Love gives lust meaning 
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I will submit a support ticket!
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“Wise men speak because they have something to say; fools because they have to say something.”
Plato.
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Ive been feeling pretty good today… The mix between my custom and Emperor seems to work very nicely in what can be called inner balance.
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Yesterday I realized I am talking with my girfriend about certain subjects that I used to avoid, because I got tense and scared. They are not conflictive subjects and I did talk to her about them anyways, but I used to make it hard on myself.
Yesterday I was so effortlessly talking about it and enjoying myself that I had my girlfriend very engaged and participating a lot.
I believe this is the effect of Tantric Lover, I mean Heartsong and LBH working in tandem.
The funniest thing is that I used to tense myself up for absolutely no reason, since I know for a fact that my girlfriend is very open to talk about those things and many others… I got scared anyway, put it on her when it was really on me.
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Aphrodite
Last night I had a dream in which I was talking with friends from when I was 13 years old orginizing a meet up. I was at my appartment and there was this girl I had a crush on back then, she was really into me and I was pretty relaxed in the knowing I was gonna ask her out later that day… there was this second girl around the appartment and she was naked doing the house chores…
The overall vibe of the dream was about being confortable with women and sexuality, acting naturally because sexuality and woman is as natural part of life as breathing.
Also in the dream even though I was in the past I had full access to every bit of information, knowledge and wisdom Ive collected over the decades.
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Now Im listening to Emperor just after finishing Tantric Lover and Im already having a craving for more out of life.
Its day 5 of this new cycle and what I can say is I feel a lot of build up, a lot of push to grow.
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For now what Ive noticed on Emperor, considering Im only 3 loops in, is a more relaxed attitude and increased confidence that Im gonna do what I need to do in order to achieve what I want. Yet sometimes I feel a little afraid that Im not gonna be motivated to take action considering my hystory of not having a lot of ambition and self trust.
This time the journey is about accepting that Im good at what I do and that I deserve to make lots of money doing it. Accepting that what I have is worthy enough to be spread to others.
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How are you liking the combination of these 3 modules?
And Stress Displacement
Stress Displacement
As soon as I started my custom I had some very bad news related to my financial security and projects. Im not gonna lie it did stress me a lot, but the time it took me to move from fear/stress to calm and resolve mode was very short. Specially considering the size of the issue.
Energetic Development XI
The Architect
Fusion Optimized
There is a push towards growing and resolving and somehow I always seem to have a bit of extra energy to go about, even when Im supposed to be tired, theres an extra reserve.
I feel I got more mental/emotional fuel. Im more motivated and active.
Last night I did a meditation after a really long time without practice and the amount of energy I could percieve and move through my body was very abundant and strong.
My overall attitude towards getting things done and conflict resolving is way better… and it feels like it almost doesnt require too much energy… theres a lot less feeling worn out.
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My attitude towards “problems” is shifting very quickly… Im more in a resolution mode.
Also a fear I had that was affecting me disappeared, I was holding fears towards woman specially manifesting with my girlfriend and my mother, but today its pretty obvious to me after talking with both of them many times over the last week, that Im waaaay more relaxed and I dont feel afraid of expressing myself.
Im beginning to see a huge Sun at the end of the tunnel and Im exited about what the future holds.
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That’s profound, I think it is a great combination of modules.
Yeah I felt that too when designing my custom and now its proving itself true.
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Already day 7 of this new cycle, time flies so quickly!
I just listened to Emperor and my Tantric Lover custom, while reading the module list and a resumed version of the module description to help my mind be more aware of whats changing and growing.
Now I know that thanks to @Malkuth Im not alone in this crazy behaviour 
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I was exercising this morning and I felt a deep wave of sadness/loneliness… I thought for a while I might need to do some self hypnosis afterwards. After a while I began to feel anger and quite the opposite of the effects of LBH and Heartsong… then it faded away.
Now Im feeling in a pretty good mood, fun and extroverted.
It seems like I was processing emotions and liberating them.
Oh I remember… when I woke up after some minutes of listening my stack I began to feel anger and disconnection towards my girlfriend and pesimism towards myself. None of those things are present now. Except a little tendency to be passive agresive to her. Now that I write about it I feel stupid, but stupid in a very funny way… Im sitting in front of my laptop with a grin on my face reviewing my behaviour.
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Contrary of what I would have expected the sexual aspects of Tantric Lover are quite in the background, subtly. They dont take mind resources if they are not needed which is great.
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Somehow I forgot I have Ascension Chamber 
going for a loop right away.
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Wow!! About 15 minutes after Ascension Chamber all the Love and Feel Good from Tantric Lover went into overdrive…
Now Im feeling really good!!!
Hum… I wonder how would this affect the sexual modules
I guess Im gonna go find out.
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“The art of the sly man is to make no contest. But simply to leave. ….Without one word.”
Alan Watts
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