I ordered this beautiful custom.
At Friday I will have the testrun.
I am very excited
Ascension core
True Sell core
Power can Corrupt core
Last stand
Positive Being Attractor – Wealth
Wealth Limit Destroyer
Sanguine
All-Seeing
Inner Blaze
Mercy Protocol
Raikov
Voice Master
Potentiator
The Aligner
Deus
Pragya
Organization Perfected
Divine Self-Image
Natural Winner
Purity without
Did my first test loop of 6 min.
10 Secundos afterwards I lisen to the 48 Laws of power audiobook
After 30 min I get tired for 5 min then snapping out of it and make 3 phonecalls to visit new apartments in another city/village.
Made sincere compliments over the phone and every person switched from cold formal to happy warm with me.
I just know what they want to hear
Doing another 3 min of this custom now, it’s fantastic
Did 11 min of this custom and still feeling super good.
Will see in 2-3hours if I do the rest also
Jup ready to do the rest
Somehow the last 4 min gave me the rest.
11 min is perfect, no more than that
I did listen this custom in 3 parts. Part 1 was the first 6 min. Part 2 after 4 hours from min 6-11. And 3 hours later part 3 from min 11-15
It gave me headache after 1 hour and ugly reconciliation until I pulled out the short version of 48 Laws of power audiobook. I lisen the audiobook 2x and I feel fantastic, fresh in mind and super motivated.
Thats funny actually
Did a 6 min loop today.
Get realy uncomfortable after 5 min after ending the loop.
Its like PcC hold me my own shit into the face. So I vomited hard and fast. Afterwards I get clear that I am not as perfect as I portray myself to the world but it does not matter one bit.
Who is perfect?
Never saw someone perfect.
So I am accepting my flaws and proceed happily.
Then very strong self reliance vibes emerged and I started to help myself in Form of happy encouragement that I can count on myself in every aspect of life.
Then I missed my train to go home, so I waited at the entrance to the train station for 30 min and enjoying my state.
I watch people and women react instantly to me.
I start to show them with my posture and facial expressions that I find them sexy.
They instandly avoided eye contact. The ones who where interested had a attitude of avoidance but the vibe of :you can follow me. I don’t expect the asexual Swiss women to play tennis but table-tennis is the minimum I expect otherwise I don’t move one finger
After 20 min I gave it up because it’s nearly pointless and self doubt arises in Form of : should I do more, do I need to put more energy into it? Why are they not reacting properly.
Then I remember that it’s ultra rare that I see a women I want to jump after her and make her mine. Probably it’s the same for the women with me here.
Then I remember that I am back in Switzerland where people never show what they feel.
Uhhhhh and showing interest in a man is a no no here
A friendly voice in myself sayd to me: stop making it a me thing. Only react to the ones who at least play the table tennis ball back.
I was nearly 2 months in peru and had a fantastic time. But now I am here. Sure I can provide the whole relationship and the energy and o did that in the past but that’s over.
Play table-tennis or you get no time from me.
That makes me really happy and it feels good to arrive at this position.
I focused the last two years and a halve years on Healing in any posible way, and I am still not through but very near, in a week this circle ends and I change my stack to
Ascension/True Sell/Pcc custom
Chosen from Within
Alchemist st 1
Its time to upload some Alpha vibes again into myself and this custom feels wonderful all in all. It’s exactly what I need.
Not gonna lie, im planning to make a similair custom in the future as well. Will definitely keep an eye on this journal!
Interested in your choice
What is on your mind?
Especcially between the cores (but also the custom as a whole) there seems to be this perfect balance between inner and outer power. Wich i would imagine would both enhance each other a lot. I would imagine that a custom like the on you created would lead to a very profound transformation.
I only did 2 loops but it’s exactly like you said.
Pcc enhances Ascension and true sell gives freedom of expression.
Also I feel very sexy and attractive as ah whole being.
Its super Smooth but powerfull at the same time.
It feels perfectly balanced between inner values/power and external competence.
Like a loop of a st4 titel
But my limit is 10 min.
For my safety I do 6 min only and I still feel it processing like crazy.
Then if I take action like listening to the 48 Laws of power or actively pursue my goals or go out and sell the people myself the proccesing stops and I feel ready for another loop
Its a take action immediately custom
constant growth is my price
Today I asked myself what can I do better in communication. The answer came instantly. Talk smother and non invasive.
I am going to do that
Did today my first loop of Chosen from Within
Then during the loop I started to build a custom
Here it is/its allready ordered
Chosen from Within
Chosen the Way of Nature
Lovebomb for Humanity
Energetic Augmentation
Energetic Restoration
Psyche Augmentation
Psyche Restoration
Energetic Development XI
Inner Blaze
Inner Gasoline
Whispered Power
Deep-sleep
Deus
Intuition Enhancer
Joie de Vivre
Mosaic
Pragya
Omg my custom came today.
