I dont know if it has healing in it, if it does I imagine it might be light. What it does have is a push to grow as a man, developing your frame and life standards, a craving for living in alignment with your core values.
In my opinion that beats any type of healing.
Today I started a new cycle.
My stack:
Love Bomb: Starting the 3rd cycle with this one, its just that good.
Limitless: The update looks too good and it fits where I am in life.
I wonder how this two titles are gonna blend.
On day 5 (June 16) I decided for a Limitless and Dragon Reborn Red stack.
This cycle so far:
Day#1 12/6
LB × 7 minutes, Limitless × 3 minutes
Day#3 14/6
LB × 7, Limitless × 3
Day#5 16/6
L × 6 , Dragon Reborn Red st1 × 1:30
Day#7 18/6
L × 5, DR Red × 1:30
Yesterday I did something I was posponing for over 10 years, that made me feel bad and manipulated. 1:30 of DR Red and bang, scheduled and appointment and took care of it.
It seems that the disgust about being manipulated that surged with LB, got exponentially increased by DR Red. With LB it was focused in my ex and relationships… with DR it was expanded towards society in general, politicians, goverments, etc.
That Rebel scripting found fertile soil within me.
“I no longer listen to what people say, I just watch what they do. Behavior never lies”.
Winston Churchill
This has become my mantra… Im taking no BS.
Since I started DR Red on June 16th Ive experienced very hard times, emotionally I went into a state of deep sadness and grief, colored by bursts of anger. Not a fun time at all.
Flooded by painful memories and dark thoughts… Tormented by self judgment and by images of every mistake and bad decision ever made, not to forget about a profound sense of confusion and aimlessness.
Now Im on my 3rd day of washout and the storm seems to be over, Im feeling much better and things seems to be resolving.
Next cycle I believe Im gonna listen to only DR, without Limitless… I feel another cycle of stage 1 is needed.
The thing is that even though I felt like crap, I kept my word to move forward through the flames to discover whats on the other side. Im yet to discover that though.
Here I go starting a 2nd cycle of DR Red st1 today.
I dont know if Im that determined to deep healing or just a sucker for punishment lol.
DR Red × 1:30
You’re a warrior of the Heart, Soul, and Spirit.
Wish you a good process and an excellent outcome.
You are not alone, brother. Am exactly in the same boat.
And something personally for me is how much I have lived under the fear of authority and need for validation.
Forgave myself for all my bad decisions and embracing the consequences.
Keep going, bro 
Thank you bros @Lion @Malkuth It feels very good to receive your support.
May all your results exceed your wildest dreams!!
Well this cycle is running way smoother than the last one… Maybe because I dropped Limitless and Im doing DR on its own, maybe because I reach a new level of understanding about the things that were tormenting me and now I got a new perspective about them.
What I feel is that the sun started to shine again, Im feeling a seed of happiness growing inside of me and the future seems more optimistic.
My sexual energy is on the rise after a long time with 0 sex drive, which is positively affecting my motivation levels.
I still hold an overall dislike of human beings in general though, but I dont think that is something that needs fixing.
It seems that Im not longer fighting to defend a belief system that was conflicting with reality, just because it was nice. I moved from the anger of not wanting to accept reality, through the sadness of realization of the illusions, to the shattering of the illusions… Now Im awakening into a new reality and watching the sun rise through the window, its still a bit cold outside.
What makes Truth so hard for us to grasp is the fact that it is so simple and essential. Our mind seems to enjoy more solving riddles and indulging in complexities.
This comment seems so naive right now lol. Ive been going through some deep cleansing, which of course feels like shit all during the process.
Yesterday I realized I was going through a lot of suffering because I misunderstood something pretty obvious (well its obvious now), after that the emotions cleared.
Today Im going through what seems to be the next part of the issue. The willing to push forwards, but its coming from neediness.
Hopefully this time the process goes a little bit quicker than the last time.
Anyways, the world keeps spinning totally unaware of the little things, that to me seems sooooo important.
When I was in LB I was “always” angry, then I shifted to DR, as soon as I started dragon I began to feel deep sadness and loneliness, while the anger faded away.
The sadness and loneliness began to fade after 2+ weeks and a huge anxiety took its place. That lasted for maybe 3 or 4 days and that too faded away.
I added PS 3 days ago to help pick me up a bit, since Dragon was working similar issues anyways.
That is working pretty good.
The storm seems to be fading away into the distance.
DR is no joke
Im having a piercing headache since yesterday… tomorrow is the last day of this cycle and Im thinking about what to do next.
Before the headache I was already feeling like the end of an era and the opening for something new, for now Im unable to think clearly… So Im waiting until my head clears.
Havent been able to listen to my stack today, the headache still persists, albeit getting better.
Today is day 20, so maybe I’ll wait and listen tomorrow. Worst case scenario… The cycle ends and I take some extra days off.
Since last thursday Ive been experiencing a piercing headache and nausea. Its been getting better since yesterday, but still a problem, Im not listening to subs since the pain started.
Honestly If I dont see changes that justify going through such a long and painful recon, I might not listen to sub anymore.
5 days in a row with migraine and nausea… I have stopped all subliminal usage since last thursday and today I scheduled a doctors appointment. Im gonna check if theres something medical involved and not recon.
Anyways I have no intention to listen to subs until I have the result of the exams.
Hope you are doing better now.
