The Psychonaut - Eudaemon

Yesterday I listen my first loop of my new custom, as expected it was kind of sedative. Im stacking it with DRR3 of course. HS no longer wanted.

Ive been having weird dreams, the other day it was a talking squirrel, that climbed in my shoulder and talked about things I cant remember.

Last night dream was cooler though, I was my actual age but in a house I lived in my early teens.
It all started with me gibving oral sex to my first girlfriend for some weird reason.
Then I got out of bed and the house was being fully remodeled. Sometimes I dream about that house and theres always trouble with the outer walls, somehow they are destroyed or the doors wont lock, this time the walls were huge, fully protecting from the outside.

There were a lot of workers, cutting some trees and taking out old furniture. It seems that the whole interior was going to be modernized.
I was having fun looking at vintage amps, speakers and guitars I wanted to keep to myself.

At some point there was a priest with a bible doing house cleansing to remove negativity and entities, an exorcism if you like. The only other family member was my mom and we were at peace.
Notice that at that time of my life things were starting to get really conflictive between us.

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Something like this, but from the 70s

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I realized my dream is a perfect reflection of my objective for running DDR3, with a twist added from my custom.
Fun times ahead!!

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Wow! What a beauty!

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Yeah! Unfortunately I havent found any info about it and Im suspicious it AI generated.

Was already suspecting it tbh, but still what a beauty :heart_eyes:

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We’ll have to settle for real ones then…

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forgot to journal that yesterday afternoon I was feeling very agitated and after some meditation and introspection, I reached a core issue based on loneliness and lack of love/friendship.

Its curious how the mind works, since thats the exact base I build my custom for. Something inside of me was aware a while ago of that decision and nudge me into that direction.

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Im looking forwards to Paragon ZP v2 and Primal Romance.
Its my ideal stack with my custom, right after finishing DRR.

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I really hope they come up with something ground-breaking on this. I could use loads of help on health lol.

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I cam use some help in that department too lol.
I dont even want to imagine how an updated Paragon will be like, I just want the pleasant surprise.

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Amen to that, brother :pray:.

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Listened to DRR3 and my custom this morning, I had the very same (still have) sedative effect.
Sanguine+Stress Displacement+Negative Energy Transmutation are a great combo.

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What Ive been noticing since I started DDR3 is that the guilt is melting away… less frequent, less intense and my dedication to being well is present way more often.

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During DRR I realized that I was living in constant stress and my body was holding to a lot of tension, so I began designing my custom with that as a guiding light to work with.
Im only on my second loop, but since the first one Im becoming aware as how alien the concept of body relaxation has become for me.

Practicing Systema has helped me to gain consciousness of my body and being flooded by relaxation at the end of every practice and now my custom is giving me more chances of deepening the softness of my tissues and muscles.

From the era of Emotional and Mental healing, now Im entering the era of Physical wellness and comfort, hoping for Paragon to be updated soon :crossed_fingers:

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Finding a Russian Systema gym 3 blocks away from my home is one of those thing that makes yoou believe that everything in life follows a flow, that everything comes at the right time.

Im loving the practice, its all about learning to relax and move in situations that are naturally stressful.
Couldnt have come at a better time.

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On a side note… Love Bomb is already working :gift::gift:

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I can cleraly feel the effects of The Wonder and Gratitude Embodiment.
They brought me to tears this morning. Happiness and appreciation tears.

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Im feeling light, happy and relaxed… Women smile and lock eyes with me on the streets, a lot.
This custom is working amazingly.

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There’s just something about the sound of tube amps and processors for music.

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