The Pleasure of Push n Pull

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How is your recovery going? I hope you’re feeling better

@StateOfBeing thank you for your interest

I couldn’t walk or use my energy for 2 months.
I did research and the Key is in your Glutathion levels :old_key::wink:
4 days ago I took NAC (precursor of Gluthation) and every long covid symptoms vanished in 6 hours.

I transformed from a 90 year old to a 24 year old in 6 hours.

Here for everyone
THIS can SAVE LIVES

Ps: I never give out untested ( I test everything myself) information.

It really saved me from minimum another 3 months recovery

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Oh wow. I’ll check it out. Glad you’re feeling better.

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Sometimes in the last 2 months I had a phase for 2 hours where the symptoms vanished only to return afterwards.

But since 4 days I am defenetly back to normal.

NAC saved my life

Now I can function normally ( FINALYYYY)

Let’s go

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OK Gentlemen long time have passed since I wrote here.

Many things have happened during my absence.
I tryd Alchemist st 1 & 2, Sage Immortal, Chosen Zp for 21 days and played with my Customs.

I get addicted to Marijuana and overcome it.
I had profound insights

And so much more.

Now with the new Zp possibilities I stand here and I want to try them all.

I created a month ago a new Custom that fits my personality perfectly
:point_down:

HOM
TRUE SOCIAL
DAREDEVIL
INNER CIRCLE

THE WONDER
TRANSCENDENTAL CONNECTION
SONG OF JOY
The Flow
Inner Gasoline
Empath
Enchanting Smile
Mercy Protocol
Divine Self image
Total Nonchalance
Yggdrasil
Deus
Path of Forgiveness
Story Teller
True Sell
The Boundary

And now I am at the point where I realy need to develop the Masculine Side inside myself to balance my Feminine side, so I go with an Emperor Custom :point_down:I ordered it today

Emperor
Spartan
Inner Circle

Limit Destroyer
Rebirth
Positive Being Attractor – Wealth
Sultan
True Sell
Fearsome
The Boundary
Divine Self image
Potentiator
Deus
Sanguine
Submodel Alpha
The Merger of Worlds
Yggdrasil
Vortexdive Crucible
Fenrir
Wealth Limit Destroyer

Now I am planing on using ChoosenZp+PS Zp or Diamond Zp and my new custom for the next 21 days .

I am going to post here what’s happening

Let’s ride :smiling_imp:

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Today I was going for a walk in the city.
I am not vaccinated and I don’t plan on doing it.
I see the people sitting inside and somehow I felt left out from society.
Then I get a boost of courage and I tell myself : now I have to adapt to this situation and make the best I can. This means my Social skills needs to be polished to the point where I can make friends in the streets, build a healthy social circle and seduce women on the streets or in front of the clubs/restaurants, to the point where they just escape with me.
Then I look women in the eye and they check me out, I see that nearly every women is built the same. They all ask me/men energetically : can you satisfy me? What’s in for me?

I laugh, because they are only capable of self interest and not even in a way that they provide/generate for themselves.
But that is another story.

And then it hit me : be the best sexual company you can be.

Then I changed my frame instantly and I answered them energetically: yes I can satisfy you.

I believe that I can do it and learn it even more.

BOOMM they all startet to drop their heads, licking theyr lips, smile at me and looking very interested,specially the ones with a boyfriend.

So I asked myself how I would behave if I truly know that I can pleasure a women into satisfaction. How I feel when I expand my sexual competence?

I heard myself saying : they should be all with me. I started to smile, my stomach get hot and bursting of Energy. All the women I see start to notice me on a animalistic level with great interests. I pop up on their radar.

So I am at home now and study some sex courses I had prepared a long time ago.

Now its time to be the best I can be

Thank you Subliminalclub for Chosen Zp

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Today is the 4th day of the zp washout and I feel so positive since I stopped the loops.

