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How about running stage 4 for another 21 days?
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Jup thatās the plan.
I woke up today and asked myself which sub benefits me the most. The answer was very clear.
Dragon Reborn
So I am going for Dr custom +Alchemist st 1 for this cycle.
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Why? What was your experience?
Yeah, Pathfinder is about kicking out negative energies and purifying your energy channels so combining it with DR is an excellent move. I did it myself and it was great.
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You are great!
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Itās decided
Next cycle is
DR custom
Alchemist st1
Limit Destroyer
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Today is Day 5 of my washout.
I try to describe everything.
During my DR run I felt like I am in hell many times.
I somehow developed from a baby thatās looking into the sky to a adult.
I took responsibility for my situations and have the sincere will/wish to heal everything.
I had battles with suicide and I overcome it by changing my view of the world.
What I realize is that most of my dayly problems are from the environment ( state/city/village/ I life in), this state is just a black cloud, pulling everything down and provide no positive energy. It cost my energy to get into a good mood.
The moment I left the state ino another city/region its like life force is available.
So I am sitting in the worst environment for joy or energy.
I had to overcome resentment that I havenāt had a family that provides stability, positivity, love, protection, warmth and free will.
One of my biggest problems was that my mother couldnāt provide security after traumatic experiences with my father. Even if I get chased with a meat knife she just laughed and did nothing to interfere. So I never knew what security feels like. But thatās exactly what I give myself now. I extra smoked weed during this time and had many ugly battles with fear states.
The whole problem with trauma is at what age you expirience trauma.
For example
My best friend get attacked with a knife in Columbia 2 years ago.
He changed instantly to a people hater and had fears to left his house, he had to vomit every time he left his house. His body was shaking and he get cold. He didnāt felt secure any more. After 1 month he had battled everything and was back to normal. He knew who he was and could revert back.
My problem was/is that I never knew how it is to be myself or what is ānormalā. My first memory of life is a traumatic one. To live in constant fear is all I knew. I had thousand of thousands battles with fear that I am now in a state where I can dominate/control the fear. And I do it very successful. Every time I smoked weed I had a hidden traumatic experience coming up full force and I have done that hundreds of times until I could control the state.
Fuck it itās not worth it anymore to explain everything and what going on. What really important isš
I am the master of my ship now.
I changed so much that I give myself the stability I need. Itās a very tough way at the beginning but I am choosing to have a good life. I donāt run away anymore, I stand my ground and figure out what to do. And I get always a solution.
I have done so much work that today I felt the first time āNormalā
I am my own hero
I thank everyone who has helped me along the way.
THANK YOU
Letās go
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Day 1 of a new cycle
1 loop DR custom for 10 min.
No tiredness
Feels less deep but the exeqution was instantly.
Was going trough 5-6 problems in 1 hour,had to cry for 3 minutes.
Then I run to the toilet, vomited 3 times in a row and 40 min later shited the whole ugly ball of energy in my stomach out.
Now I feel better and I can concentrate on my tasks I have to do today.
So far itās very effective to reduce the listening time to 10 min.
Doing 10 min of Limit Destroyer now
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Looks like 10 min is the better Joice.
It knocked me out today for 1 hour.
I remember the last cycle it was on day 1&3 that DR knocked me out for 8 hours strait.
I also feel the effects of Limit Destroyer, feels like I can do everything. Itās a new feeling and I have to explore a little how much I can do.
Time to put me into situations where I can test this.
My whole body is burning and I like that cleansing fire.
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Wanted/Godlike Masculinity in a custom is the blast of the year for me.
I only did 4 loops of this custom but the benefits are profound.
I feel stronger from the inside. I can handle things I couldnāt handle. I have no more emotional ups, downs, lefts and rights.
I am in control.
It benefits my Dragon Reborn journey immensely.
That the reason I drop Alchemist st1 and use my Wanted/Godlike Masculinity custom instead.
I did smoke a joint today and expected that I will get thrown into a roller-coaster of feelings and topics but instead I started to clean my Apartment and lisen to some teaching audios.
I am so calm and relaxed, itās unbelievable.
One of the biggest if not the biggest problem was that I wasnāt a Man. I was in a Baby state, even child state, unable to provide for myself, unable to look after myself, powerless and dependent on others.
Not anymore.
I have power from the inside, steel hard power of a Masculine Man.
I want more of that,so I lisen to more of my custom and get more of what I want.
The Journey begins for me and itās such a great feeling.
Thank you Subliminalclub
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Itās been 6 weeks since I started Dragon Reborn again.
I just realized how much shit I could dissolve.
I am at the point of dropping DR and focus on another chapter of my life.
I am doing tomorrow another loop and see if this still holds true.
I realize that for the first time I donāt feel any pain in my chest/body. Also no more crazy energy explosion inside myself. I think that I have realesed my major traumas that fucked up my life.
I feel calm,cleaned, unemotional, stable, strong, valuable, at peace with myself, ready to conquer, ready for life.
Next loop tomorrow, letās see
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Yes itās correct.
Where are you from?
Because I did a healing custom, specially to heal from everything that plagues me.
Vortexdive Crucible on the other hand ( I have it in a Emperor Custom) is there to use Negativity for yourself.
So itās not fitting in this custom.
I did yesterday DR custom for 10 min and 7 min of Limit Destroyer.
I have to proceed with DR
Thatās for sure.
My problems get weaker and weaker and I can deal with them better and better.
1 loop was somehow horrible the next day
2nd loop was way better.
I feel cleaner than ever
The I Am module is also working incredibly. I felt the effects on 25% in comparison to Khan St 1.
I stopped being angry with myself and others after I expirienced how angry I am at my surroundings and specialy people. Then I let the agression come up fully and it turned against me.
That was the point where I pulled the fucker out of my body and put my sword into it. In 40 seconds I destroyed the agression.
I feel lighter since then and at peace with myself.
I see myself as valuable and continue to grow in value.
2 days ago I was on the way to meet some friends and I saw that I have to wait 15 min for the next bus. So I rented a roller and start to drive (
20 km/h Max) 20 meters before I arrived at my friendās apartment I overtake a women and parked the rented roller. I was nearly finished with making a photo to proof that I have parked the roller right, when I noticed that ugly stinking energy is pointed towards me. I saw this women 10 meters away from me coming like a soldier straight into my direction. I had headphones in my ears and she startet to say something,i put the out and asked slightly agressive : what is the problem?
She had a bubble of gray/black energy around her and points her shit into my direction and says like a psychopath : you nearly touched my arm
I instantly stopped her and didnāt let her finish her whining and moaning.
I ask agressive : did I nearly touched you arm?
She exploded in indignation : yes
Me more angry : so I didnāt touch you at all?
She stands very perplexe there
And then I screamed in her face like nobody ever did: fack off right now.
She was running 10 meters away then turned around and screaming : you are crazy. Then she gave her husband a call and told him he should come right now and safe her from a lunatic
I just stood there, happy with myself.
I have no time for other peoples bullshit.
I laughed my ass of from the inside.
I am unwilling to eat shit.
Self respect is great.
Life goes on
and I am enjoying it
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Imma bit late but that custom is awesome!! I might build a similar one in the future! Self love and seduction.
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Jup itās awesome.
I am since over 6 weeks on Dragon Reborn ST4 /The Elixir.
I have to clean up the Engine first and I am very close, after this cycle of DR/Elixir I finally can go to my other customs and rock it.
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Letās go hardcore! 
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