The Pleasure of Push n Pull

Journals - Custom Subliminals
#281

I wanted to do it but then came Love Bomb For Humanity
:grin:

How could I resist, I asked Saint Sovereign a couple of times to build a Chosen Lovebomb Sanguine from Within sub and he declined.
I did not understand why, did he miss the potential of that?
And then here it is,a masterfully crafted piece of magic.

He said he upload the core to the Q store at Saturday. I was checking the Q store every hour since then and the moment I fall nearly asleep I saw that he added it.

I stood up today and built the custom

Here it is

Love Bomb for Humanity
Paragon Sleep core

Deus
Divine Self image
Elegance
Energetic Development XI
Enchanting Smile
Gratitude Embodiment
Inner Gasoline
Joie de Vivre
Khronos Key
Naturalizer
Omnidimensional
Pragya
Song of Joy
Spiritual Freedom
Stress Displacement
The Wonder
Voice Master

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#282

I did the last loop of Dragon Reborn exactly 5 days ago.

After 8 weeks I see the benefits it brought me.

I smoked weed and after I came down to earth I had a phase of 30 min where I found it to be very hard on earth but simultaneously super crazy cool.

Then it was time to pull old Diamonds out of my treasure box and let it play full blast

The sound swept my perception away and now I want to enjoy life despite the fact that itā€™s hard sometimes

#283

I was weeks ago camping with a Frend and I normally smoke weed in homeopathic doses.
With my frend I smoked more than usual,way more. On the 2nd day I snapped the moment I was really high and instead of laying around and tripping I started to clean my Surroundings.

Today this happened again, I smoked way more than usual ( 0.05 Gramm, I know itā€™s a joke to many but I donā€™t need much for fiesta)
In the peak of my stone I snapped and started to clean my apartment. I did it for 40 min and I am now super stoned in the hamoc writing this and laughing my ass of because I forgot why it was so important to write this.

Now I get why, thatā€™s what I need, order in my life

Back into hammock mode, bye

:vulcan_salute:

#284

New cycle started yesterday

I used the pendulum method to decide 3 customs I am gona run this cycle

Lovebomb for Humanity / Paragon Sleep
Wanted/Godlike Masculinity
Primal/Diamond or Primal Seduction/Libertine

I think I go with 10 days on Primal c. and then switch it to Primal Seduction c.

Yesterday I did Lovebomb for Humanity c and Wanted c

The synergy is perfect, there is this overflow of love and a godlike stability

Very chilling stack.
I was out yesterday and the women couldnā€™t stop staring. I never saw this kind of face disco.
There is this one girl I like, she has a Frend, and normally we laugh and giggle the whole time.
But yesterday she avoided me so obviously. Every time I saw her she had this super funny face disco. Like: Ohh shit donā€™t look at him, turn around, turn back, shit I canā€™t control myself, I have to go.

Then just for the fun I followed her a couple of times outside and watch her leave again immediately.

Perfect combo

#285

I did only Lovebomb for Humanity c. and Wanted /Godlike Masculinity c.

Normaly I run out of my apartment every night.

Since 4 days I am staying at home.
I feel I have everything I need.

Now I realize that itā€™s time to go out and socialize
Also that itā€™s time to stop living in the dirt

Time to clean

Its better to live in love than in ugly behavior

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#286

I smoked 1 hour ago.

It hit me like a comet

I want to be a Masseur.
Letā€™s see if I can learn to remove negative energy from people trough massage, without pulling the energy into myself.

#287

Did LfH/Paragon Sleep c. and Primal/Diamond c yesterday. Today I had a moment of painful realization.

What I really want is to have a beautiful relationship

So I am changing my stack to

LfH/Paragon Sleep c
Heartsong/True Social c

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#288

I did LfH c. + Wanted/Godlike Masculinity c.

First time I feel very tired the whole day.

I tried sugar drinks and cake, sprouts and vitamins but it didnā€™t work.

Never had that level of tiredness from Wanted.

Also I did only 10 min each custom.

Letā€™s find a solution because I canā€™t be tired the whole day.

On the other hand I believe that the physical shifting is kicking in strongly and thatā€™s positive.
I was going for swimming today without any resistance. I just knew that I have to train for my fitness goals and I am putting in the work.