I will definitely continue with Chosen

Its the first time I have fear or let’s say I am very unsure what will happen when I start my Emperor Custom.
I did try 3 loops in total of Emperor 1year ago and I transformed into a Maschine of a Man. Since then it was clear for me that I don’t touch this Sub again.

I have to say that i feel Fear from Vortexdive Crucible

But I trust myself that I will turn out Golden

Now the game changed.
I will not participate in this nonsense that’s going on in the world, I just refuse.
Now its time to be a little bit more of a lone Wolf.
Since over 1 week some thoughts penetrate my mind : USE EMPEROR, THE TIME HAS COME.

I found this so strange and I didn’t want to do it, but my intuition is something I can trust so instead of just listening to the Qv2 version ( never tried that) I build a custom.
:joy:

Then I used a pendulum to see witch modules I have to put in.

First build was Emperor, Ecstacy of Gold st4, Heartsong

I found that this would be overload, specially since Wanted zp gave me little headache. I planed on using chosen and wanted Zp for another round.
So I decided to lisen to my Wanted Heartsong Love Bomb custom instead and only use Chosen Zp.

New stack will be

EMPEROR SPARTAN INNER CIRCLE CUSTOM 1
WANTED HEARTSONG LOVE BOMB CUSTOM 2
CHOSEN ZP

Tomorrow I start

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Best of luck with the next phase of your journey @Leandros

I think you’re going to love the synergy between Emperor Spartan and Chosen. Excited to see your results with this stack.

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Thank you @Ice

Let’s see what happens.

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I am listening to my Wanted Heartsong Love Bomb custom right now.

I was a little bit surprised that I don’t feel something in regards of power or changes but now 48 min in the loop it feels like steel is coming out from my belly.

Its still powerful

I get SaintSovereign comparison now

QV2 is like the terminator Zp is like the liquid guy

Uff what a relief :sweat_smile:

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Did 1 loop of w,hs, lb custom and 1 hour ago Emperor qv2(regular version, custom did not arrive in time, now tomorrow the zp version is out :joy:)

Its very smooth and powerful until now.
I like that very much.

I see that I am very timidly walking around and can’t stand that any more.
Lucky the subs works like magic.

Its exactly what I need
I sit tall, I am unafraid and my constant unsurenes is unnecessary.
Also I can respect myself (that’s one of the main reasons I startet this stack)
And I feel good and valuable, very high status without arrogance.

I am very surprised that it’s not nearly as cold as the version I tried
In fact it feels very warm ( maybe this is from Heartsong and love bomb)

What a great sub, I am happy to try the custom in 4 days and later on the zp version

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Change of plan

I am back at DragĂłn Reborn st 4 Custom

Need another round before I progress with Zp or anything else, except my new Emperor Custom.

I think they gel wonderfully, specially with Spartan in it.

Update : finished the loop of st 4,it was the right thing to do

After 3 loops of Dragon Reborn and 4 loops of DR Ultima i nearly vomitet after I smoked 2 hits from a cigarette.

I don’t have to smoke only to participate with others- that’s what I hear me saying during my near vomit experience :grin:

Today my Emperor Custom arrived

NOW THE FUN BEGINS

Holy shit

That’s it

I finished my first loop of Emperor 1 hour ago.

I expirience a total Fearless of Negativity- we have a street in ZĂźrich where all the Heroin, Coke, crack people and the Criminals stay.
Its the most ugly and energetic dirtyest place in Switzerland.

I was walking into this street and changed instantly. I realized that I don’t need foreign Negativity until I had my space free of this.
I lost the fear of negative Energy.

Vortexdive Crucible : :point_up_2: absolute gamechanger

Also I was (I am unvaxinated) sitting at the main train station and watch how I changed, and some fears arises.
I treated the fear like a good friend and telling my fears: hey buddy your useless for me if there is no real danger I expirience right now. So unless you help me when there is real danger you have to shut up or I am gona destroy you.
Then my fear changed form and is now very warm and friendly towards myself.

