solution? Absolutely.

ALL IS MIND for anyone who read the Kybalion and if you practice mental alchemy you’ll have the abilitiy to greatly and directly influence your emotions and mental state which in turn shapes your reality.

The consciousness Dimensions (although I hate labels) I would phrase this way:
3D (most people): You are strong if others are weak. You base your powers and beliefs around what others think of you. Environment shapes you instead of you shaping it (that was my wives feelings in this situation).

4D (growing number of people (self improvement)): You have a great belief in your own abilities. The belief that we find a way to get through it and make things happen regardless of adversity. This is what men had back in the days. Not so much these days, sadly.

5D: (very rare, but I see a bunch on this forum): Fully letting go of yourself. Detachment. Whatever happens is intentional and it doesn’t matter. Even if we couldn’t go to the vacation it wouldn’t have mattered. My ego wouldn’t have been hurt, Earth wouldn’t have stopped spinning.
5D is a FULL and THOROUGH submission to life and how it unfolds. You fully stop controlling it, you let it happen and accept anything that comes with it, enjoying the moment and simply the excitement of life.

I learned that on Khan Stage 1.

And interestingly it felt “exciting” with this COVID thing. Something to LIVE through. Something to talk about. Life was happening.

A great mindset shift done by Total Breakdown.

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#187

In my view, your circumstances and needs, your “current self” and recent development should determine how long you should run a certain sub or go back to it if needed. I believe one can run a Q sub for as little as one month (running it one loop a week) and then stop using it and they’re still going to benefit from its usage greatly then switch to some other sub and if they needed some more things the previous sub offered later on, they can always go back to it.

#188

Day 76 - RICH Solace

26 Days on Khan ST1 (1 1/2 month on Q)
6 Days on Khan ST2 (over 25 days so far)
4 Days on EoG ST1
4 Days on RM

After 14 days off subs I still got recon on the last day. I was really debating myself to get back on the subs.
Maybe, however, I’ll only stick to RICH for this week because I am greedy.

I did notice A LOT of results from Khan and RM on these 14 days.
Literal mindset and behavior shifts. And it’s a weird feeling. You notice through the actions you takem the thoughts you have, that you are a different person.

The things I say are different, how I react to my environment, completely reshaped.

Washouts and processing days VITAL.
This 14 day period had the most and most massive results for me so far.

I want to give Khan and RM another week of processing, but I honestly don’t know if it works like that if I keep running RICH in between. We’ll see.

Since we’re on that topic. I first thought the results from RICH actually dropped, because I don’t manifest huge sums of money anymore currently. But I was blind to the results.
Recently I’ve been getting A TON of great OPPORTUNITIES to make big sums of money long-term.

It flew by me as “coincidence” (which we know doesn’t exist) or general business happenings. But it’s definitely RICH because some of them are so massive this doesn’t just happen randomly).

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#189

Day 79 - Processing Day

26 Days on Khan ST1 (1 1/2 month on Q)
7 Days on Khan ST2 (over 28 days so far)
4 Days on EoG ST1
4 Days on RM

So this week I am on the subs again and everytime I run them I do notice how immediately my mind is not like bloated, but filled with info. And it releases over the day and the next processing day. I am starting to get a better understanding of my mind on a daily basis.

I also noticed how the early stages of Khan actually bring (negative) old behaviors back. Understanding higher consciousness, this is INTENTIONAL. To actually work through them and have them solved. Before I was overlaying them with fake “alpha” attitude. Now, when I get over something it is TRULY gone and I don’t even think about it anymore.

I honestly have a tough time remembering anything (especially negative) from my past because I just don’t care.

I was thinking of switching to ST3, because I was feeling a lack of action recently, but if I look at what I did already this week, my mind is trying to deceive me. Probably to get me off ST2 since it’s so powerful. Interesting observation.

I also said before, even if the subs didn’t work I would still recommend them to people. Why?
Because you will finally start to OBSERVE yourself.
What you do. How you feel. How you think. What you say.

The men in here are so focused on the results, they don’t even realize how different their thought process already is just by OBSERVING IF they have any results. This alone puts you ahead of 99% of people!

