Insane 
crazy science, how did it go?
Amazing. The day after, I had a headache.
However now. the benefits are showing.
7-13-2023 Ozmandias Protocol
I am accelerating in all areas. Dating, job search, health.
Dating - I was out at the bars last weekend. I was laser focused on the girlās body language. It was surreal. It was like seeing the matrix of communication. Every smile, eye contact, posture, foot positionā¦it all came to life.
Job Search - I was aggresively networking on LinkedIn. 36 applications done in 4 days, 33 contacts reached out. I reached out to my friends as well for opportunities. A recruiter responded back to me. Additionally, Iām applying for certifications courses in Microsoft Azure and AWS cloud.
Health - Meal prepped for 5 days in a row. Salads, proteins, supplementationsā¦went to martial arts class for 4 days in a row. Sleeping agressively on time.
Most productive week so far.
Hella tired. But that is no excuse.
ONWARDS.
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7-14-2023
Slept late last night. The moment I got home from work yesterday, the fatigue kicked in.
Woke up late today. Survived work. Got home, passed out in a nap with the aid of melatonin pill.
Will be meeting friends at a bar or club. Waiting on plans right now. My body is sore. The bruises from the martial arts class are still healing.
Chugged a cup of coffee, waiting for it to kick in.
Donāt feel like doing much right now.
Running 1 loop BL and Khan ST3.
7-20-2023 Ozmandias Protocol
Just gonna list out what I did since last post:
- 4 days of martial arts classes completed. Instead of 1 hour of training yesterday I did 2 hours. Came 1/2 hr early and stayed 1/2 hour later. Practiced all the moves required in belt test with black belt student teaching me.
- Reconnected with friends, had lunch on Sunday.
- Saw myself in the mirror last night, saw my surroundings and appearance was unacceptable. Shaved, gave myself a buzzcut, cleaned room, collected clothingo n ground for laundry
- Paid off 2 of my small credit card balances. 1 more card left. The big boy.
- Planning to run BL, Khan, Wanted, QLST4, Dragon ST4 tonight
- Google Spreadsheet - updated future action items, and current target goals with deadlines
- Signed up for Microsoft certification 30 day challenge (50% off price of exam if I complete within 30 days)
Shoutout to RICH ZP. I went on the Microsoft forums and asked around for exam vouchers to make my certifications cheaper.
Turn that sh*t into sugar, that water into wine
The will is strong and the road is steep
I will push forward
7-21-2023
Dreamt that I was in my house, but it had 2 more floors above the usual.
My 3rd floor was the newly renovated place. Some highschool girl wanted to push me into my old room but I couldnāt fit. I went up to the attic and there were some gigantic suitcases filled with something. The attic was unfinished. Lots of cleaning to do.
Woke up thinking about banging my coworker.
7-23-2023
Crazy recon yesterday. Ran 3 loops Khan St3, Bl, QL St4
Recruiter called me with job placement offer. I was super sad that I am leaving my current job.
Gonna take a 1 week washout from subs.
Feeling tired all day. Probably depressed. Will still go to martial arts class.
Gonna make a coffee now.
7-24-2023 Ozmandias Protocol
I feel 80% back to normal. The past two days have been an emotional up and down. I got the call from the recruiter, and then proceeded to be depressed knowing that I am leaving this job I had for 4 years. Iām gonna miss everyoneā¦but this decision has to be done. I am only improving my life if I get a remote job and work from home and now I have that opportunity.
I woke up today. My brain gears were turning and no doubt it must be Dragon ZP at work. My father accomplished everything in my environment with his limited resources. Rather than harboring my resentment, he is garnering my respect. Aside from his behavioral flaws, what he accomplished in his lifetime is admirable compared to what I did so far materialistically. Behaviorally, I am leaps and bounds ahead of him. Nevertheless, the fact remains that materially, he accomplished far more with proper financial planning. It is a baseline that I will have to surpass. This new job opportunity is an extension of my own resource utilization.
I will respond back to that recruiter today and get the ball rolling. Time to make a change.
