Fell asleep maybe at midnight IIRC and slept till 13:00ā¦ Boy did I needed that.
Todays intuitive listening
Paragon 4:47
PS 1:23
Even though I still feel somewhat sick, Im gonna go out have a walk under the sun.
So last night I dated the same girl from last saturday, you know I wanted to explore whether or not some sexual chemistry could arise or be grown on my side.
We had a great time, we talked, we laughed and shes crazy about meā¦ When she asked me if it was reciprocal, I had to tell her no. Im simply not feeling it.
She didnt take it as badly as I thought, but she did told me its the worst thing I could have said. Well women in general arent forged in rejection as most man are. She said that if I wanted something with her, she would jump over me and have her way.
Ive never had such intense feelings for a woman before, without being in love or sexually attracted, thats the part that had me confused. Now Im starting to understand very deep shit about myself.
This is another woman, with this one the relationship is 100% sexual chemistry on steroids, but it lacks in depth.
Maybe I need to find someone that integrates all the qualities, not necessarily one though 
Day#11
Paragon 3:49
PS 1:05
Man only half way through this cycle and PS is a quick acting beast, when you got your proper foundation.
Paragon has been slowly, but surely chipping away the tension and the pain, Im not longer on pain killers.
Day#13
Paragon 3:01
IC 0:40
I wanted to test that anti recon scripting, all those positive reviews got me wondering about it.
I thought about listening PS with IC today, since the pain is already so much manageable, but then I realized manageable pain is still pain, so I kept Paragon and just for today PS moved out.
For now Im considering between Synergy Beyond Connection and Synergy Primordial Auraā¦ Who knows, I might end up using both.
Day#15
Paragon 4:15
PS 1:22
This cycle is getting closer to an end and Im having such a transformation on the inside, that everytime that I engage with people or go outside I feel like a different person.
I spend most of my time alone, so theres a distinct, noticeable attitude, flowing from my core, when I do socialize.
In the past I used to confuse this with lack of results, because I wasnāt testing, but now I dont need to test to convince myself Im changing, Ive learned to tap into whats different inside and then look for the changes outside.
The fact that I dont socialize every day, is not longer āevidenceā that things are still the same, they are now the opportunity to make deeper, more significant changes, then when I do go out, I can obviously discern how things unfold differently from within.
My attitude is way more relaxed and that makes me way more free.
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On the Paragon side of things, the evolution is slower, but its obvious that these things takes more time.
The important thing is that the pain is decreasing and Im no longer taking pain killers.
That means the crisis is over, but now is when the real work starts.
I keep doing my yoga routine to losen up my hips and fortify my muscles, almost every day.
I dont know if Im gonna keep using Paragon the next cycle thoughā¦ Im open up to whats best for me.
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So today is day 19 of the cycle, as much as I am enjoying PS results, I believe I need something that grounds me a bit.
Not necessarily saying I want to stop using it, but stack it with something thats a bit more introspective maybe, definitely not with TS or IC.
Finished my PS and Paragon Cycle today.
So far the Intuitive listening pattern has worked pretty good, I have not felt overexposed, nor particularly into recon symptoms. Results on the other hand seems to flow naturally.
Results from PS manifest more quickly and obviously that Paragon, to me thatās expected.
Im embracing a life style thats rooted in freedom and authenticity. Which implies knowing myself enough to understand what is it that gives me freedom and whats true and honest to me. It also implies the learning of how to express it and the ability to set boundaries and respect those boundaries myself, before enforcing them on the outside, with other people.
Its been fun to notice how every single woman I know tries to change my boundaries and how before I let them do that.
Now Im naturally expressing an attitude of this is how I live, you are free to like it and be around me, or dislike it and find someone elseā¦ Im ok either way.
Im not looking to change you or convince you of anythingā¦ I simply ask for the same thing in return.
The more challenging side of PS is that Im becoming way more social, nothing wrong with that. The thing is that in my mind social goes hand in hand with drinking and Ive been enjoying alcohol a liiiiitle bit to much.
Stage II
Emotional Discernment
Disciplined Growth
Mental Clarity
I will use the next 3 to5 days of rest to revaluate the next stack, since I want to focus on the skills mentioned.
So last night I did Paragon and about 6:30 of my custom. When I went to sleep I had such an awesome experience.
I dreamt that I was listening to my custom, I had to double check it wasnt so, cause I fell asleep with headphones on. When I was dreaming I felt wave after wave of energy surging through my whole bodyā¦ Those waves felt very pleasurable, not in a sexual way, but in a way that evoked an spiritual awakening of sorts, like if someone opened the gates of bliss all at once. I kept waking up, double checking that the sub wasnt on again (no idea why I didnt took the headphones off) falling asleep and having the same dream again in a loop.
I believe the experience repeated like 3 times in a row.
The last time I thought to myself, dont give any meaning to this, just check tomorrow how you feel and how the day evolves. For now I feel physically weak (cause Ive been drinking a bit too much), but at the same time a sense of inner peace.
Custom
1. Love Bomb
2. Sanguine
3. Daredevil
4. Synergy Inescapable Gaze
5. Synergy Primordial Aura
6. Soul Connection
7. Ethereal Presence
8. Emotions Unfettered
9. The Flow
10. Negative Energy Transmutation
11. Stress Displacement
12. Lion IV
13. The Wonder
14. Carpe Diem
15. Gratitude Embodiment
16. Joie de Vivre
17. Intuition Enhancer
18. Mystery
19. Sexual Manifestation
20. Gorgeous Manifestor
In the past Ive had the tendency to give to much meaning to these kind of experiences, thinking that they will transform all my life around and then got disappointed when there was barely any noticeable change. So this time I rather let it do its thing, whatever it might be.
I gotta tell you that it felt incredibly good and powerful, so its not easy to stop from wondering what might that be.
I listened to Paragon and my custom today, Im gonna give PS a little breather, maybe a week or two, you know I might even go back to WBā¦ Weāll see about that.
For now my custom works amazing at making me feel good, relaxed and focused.
Man 5 days into my cycle with my custom and Paragonā¦ Ive forgotten how good my custom is, it has done much more in reducing inflammation and pain than Paragon alone. Im almost over it.
Also its amazingly smooth when it comes to my attitude and inner world. I just feel good, but in the most natural way.
Next week IĀ“ll decide whether I reintroduce PS or WB.
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Im thinking about ending Paragon for nowā¦ It seems like I no longer need it. If I keep my custom I still have LB and Sanguine, which are soooo good.
Im feeling the temptation to stack WB and True Social, or maybe a name embedded major with WB and ESSENCE: True Shine, but my main hung up is that for the same price I can build a tight and sharp 5 module custom.
WB + ESSENCE: Clear Sight + ESSENCE: LoverĀ“s Pact + ESSENCE: True Shine
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Naaahā¦ Fuck it! Im gonna stack WB and TS for a while and make my decision depending on the results.
Im gonna start with my custom and TSā¦ So its simpler. Paragon out, TS in.
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I decided to go with IC instead of TS, both have the new anti recon tech and IC is a lot more focused on what I want.
What a week manā¦ Ive been sick in bed taking pain killers and antibiotics. I havent been able to sleep properly since last saturday.
I gotta update the results of my journey, but Im gonna do that when I feel better.
Im doing my custom and WB
Hope you get better soon man. Howāre you doing today?
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Not quite good yet, but the worst part is over.
Thanks 
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