Why wait for a sub then haha
Just dedicate a part of your day to start reading about all that again, because the action itself is what’s going to snowball the magical fascination effect, or else you won’t really get as many “brain tingles” (yes, that’s what I call that magical feeling haha) from subs like RoM and Minds Eye.
Give them that fuel by taking action 
I don’t really know how it all started, but ever since the creation of ZPv2 build, it feels like I’ve evolved with the build as well 
I mean, just the fact that my personal cores limit, in a custom, went from 3 to 7, is already beyond amazing, in the context of my brain getting evolved.
But then adding on to the fact that now I’m at a point where results feel even more instantaneous than ever before, and no, I’m not just talking about inner growth oriented results, but things like how fast things manifest, how fast (and how much) my body starts changing easily within hours, along with how many things I subconsciously just seem to “know” due to the enhanced connection I have with my “higher self”.
It’s safe to say that I’m nowhere near the level I used to be at before, as now, I seem to be even more in control of my reality, as well as how much influence I have, both over reality and people, hence why I think I’ve been leaning towards Alchemist, to further enhance this to the level where I manifest before I can think or desire something, as there have been evidence from my personal experiences that this has been happening with me, but it’s way too unpredictable even for me 
so maybe gotta perfect that myself
Maybe your high flow factor comes with long listening to Stark and enhancement of your brain.
But here’s the thing
I’ve had a high one already from before using stark.
But yes, of course the last 11 months on Stark played a huge roll, but I think it’s also how many experiments I’ve done throughout this year haha.
I mean, I built 41 customs since May just to test 
Wtf 41
It’s called “testing my limits” haha
In a very WANTED-esque mood right now, and all that I hear in my head is:
how many people have fallen victim to the envy that my existence has created in their hearts and minds?
Disappointing.
Can you elaborate on why this is disappointing to you, and where you think this thought stems from?
It’s disappointing cause envy leads these people to start copying the things I do, which is sad because they’re setting extremely high standards for themselves, which they probably won’t really ever be able to reach.
It’s disappointing cause their biggest ambition ends up becoming to be another “me”, and that’s just shows to me that they themselves have given up on their true identity, so it’s disappointing (and disgusting) to see such low caliber people envying and trying to emulate being me.
This is the best custom I’ve ever made, PERIOD.
I’m not even surprised anymore by the fact that it just keeps on getting amped more and more each day, with every loop I do, I just feel like a hidden part of me wakes up a bit more.
The dimensions I see of myself and within myself are sometimes a bit scary, cause when you realize the amount of things that you’re really capable of, especially if you stop caring about certain things, then it kinda feels overwhelming to be witnessing that infinity.
An infinite void full of dimensions to your character, now how can something be so frighteningly beautiful?
Everyday I feel like a different version of myself compared to the day before, and as such, I feel like I tap into just one of the many infinite “me” out there in the infinite multiverse, but while scientists are still considering just a theory from a scientific standpoint, I have my own theoretical explanation which is far more likely to be true than what they are searching for, and it’s a concept related to a web of collective consciousnesses, like a hive mind, linked by the consciousnesses of each version of me, from every part of the infinite realities out there.
Why do I say that?
Because my theory suggests that realities aren’t physical, they’re all projected, and that projection comes from within ourselves, and if the subconscious has this much power over our current realities, then who’s to say that it doesn’t connect us to our other realities from within ourselves?
Suggesting that it’s not the physical reality that changes, but instead, our main driving consciousness gets swapped with the more appropriate one, that matches our current desires, by the power of our subconscious minds.
Now, if you’re a dragon ball Z fan, you might already have seen how this has been shown in fiction, and how a gravity chamber would work for training, but sadly, we don’t have that IRL, and even if we did, just increasing the G-force on the body for more than 4-5G (vertical) is still pretty hard for the average human to tolerate (and this is why many people pass out on some of the big rollercoasters, as 5G is the average many of them make you feel).
Okay so,
How does gravity work?
By pulling everything towards the center of the biggest mass (Earth, in this context), with a gravitational acceleration being vertically downwards, with the force of 9.81 times the smaller mass (you, the weights at the gym, and everything else on the planet’s surface).
How does muscular hypertrophy works?
By repairing muscle fibers that get strained during resistance training, leading to an increase in the size of the muscle cells.
So how to best utilize the effect of gravity to increase the intensity of the workouts, thus leading to a greater level of hypertrophy?
Simple, there are 3 ways that I noted down:
Move to a place closer to the center of the Earth; unless you have nothing else to do in life, or casually happen to already live somewhere that is generally a bit deeper than the earth’s surface (making it closer to the center of the planet’s core), it’s not something worth doing.