7-26-2023
Sore, tired, stiff. Belt test in 4 days
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7-28-2023
Rooms a mess. Slept alot. I sat relaxed in a restaruant today like a king. The 2 women a table down were whispering, watching me eat my steak. "Damn hes fine I paid them no mind. That ribeye brought life back into my body. I handled a bunch of business today. Paid the recruiter her deposit, called my friend to thank him, talked plans. I sat in the restaurant like a king. I ignored the people around me and focused on my meal. Turned off my phone. I knew I was being watched. Feels good to be king.
Got my first belt in martial arts. Celebrated with a ribeye and a 6 oz salmon filet. Surf n turf.
Meal prep is underway. Laundry in progress. Spoke plans with friend on getting results in dating, money, career, working out. We are going to push to the next level.
Havenāt ran any subs this whole week. Washout helped. So did 3 cups of coffee. 
Forgot to addā¦man do I look sexy in the mirror.
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Stack for tonight. I faced some emotions with khan st3. Running st2 this time. Also first loop of EOG st3. Letās see how it goes.
Discipline and regimen. Thatās my goal. If I want to be the king, I must rule over my kingdom. Enforce laws upon myself and my environment.
7-31-2023
Really tired. Meal prep salad + melon done. Planning phase with friend done.
Sleep now, wake up 4:30am. Handle business.
8-1-2023
Khan ST2 is working. Iām recognizing unproductive thoughts and beliefs. I was not aware of how easily my mind gets swayed into thinking certain things which are totally not true. These thoughts may have been clashing with when I ran Khan ST3. That I couldnāt do certain things because I am a āloserā. Abstract thought patterns which I held onto and which did only to serve me to keep me in my comfort zone of thoughts. A real prison of misery.
Iāve started to question how I am spending my time. Especially when I watch random videos on youtube which do not enrich my life whatsoever.
I will achieve the highest order of success in dating. It will take time, but most importantly, a drastic shift in my current mental paradigms.
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This is deep, dude! Good insight.
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8-2-2023
Slept at 7:45pm yesterday and woke up 7:15am this morning. I had put my body through a meat grinder this week so far with martial arts classes. Slept like a baby.
I had the following dreams which were vivid enough for me to remember.
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I was in a room with my family. One cool guy I know was part of the group. The topic of marriage came up or something that I agreed with. We all started jumping up and down laughing. Cool guy thought it was odd.
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I was in a well which was brightly lit and had a ceiling at the top. A deep well with a bunch of people dressed like hobos. Two of the people wereā¦as weird as it sounds, looked like the blue people from avatar. Alien women who were climbing up the walls to the top of the well to escape.
My interpretation: Khan ST2 working again. I was questioning all my behaviors. Why did I find such and such topic funny? I saw I had some groupthink ideas put into my head by society / my family/ pop culture which were not serving my needs.
The two alien women also may have represented the new thoughts which were dynamic in energy so that I can break out of the rut of the current dating life.
Hitting the bars tonight. Will update on results.
8-5-2023 Ozmandias Protocal
Currently I am working on small incremental improvements. Set up a new monitor for ergonomics. Tired of squinting at the laptop screen far from my eyes on the desk. Turns out I also had the monitor settings on the worst settings. Now the colors pop.
I went out last night and talked to some pretty girls. It felt natural. I went without hesitation. I pushed past the crowds, dealt with the guys in the group. It felt like I was born on this planet to do so. There are definitely things to work on. I will re-hash the night as a replay and focus on what I need to work on.
Iāve come to the conclusion that I am not putting in enough effort on my social skills nor my data science practice. I have to put in the same level of seriousness towards my social/dating goals and my data science goals as I did with my martial arts training.
One discipline feeds into the other. The upward spiral is a spiral brick staircase. I am the carpenter laying each brick upward.
Dream: I dreamt that there was a girl carrying her drowned girlfriend home. I felt empathy for the girl. Wanted to help her. I found that near the end when I wanted to find help for her, my behaviors changed. My intention was not strong enough. That will change. I think subconsciously, I am not putting out the right energy in my social interactions.
Edit: forgot to mention. Bought a new phone plan. Cheapest one I can find. Keeping one phone specifically for work and one specifically for dating/social/personal business. I intend to build a couple Instagram profiles as proper networking tools.