At Sunday???
Tomorrow is my test run.
Let’s see how I handle 2 customs with 3 cores.
In 2 days I start my washout.
I hope I can include a 3rd Titel into my stack for the next circle
I have this in mind
Ascension/True Sell/PCC custom
CFW/CWON/LBFH custom
Alchemist st1
Schedule is like this.
Day 1 custom 1
Day 3 Alchemist st1
Day 5 Alchemist st1
Day 7 custom 2
Day 9 Alchemist st1
Day 11 Alchemist st1
Day 13 custom 1
Day 15 Alchemist st1
Day 17 Alchemist st1
Day 19 custom 2
Hope this works
Somehow CFW boosts my Ascension custom immensely. They have a great synergy together.
LET’S GO
Did the first loop of Chosen from Within /Chosen the Way of Nature /Lovebomb for Humanity custom.
Did 10 min.
Its exactly the same feeling as the other 3 core custom. It feels like a St 4 loop.
Also this time all the wheels are spinning in sync.
Each of the 3 cores boosting the other ones.
My heart is so warm and full of love.
These modules work fantastic in this custom.
Its pure gold
Energetic Augmentation
Energetic Restoration
Psyche Augmentation
Psyche Restoration
Energetic Development XI
Inner Blaze
Inner Gasoline
3 min after the loop I saw how I surpressed wrath since a little child and this is so long inside me that I have inflammation in my feet until I couldn’t walk. This was actually the case today and the last 5 months. I stored wrath in my feet my whole life because I didn’t want to hurt someone.
Today I pulled the wrath out of my body and dominated it easy. I am the master of my wrath and I let shoot it somewhere where it doesn’t hurt somebody.
Since 2 hours I can walk Normaly. I Stil have pain in my feet but I can walk.
During the first 2 min in the loop I had the inner guide activated and I knew : drop Alchemist the next 2 months an do Paragon complete instead, it’s urgent.
Gona do that.
Back to wrath. Somehow I saw how it never did and will do any good and I came to the point that it’s very childish to walk around with this wrath.
Then I saw/felt/expirience how I want revenge with certain people. I get the feeling that this is very unhealthy and it’s disturbingly sick. It’s actually a weakness and I have the power to let it slip. So I let it slip. No need for that.
Then my heart gets realy warm and I started to really like myself until I start to hear myself saying : I love myself
Instandly a voice inside me said with a very ugly tone: no you don’t
I bursted out laughing because it sounds so stupid if you really feel it intensely. Then some resistance in me appears in Form of : I search now reasons to not love myself
This is disturbing
It does not disturb me but I realize how disgusting it is to have parts in myself that goes actively against me. Then a bunch of other stuff appears and it has always to do with: I hurt myself extra.
Not in a suicidal way more in a way that I hammer the nail into my own flesh in the believe that it doesn’t hurt me because I am numb.
Power of Lovebomb is super strong and helpful now. All this stuff get his fair share of Love treatment and i feel healthier as ever.
And the best part is: it’s fast,it’s believable fast acting,its healing right on the spot.
Its like this
Stuff comes up
Root cause detected
Love flooding the cause away
Love prevails
Its GENIOUS
Thank you Subliminalclub, I was searching for something effective as this custom.
Let’s go 
into a wonderful future
@Dragon-Lesson Sounds like you’re getting immense results, it’s great to see others doing well too. Do you think that switching all of a sudden to paragon could potentially be recon occurring? Personally, I’ve had that exact thing happen when listening to Emperor for the first time in terms of switching up. Wish you all the best.
No Its not recon.
Its wisdom
I really need my body healed and I push it to the side for later since 14 months.
Its advice from my subconscious mind and this time I lisen to this beautiful advice.
Its exactly that what cause me unnecessary problems in my life and now I am gona change it.
Also I did a washout and today is the start of the new cycle.
Ascension/True Sell/PCC custom
CFW/CWON/LBFH custom
Paragon complete
Day 1 custom 1
Day 3 paragon
Day 5 paragon
Day 7 custom 2
Day 9 paragon
Day 11 paragon
Day 13 custom 1
Day 15 paragon
Day 17 paragon
Day 19 custom 2
Today we had our first Liga match.
I play Foosball (Tablefootball)
My partner (he played the goal)) somehow defended very poorly today, he was nervous, it was his first 1st Liga match ever and he did mistakes he normally wouldn’t do.
We lost the first game. Then I changed instandly and I defended in a way that the keeper doesn’t score a goal.a perfect trap.i stopped defending in front of the keeper and positioned my middle man’s in a way that my partner doesn’t have to move, no goal was scored since then.
We won 3:1 in the end.