Also I feel very attractive.
I see a beautiful looking woman and I completely flip the script. I watch her and ask: what do you bring/give me? Then I see they only have power for themselves. This brings me to the point where itā€™s unnecessary to even have topics/problems with women. It all blows out the window and I can do whatever I like. So I did. A Frend of mine had his birthday party today and I was enjoying my time there. Occasionally I stand up and pinch the women I find attractive in her side and go back at my place and talking to people

:joy:

Thats the positive part.

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#289

Today I had some kind of trouble but then I played 1 loop of my Lovebomb for Humanity custom and I had final beautiful love for myself to the point where itā€™s the only choice to be loving towards myself.

No more rage against myself, no more negative self talk.

Love is the only way I want to give myself, the only way I want to treat myself is with Love

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#290

This topic is something that keeps reappearing with other members as well, including myself. We all start wanted to get more attention/better looks etc. etc. But for some, it changes our view on how we perceive women. Instead of this feeling of neediness like ā€œI want to have attention and people looking at meā€ that just completely disappears and changes into ā€œWhat does this person have to offer me outside looking good?ā€

Nice to see that change in you brother! :wink:

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#291

First cycle of Lovebomb for Humanity/Paragon Sleep custom done.

Best sub ever, no recon

2nd cycle started yesterday

Today I have the worst recon ever since I started subliminals and that from only 1 loop. Itā€™s now 2:47 in the night and I canā€™t sleep. I have recon since 8 pm and itā€™s at the peak. I have the feeling that my head is exploding.

Fuck, itā€™s really ugly

#292

I could sleep.

Today something is profoundly different in a good way. I donā€™t know what it is but I feel happy in my stomach

Letā€™s see

#293

How are you today?

#294

Today I am very tired but thats from my Wanted /Godlike Masculinity custom I did 2 days ago. I felt that my system is working on physical changes very profoundly.

I did my LfH custom today and I feel so warm in my heart like never before. I also was going swimming despite the fact that I felt so tired that my brain shut down and to my surprise I had immense power and motivation to go swimming.

Also I smoked weed to see in what condition I am and I have to say that all is good. My life goes into a wonderful positive direction.

I Thank you for your interest @RVconsultant

I have to say that in this second cycle the power of love growing to 5x the power it was on the first cycle.

I saw today when I was stoned my mother coming into my consciousness and for the first time I had warm loving and understanding energy for her. I realized that she is very hindered in life and she did her best. I forgave her truly and let her go. It was immensely liberating. I saw that I have problems but the moment something pops up there is immediately a counter energy that leads me into a good direction in life. This gives me profound security.

Also I am on the way to treat myself with respect, honor, dignity, self love, self acceptance, self responsibility and to sum it up, it useless to shit down on people instead I lift them up like I do it with myself.

All in all Lovebomb for Humanity saved my life from misery and catapult me into beautiful warm loving energy that burns like a fire in my chest.

:heart_eyes::heart::heart_eyes:

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#295

The combination of Wanted /Godlike Masculinity and Lovebomb for Humanity/Paragon Sleep made me very relaxed generally and around people.

My love for myself is growing stronger every day.
I am excited to expirience this journey of love.
I plan on running this title(LBfH ) for a long time (years)

Also I am playing with the thought of doing a Chosen the Way of Nature/Daredevil custom

All in all I can say :Thank you Subliminalclub

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#296

Chosen the Way of Nature / Daredevil custom ordered :+1:

Chosen the Way of Nature/Daredevil
Deus
Empath
Enchanting Smile
Intuition Enhancer
Inner Gasoline
Khronos Key
Last stand
Mosaic
Naturalizer
Omnidimensional
Pragya
Purity without
Stress Displacement
Song of Joy
Victory calls
Whispered Powe
Virtue Series Temperance
Virtue Series Patientens

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#298

First loop of Chosen the Way of Nature /Daredevil custom played today.

This is by far the strongest experience I ever had.

Update soon

Its too strong at the moment

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#299

U still alive bro? :joy:

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#300

Yes but the last/first loop was Friday and the next will be in 3-5 days.

Its so strong (positive)

Feels like I am newborn and have to manage this new state first

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#301

I play now the 2nd loop of my CWoN/Daredevil custom.

I needed 10 days to process the first loop.
I only had that with my Dragon Reborn st1 custom.

But now I am ready

Letā€™s go

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