Then I get manic : :blush:

Normally when I work with myself I always kind of protect myself energetically ( I build a bubble of pure light and stay in that bubble and then I dive internally to the problems and solve them)

Not today

With great pleasure I did a dive into my underworld with a smile on my face so big that I am still smiling. It was like I flying down to the source of some evil shit, knowing it can’t harm me

The Journey has begun

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I had the same experience again.
Over 1 year ago I ordered a HOM and Kahn st 4 Custom. After 6 loops maybe i experienced (I think it was my higher self) a force that screamed down on me so hard I was in shock: you need Healing first, you can’t proceed.

After 3 loops in total of Emperor

Same thing happened yesterday but with only 10%force and more of an advice : do healing first, you are very close.

So that’s it.

Did 3 loops of my Dr ST4 custom and 2 loops DR Ultima.

It knocked me out so hard that I was asleep during Silvester.

It brought up the root cause of my trauma and I could erase it after 1 1/2 days.

Finished one loop st 4, 10 min ago and I am very quiet, burning inside in a fire that reaches my whole body.

I am Exited to see what happens next

Its funny I make plans, prepare everything for the exeqution, then start the exeqution and get pulled away and pushed into something that I need to do first. :joy:

I had 5 loops of DR st 4 an 3 loops of DR Ultima the last 2 days.

That was very good

But now I need rest from subs

I left my apartment today and the moment I stepped out I felt as if 50 kg pressure dropped from my back, in fact I felt so free that I got a little bit frightened.

Solution - 1 loop of my Emperor Custom

God this was so good.

These subs work like Magic now.

I love this custom so much it’s unbelievable.

My inner state is growing so fantasticly its pure Magic.

Now I do the necessary changes in my life

Update : now I am at home again and somehow I need to make the best thing I can while I am at home.

This means

Cleaning everything
Decorate everything
Prepare myself for success
Study interesting things I like
And then use the things I learned
Developed my style of living
And be fucking phenomenal

Let’s start

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Today I stood up and somehow I felt melancholic

I don’t expirience this often(2times in my life)
Then I realized that this melancholy is a stucked emotion I drag with myself.
For sure DR brought this up.
Today is listening time again and I jump between Dr and Emperor like a child.

DR wins

The last loop of Emperor hitted so deep thanks to my manic Dr run the last 3 days, that I am doing it again.

The next 2 days I will liessen between 4-8loops of DR ST4.

So that the next loop of Emperor realy kicks in

Let’s go

I did 4 loops of st 4 since yesterday
What a powerful purge.
We are in the Mayan water week, every Mayan week has 13 days and 1 dominating energy for the whole week
Water is healing energy
So I thougt let’s try DR and see what happens.
I will continue the next 7 days with DR until a new Mayan week starts.

I have to say that now after 1 year of DR I can see what an imense healing process DR delivers.
I always had the notion that DR works very fine but It could be more powerful (even as a st4 Qv2 custom) ,until I restarted again and saw how a fantastic job it did. This whole year of DR was like this : I am gona break down your big problems to a level where you can consciously handle them.

Funny thing was-once I get to this level I thought : cool now I can proceed with other things.
But I needed this Round 2.

And I heal so fast now it’s a blessing

Somehow I have zero resistance and the amount of problems I solve is unexpected .
I expirience that DR gives me a solid foundation as a human being.
I am able to root out deep seated fears and problems , I realese stuck energy, I heal pain, I can change consciously, I rise above blockage, I feel free like never before, I have a sense of internal knowing that I am ready for life, I have courage and I get stronger and healthier.

I hate to go trough this kind of trial but I love the results.

I am am so curious how well the next loop of Emperor will affect me after this next 7 days😁

Edit: I included 1 loop of Alchemist st 1.
Its super efficient, I vomited 3 times into the toilet
:joy:

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