In the last game I wanted to lecture him and after 10 seconds of me speaking he started to resist any information and wanted to lecture me.
This was a very strange move.
Then I realized “again” that I am in Switzerland where it isn’t aprecheated because everyone is the master of the universe here.
In a split second I realized that it’s unfruitfull to discuss this any further and I really don’t want a defending halve drunk explain to me that since 3 games no goal was scored because of his super neatless defence. So I apologize for my respect less attitude towards him and I told him that I thought about what he said (wich I didn’t) and that he is right and I am wrong here. He told me that it didn’t sounded like I believe what I say and I countered we are in the last game and I am fully concentrated (wich I wasn’t, I was actually scratching my balls because I absorbed every move from our opponents in the first 3 games.) he accepted that.
Then after we won the last game we he turned to me and to my surprise he acknowledged that he did mistakes but they were peanuts. Then he wanted to lecture me and I stopped him 5 seconds after he started talking . I apologized again for my “stupid” respectless behavior and he was super happy. He left the table to smoke a cigarette and the keeper of the other team who where still at the table smiled big time into my face and said: you prevented a very stupid and long discussion with someone who hasn’t the right to lecture.
I asked to play a one on one and we did.
Both happy not to have a halve drunk guy around us.
This was PCC in action
It was so smooth, I was suprized at how easy I choose to have a stress free evening and a partner that will do his best next time.
Before PCC i would HAMMER every little move into my partners brain until he really gets it. But not this time.
I never saw a halve drunk-ego wounded man turn around so quick and acknowledg his mistakes(without telling him his mistakes, he did it alone)
PCC is KING
This new Chosen from Within custom is a blast.
I change disfunctions I have effortlessly.
Many times I wake up in the morning and detect things inside myself that are just wrong. Instantly I come up with a better solution and integrate this new healthy way into my life.
These modules are pure gold.
Energetic Augmentation
Energetic Restoration
Psyche Augmentation
Psyche Restoration
Energetic Development XI
Its like my Psyche is restored in a nurturing way.
I grow into a super healthy Man.
I really love it.
Thank you Subliminalclub
Did another loop of Chosen from Within custom today.
I had many things pop up during and 1 hour after the 10 min loop.
One traumatic experience from an Bufo Alvarius overdose came up. I couldn’t manage or work with this kind of stuff because you go from 0 to 100 in 2 seconds and this caused me an internal freak out during the one and only bufo trip.
Then I realize that it’s time to let the expirience go.
Then a super duper high class schiki miki women walked past me and stopped 5 meter after our way crossed. I watch her and became the feeling of : she is superior to me
This led me into an examination of my world views and I saw that I see others as superior.
Suddenly I expirience the root cause
Inferiority complex
Time for love
Even more problems arise, I expirience that I really don’t love myself
So this time I called every unloved part of myself into this beautiful love I feel right now.
I had a solid 20 min of love flooding until the problem came from my back into my chest and dissolved completely.
Now I have a love spot on my back
Many arguments (in my imagination) I have with the same 2-3 people (unresolved conflict) appear and I see how sick it is to hold it longer in me. At some point I gave it up to win this fight. Instead I choose a free space I can use for good things.
I startet to feel gratitude for life and then started to bless my life and because it felt so good I blessed everyone’s life and the planet. Then I felt it again, this overwhelming sadness from above raining down. I asked why is this sadness so present in me and the answer was: because it’s sad how things are on earth and how people treat themselves and each other. I know this state for a long time and for the first time I just snapped and told myself :sadness is the lowest level of emotion and I just sad around but don’t do something. The next time I am in Peru I search for a possibility to bring the paradise to earth, even if it’s only for me. Until then I have to level up an change my whole approach how I tread life. Now that I am writing about this particular topic I feel a heavy energy in my stomach. Maybe I am naive to wish for the paradise on earth. It exists in the spirit world.
This topic gets me.
The question is: is this sadness from the spirit realm raining down and bring me to help people or is it my emotion I feel when I bless the earth or is it the Earth itself.
Fuck now I can’t write more.
Time for a break
During the break I asked what can I do to erase this sadness. Suddenly I saw the planet earth before my eyes and I started to rub love into this beautiful blue ball. And now I am willing to treat life with more respect. This helps tremendously.
Today was a good day.
Many new ways in which I do things, specially with people.
Then it hit me around 9pm.
Pain in the heart like my heart is made of stone and this stone is a spike that penetrantes my chest. It’s very very uncomfortable, I started nearly crying and then asked why is that in my heart. It gets a little dark before my eyes and I feel that I treat me badly, real badly like in a sadistic way and also I like Pain in my heart.
Pleasure of pain.
I snapped out of it, halve disturbed halve intuitively knowing that I need love, more love to heal this shit. Lucky me that I have a reservoir of love flooding this sick state completely with love.