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#190

Awesome dude! That’s what I’m looking for as I run Khan TB. I have yet to achieve that state… but I’m hopeful.

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#191

You will.

TB is tough and it might take a bit but it works. Make sure you take your processing days!

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#192

Thanks for the words of encouragement.

#193

26 Days on Khan ST1 (1 1/2 month on Q)
8 Days on Khan ST2 (over 29 days so far)
4 Days on EoG ST1
4 Days on RM
1 Day Heartsong

I honestly don’t know how to measure QV2 anymore with this table above. Days on it seems pointless if you run washouts all the time. But for me, it doesn’t seem to be a good way to run it every day or every other day. I am planning on doing one week on subs, one week off subs.

When Khan makes you want to go into semen retention

I mentioned it in @pacman journal already, but interestingly enough, right now Khan sends me into NOT having sex.

While being fucking horny.

The reason is this:
I am starting to become aware of how powerful my nut actually is. I know how this sounds like, but just shooting it with the girl randomly is nothing I want to do anymore.
(By the way, if you have issues with nofap or porn, THIS makes sure you NEVER spill your seed meaningslessly EVER, even if you’re horny AF all the time)

Another reason for this is Stage 2 being in full progress where it questions everything. Especially my current marriage. Running these subs obviously has implications on the people in your life. If you manifest them directly or if they’re just confused by your new self imo doesn’t really matter. The point is, that right now I am questioning if my wife is really the woman I want to spend the rest of my life with.

I am not gonna post details on a public forum, that would be a dick move to her. But it’s what’s happening.

I decided to fully surrender to life and what it brought me (inculding the subs), so if it decides that we don’t work out, I am fine with it. But I am not taking action towards that. Although I personally have this belief, that once a thought comes into your mind, it’s almost impossible to get rid of it again (Inception, you know?)

However, this is also the point why I questioning spilling my seed with her, because there just isn’t enough effort on her part. This is why I now added Heartsong. Let’s test this newest sub and how much power it TRULY has.

Will it turn my wife into what I want?
Or will it manifest a concubine that fills my sexual needs?
Or will it end the marriage and bring in a woman that works with me?

Let us see where this goes!

Another annoying part of this is what @Prome recently mentioned. This focuses me too much on the sex again. I want to focus more on my Empire, and consciously I do it, but I notice my subconscious wandering about with sex recently. I knew what I get myself into with Khan, but I also thought I had everything I wanted (sex every other day, positions, places, lingerie) but apparently this isn’t what I was seeking.

I just love how deep these subs go and actually surface things about yourself you didn’t even know.

However, the focus on sex is a bit annoying but we’ll see. At least I have the conscious power to keep building my empire and RICH is helping to set that up with CRAZY networks I am currently building!

And it actually recently saved me $8,000. I DID spend 2k on a brand strategist, but in the call he actually wanted 10k, I said I couldn’t do it, back and forth negotiating, and he accepted to 2k because he REALLY wanted to see my brand grow. That is definitely RICH manifesting there double trouble!
Not only saved me 8k, also brought in a brand strategist that has worked with HUGE brands in the past and knows his trade!

To anyone who runs RICH, sometimes it manifests even if you spend money which might make it hard to see where it happened. But it’s important to accept that RICH actually works for you (positive feedback loop in reality).

Off to a great future on all planes!

Next week I’ll be off subs. Processing!

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#194

Also I seem to have changed the title of this journal too much because I can’t edit it anymore.

Shows you you shouldn’t change subs too often, lol!
Guess we’re forever on Stage 2 then :wink:

#195

I think it is important to point out as far as Mother Nature goes, sex is isn’t exactly hedonism. It’s a means to an end.

Are you sure your “annoying” drive for sex isn’t exactly calling you to procreate?

Having tons of offsprings is a huge part of any Khan and any empire.

Are you being subconsciously being directed towards making more babies?

It’s possible the above is 100% rubbish, but it’s an interesting point to think about.

Empires mean shit if you have no one to pass it on to. I think you have only 1 kid btw.

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