Train underwater; now this involves more than just gravity, as the water pressure is used here to emulate a stronger gravitational pull downwards, which theoretically (I ain’t gonna test this in a pool with my PTSD from almost drowning 3 times in my life haha) should lead to the same weights feeling much heavier through this emulation.
Lastly, and this is what I’ve been doing, is putting steel chains on myself when I’m working out (finding a weighted vest would be better, which is what I’m searching for now), but the idea is, if you can build your strength towards being able to finish a full length workout with a weight on your body that is equal to your own body weight, then that right there is training at 2Gs, making the effects of the G-force much stronger on you 
That’s a bit too advanced for my current level but it’s something I’ve always wanted to do. Like the weighted gi’s in DBZ
Thing is, it’s been something that has been practiced in many disciplines, especially martial arts, in order to increase durability, endurance, strength, and speed.
Only issue is, we’re in a world where there are barely that many people left who really push themselves to such limits, everyone just wanna take the easy route and use some kinda drug to get stronger, bigger, and/or faster.
Don’t get me wrong, I’ve been interested in steroids as the next step for my goals, and was planning to start a cycle in January, but man, these new revelations have made me wanna do things in ways I didn’t even consider or think about before.
Like just imagine when I find a good weighted vest, AND start my MMA training at the official UFC gym
I’m still not 100% sure about the MMA, but I keep having these mental images of me in fights, and knowing myself (+ the subs here with my high flow factor), I can probably end up far in that discipline, but uncertainty is still there as I don’t wanna give up on my goal of becoming a physical embodiment of a monster 
We’ll see where life takes me 
Ah, what a beautiful unfolding! Or should I say… infolding…?
To gaze upon the infinite inside, and then nudge the understanding that you too are part of the great infinite, and consequently without ends or limitations… How wondrous. How terrifying!
And indeed, do any of us really understand what we are truly capable of? I try to ask myself continuously: “What fears arise when you imagine the total package?”
I am looking forward to reading more about your unfoldoíng
Another thing… if I recall correctly you mentioned somewhere that you had a custom ready to go, and you were just waiting for the RoM Core. Would you mind telling us a little bit about it? 
I think I’ll regularly post some here and there
You can check my journal from here:
That’s the post where I started being open about me using it, as well as posting stuff related to RoM
Ironically, when I posted that comment today, I was already about to finish my loop of RoM (started it before Saint posted the thread), and by the time my loop was done and I got my thoughts running, I realized that the sub told me to not invest in the custom because I end up making a shit ton if it didn’t sit right with me, and other than that, ROM is pretty much a custom level sub to me already.
Taking a rest day today.
Had a weird day yesterday, and thinking about ghosting the new girl (most likely gonna throw her in the friend zone and leave her as a backup), mainly cause even though she’s what most of you would consider a 9+, her behavior is kinda weirding me out, and I guess I can’t blame it because I know my effect on girls makes them a bit extra addicted to talking to me (I have WANTED, Stark and True Sell, so pretty expected haha), but the over obsession is always hard turn off for me, and this girl is basically becoming the embodiment of that 
In other news, I’m not gonna run the public version of RoM, gonna stick with the one I have, as I’m already exploring things on a much deeper level than I ever thought was possible, and because I don’t really find the extra additions that Saint mentioned to be of any interest for me.
As for Inhuman ZP, I’m noticing that because of me stacking RoM with it, I’m starting to identify with the custom on a much more subconscious level, even with just the name, like I was talking to the girl about how I like to study psychology, mythology and human behavior, and when she asked me why, this is what I replied to her (not word for word as it was on a call):
Humans fascinate me. From the inner working of their minds, to their creations. Everything about humans is amusing for me to observe, and because of that, I like humans.
I don’t know what kind of a drug my brain has been producing, but while I was saying those things, I truly and wholeheartedly was in this belief that I’m a different species, and was referring to people as humans, not from a place of arrogance or “oh I’m above humans”, no, it was more from a feeling of being different, and being fully aware that I don’t “operate” the same way as the rest of humanity.
Interesting stuff.
That sounds like something an Alien would say
Unless he’s Promethean and has always been here, of course
Bruh 
Bruh X2
On a side note: it seems like the urge for Alchemist is increasing more, and when I opened the sales page, I just felt gravitated towards running stage 3 
I know I’m taking my sweet time with the decision, but that’s the thing, this is unlike me, cause I even said no to 2 customs so far, while normally I would have been looking for a pic by now for the album art
This is the part that stuck out to me the most.
magickal amplifier and protector