I still feel this stone energy in my pubic area but no more in my heart.
It feels like a fucking Nazi swinging the whip and scream at someone with a face so full of pain that it hardened and formed a Mask of bitter hard pain: only steel cold pain, life is full of it and I give it to you now.
Thats insane, it’s sick and disturbing.
So after a couple of rounds of love flooding I have most of it out of my system.
Actually I needed to open my chest and let it out only to run to the toilet. This is really fucked up and I am sure it’s the collective energy of the place/State I live. When I take the train to another State this disappears.
I just used this ugly energy to dig up my own disturbing problems and then heal them.
Afterwards I released this foreigner nazi Kommando.
Its stil disturbing.
Since I came back from peru one month ago I am packing all my stuff into Karton boxes and go to apartment viewing (that’s how we call it in Switzerland, you have a fixed date to view the apartment you like to rent, most of the time there are 20-100 people more) my Favorit apartment is very near my reach. I had a call today from the Agent to send all my information to him directly.
ASCENSION CHAMBER RULES
LET’S GO
A shout of inevitable victory! 
Same to youuuuu
Since the start of this cycle I did 4 times CFW custom, once Paragon complete and one loop of my Ascension custom.
I had 2 times recon from CFW the next day at exactly 7pm - 9pm,it was very manageable and the second time weaker. After these 2 times it never happened again.
Then 4 days ago I did one loop of Ascension and it was super good until the next day where my unhealthy self esteem crawled to the surface.
I saw/felt a part of myself as very disabled, beaten down to a cripple. I try to give love to this part but it didn’t really happen so I pulled out another trick. I have an holographic image of a Warrior that I have created years ago it looks like a mixture of Son Goku and a viking glowing in light and gold with a Aurabubble of white and slight gold. I let the Warrior insert both hands into the back of the cripple and start to heal him from the inside out until the cripple was a tal standing man with a withe blue light shining from the inside out.It took me 15 min until everything was clean. Then I let the Warrior merge with the new holographic picture and then I stepped into the new me.
My posture was immediately corrected and the backpain I had all my life was gone.
Then another part showed himself, I saw/felt myself laying down on the ground and let the beating happen I expirienced as a child.
Did the same process again with that part of myself.
After this was done I heard a couple of times how parts of my old unhealthy self esteem said things like
Your unusable
You are good for nothing
You can do nothing
You are filthy
Bla Bla Bla Bla
This time I could meet this parts with love until love was everything that was left.
Since 2 days I don’t bow, I don’t shy away, look away, flee, lower myself anymore to other people.
Yesterday I was out in another city and I walked normally , 3 Albanian guy crossed my way and start to laugh in disbelief, I heard one of them say: common how big can you be?
Women where nodding at me and subcomunicate: I want you inside me.
I myself was just walking Normaly.
It worked fantasticly
Today is the 3rd day I didn’t listen to subs.
This Ascension custom really works non stop.
I hope it gets better now that a major part of my unhealthy self esteem is healed.
Let’s see
On the positive side I trust myself and I have dreams that encourage people to trust me.
I have the power to sustain myself
I believe and trust in my abilities
I can do things alone
I am ready for the world
Problem of others are exactly that: not my problem
I feel good inside without a hindrance to explore my world and the outside world
Let’s Go
It got so bad with Ascension
I felt like shit, real shit.
It got so bad that I had to play 1 full loop of my CFW custom yesterday.
Today at 4 pm I had a Energetic drop.
I landed in hell, my hell.
But this time I just wanted to know what this is.
It was suicide
I wanted to die from pain
But there was no more pain
I healed my pain
But the state of complete blind desperation was still active in myself.
It got so bad that I asked the universe for godlike healing love and light.
Instandly I get what I asked for.
This time I had to shine everything on this part of myself.
And it worked.
The first time in my life I had equally if not more positive energy as my lowest part of my self esteem.
With love I asked if I really want to die and after a little bit of shouting and desperately crying something kicked inside myself.
I want to love
I want to love every part of me
Every cell
I have spoken the magic words to the Lowes part of myself.
I am the master of my energy and I control this part of me, I can do with it whatever I want.
The I realized that there is another way that dying, it’s always there and will always be there.
Its to love myself.
And then final I had complete access over this part and I pulled it Energetically out of my body.
Then I let love flow into the lowest part of myself for 45 min.
I felt the change in my foundation
It was so profoundly good that I wasn’t able to do something other than sitting on my ass and staring straight into the wall in front of me.
During this time I had many realizations that it was all way possible to chose another way.
It was never hopeless.
Then I get a call from a Frend and I was talking to him.
Let’s see what the next loop of my Ascension custom brings to the surface.
LET’S GO