The Fire Road šŸ”„ (Primal Seduction/Paragon)

Journals - Major Programs
#42

So last night I did Paragon and about 6:30 of my custom. When I went to sleep I had such an awesome experience.
I dreamt that I was listening to my custom, I had to double check it wasnt so, cause I fell asleep with headphones on. When I was dreaming I felt wave after wave of energy surging through my whole bodyā€¦ Those waves felt very pleasurable, not in a sexual way, but in a way that evoked an spiritual awakening of sorts, like if someone opened the gates of bliss all at once. I kept waking up, double checking that the sub wasnt on again (no idea why I didnt took the headphones off) falling asleep and having the same dream again in a loop.

I believe the experience repeated like 3 times in a row.

The last time I thought to myself, dont give any meaning to this, just check tomorrow how you feel and how the day evolves. For now I feel physically weak (cause Ive been drinking a bit too much), but at the same time a sense of inner peace.

Custom

1. Love Bomb
2. Sanguine
3. Daredevil
4. Synergy Inescapable Gaze
5. Synergy Primordial Aura
6. Soul Connection
7. Ethereal Presence
8. Emotions Unfettered
9. The Flow
10. Negative Energy Transmutation
11. Stress Displacement
12. Lion IV
13. The Wonder
14. Carpe Diem
15. Gratitude Embodiment
16. Joie de Vivre
17. Intuition Enhancer
18. Mystery
19. Sexual Manifestation
20. Gorgeous Manifestor

In the past Ive had the tendency to give to much meaning to these kind of experiences, thinking that they will transform all my life around and then got disappointed when there was barely any noticeable change. So this time I rather let it do its thing, whatever it might be.
I gotta tell you that it felt incredibly good and powerful, so its not easy to stop from wondering what might that be.

#43

I listened to Paragon and my custom today, Im gonna give PS a little breather, maybe a week or two, you know I might even go back to WBā€¦ Weā€™ll see about that.

For now my custom works amazing at making me feel good, relaxed and focused.

#44

Man 5 days into my cycle with my custom and Paragonā€¦ Ive forgotten how good my custom is, it has done much more in reducing inflammation and pain than Paragon alone. Im almost over it.
Also its amazingly smooth when it comes to my attitude and inner world. I just feel good, but in the most natural way.
Next week IĀ“ll decide whether I reintroduce PS or WB.

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#45

Im thinking about ending Paragon for nowā€¦ It seems like I no longer need it. If I keep my custom I still have LB and Sanguine, which are soooo good.

Im feeling the temptation to stack WB and True Social, or maybe a name embedded major with WB and ESSENCE: True Shine, but my main hung up is that for the same price I can build a tight and sharp 5 module custom.

WB + ESSENCE: Clear Sight + ESSENCE: LoverĀ“s Pact + ESSENCE: True Shine

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#46

Naaahā€¦ Fuck it! Im gonna stack WB and TS for a while and make my decision depending on the results.

Im gonna start with my custom and TSā€¦ So its simpler. Paragon out, TS in.

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#47

I decided to go with IC instead of TS, both have the new anti recon tech and IC is a lot more focused on what I want.