Wowwww long-term break from this journal.
After I got to the point where my ribs were literally showing and several people asked if I was healthy, I decided that I needed to move up my schedule for muscle building rather than pure cutting.
76.85kg total weight
17.9% bodyfat
still holding at 5% visceral fat
But, here’s where it gets interesting.
When I started actually trying to exercise more specifically, I struggled to do pushups. I’ve never been good at them, due to a combination of poor upper body strength and a high body weight… so I decided that I needed to start doing pushups every day. I started with 20, as that felt like a reasonable goal to start with… and I was STRAINING to finish the set.
Within a few days I was up to 25 no problem. Then 30.
Then 50…
A few days ago, as a personal challenge, I decided to hit 100… this was about 10 days after I struggled to do 20… and I did it. 4 sets of 25, spread across an hour or so as I had time.
Then, disaster struck… I was stung by something on one of my toes, and it swelled/blistered up like mad… and a few hours later, my daughter accidentally kicked that toe as she was walking in front of me, between my chair and our patio table… searing pain, and when I looked down she had basically torn the top of the blister off and blood was pouring out. Ouch. I bandaged it, and it was throbbing so bad, I laid down with an ice pack on it.
TL;DR… no pushups that day.
But, here’s where it actually gets interesting.
The next day I jokingly told my wife that I should have to do 200 pushups that day to make up for missing the previous day…
and I did. 
I’m maintaining 100 per day now, and while I understand it’s purely “beginner gains”, last night while I was changing my shirt before bed, my wife saw my chest and said that my man boobs were now completely gone (I’d hope so, at 169lbs…) but I now had some quite visible pecs too.
Plus, I swung along the monkey bars at a nearby playground the other day, for the first time since I was a kid.
TBH I know these are probably not major achievements for many people, but as a guy who has been fat for the majority of his life… I’m super pleased with my progress. Nowhere near done yet, but I just wanted to share a quick update.