Thank you @RVconsultant for the clarification! The concept sounds intriguing, but first I go with “Think and Grow Rich” a beast of a book. I’m only on chapter 4 yet, but it shook already some believes.
02.09.24: 15 min Khan Black Stage 2 (late afternoon)
Khan Black really lifts the curtain on some of my beliefs, makes me conceive reality through another pair of glasses (a sharper one, I think). In combination with Emperor my self-confidence and belief in my self is growing. I can better see the place in live I want to be and what I can tolerate and what not.
I have to make my live so, that I would be envy of it when looking from outside to it 
04.09.24: 15 min Emperor (morning)
04.09.24: 15 min Khan Black Stage 2 (late afternoon)
Since running Khan Black Stage 2 with Emperor I recognize more integration of the “Emperor Concept” — or what I like to describe it — into my self-perception. I’m starting to view myself more and more as a capable and worthy person, like an “Emperor” with his own likes, dislikes, and the right to his own perspective on life and things. I feel more like a “rock” and less like “sand”. I’m not willing anymore to “bend” myself everytime to other wishes. I’m more ready to stand to myself and my opinions, and defend it, like a rock.
This change is really noticeable in how I feel around women. I’m feeling more like a strong and worthy man. It’s like the program is helping me recognize my own value and power.
06.09.24: 15 min Emperor (morning)
06.09.24: 15 min Khan Black Stage 2 (late afternoon)
Friday was not an easy day. Running emperor in the morning had it’s drawback, becaus I was stuck in some technical problems (VPN wasn’t functioning correctly) and was not able to do really the work I had to do, so it gave me serious recon. Emperor wanted to push through but I was stuck. It caused some troubles. I’ll try to change the listening plan. Will listen to both subs only in the late evening, when work is over and the subconscious messaging can settle in over night. On Khan Black the best results I always have after 36 hours or so.
Some feedback on Emperor and Khan Black Stage 2
On this sub combination I have generally speaking more energy, I wake up earlier in the morning (instead of sleeping till the alarm goes off at 5.25 I often wake up at 4.45). I feel more grounded in myself, feel more confident.
At work I had two very good days coding away. I really felt confident and it was fun to make something I had never done before, I did not felt overwhelmed like it was often the case before, when I was tasked with something like this.
I have a clearer mind, an better concentration.
Washout untill friday
that’s not really cool. I’m tired 
I think it’s not only the sub. A lot is going on inside me, questioning my relationship, etc. (of course, also a outcome of the sub…)
Washout in progress. Ups and downs, but not much progress in pursuing my goals. I’m sick (caught a cold) and tired. Not much energy. Will start tomorrow in the late afternoon with Kahn Black, St.3, and Emperor.
13.09.24: 15 min Khan Black Stage 3 (late morning)
13.09.24: 15 min Emperor (late afternoon)
Lately, I notice some nervousness after running any of the subs. I’m unable to work properly because I cannot concentrate and feel nervous as if I had drunk 1liter of coffee 
For that reason, I switched to run the subs rather later in the day instead of early in the morning. But to reduce that kind of recon, I decided to run the subs for the next week only for 5 minutes instead of the full loop.
15.09.24: 5 min Khan Black Stage 3 (late morning)
15.09.24: 5 min Emperor (late morning)
Felt a little bit of the nervousness, but not as severe as on the 15 min loops. And, because it was Sunday and I had not to concentrate on work and hadn’t to get many things done, it was no problem.
This morning I had an overwhelming feeling of missing direction. I even had to cry. WHO I AM? WHAT DO I WANT? I have no answer yet, but Khan Black is hard at work…
Interestingly, Khan Black works best about 36 hours after I ran it.
This evening I plan to do the next loops. About only 5 mins again.
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Also Emperor hits hard now after more than two days since the last run. Feel confident and free. Stark contrast to the “missing direction” feeling this morning.
17.09.24: 15 min Khan Black Stage 3 (late afternoon)
17.09.24: 15 min Emperor (late afternoon)
19.09.24: 15 min Khan Black Stage 3 (evening)
19.09.24: 15 min Emperor (evening)
Having some leisure time this evening, I decided to give the titles a full run again. Let’s see how it goes.
This week I found the teachings of Corey Wayne (“The 3% Male”), that gave me some aha moments. Filling the gap between old knowledge and my current behaviour. While I take his standpoint and “philosophy” with a grain of salt, I learned a lot of usefull information, that gave me some insights about why my wife acts sometimes like she acts and what I did to facilitate that behaviour. No more blaming is aloud for me, I have to “Own my Sh***”. Greetings to @AlexanderGraves
Almost a year of running Emperor an I notice a great change in my self perception, behavior and a growing confidence. It takes time to overwrite 40+ years of totally different beliefs and brain-structures, but I’m on a good way.
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21.09.24: 15 min Khan Black Stage 3 (afternoon)
21.09.24: 15 min Emperor (afternoon)
From day to day, I feel more worthy.
My wife must feel it too. She acts accordingly.
23.09.24: 15 min Khan Black Stage 3 (afternoon)
23.09.24: 15 min Emperor (afternoon)
Since Khan Black, especially stage 3, the love and admiration for my wife is magnified. Woooh. Imagine how it would be to stack it with the new Primal Romance…
Also, like it is described on the sales page, my energy level has really enhanced. I feel more flow.
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25.09.24: 15 min Khan Black Stage 3 (afternoon)
25.09.24: 15 min Emperor (afternoon)
Don’t know what it is, but experience BIG testings on my status. People try to insult me, are mean or respectless (often unexpected and out of the blue). Until now, I could handle it well and draw my boundaries. Have to watch out carefully. I feel like a soldier in a war who can always be attacked from everywhere and anytime.
Also, I feel some exhaustiveness from all the bullshit that is going on with people. Their excuses, cognitive dissonances and lies they tell not only the outside world but also to themselves. That makes me also a little bit short-tempered (not on the outside but on the inside). And anger is creeping up. Have to examine it deeper.
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27.09.24: 15 min Khan Black Stage 3
27.09.24: 15 min Emperor
My recent 5-day vacation was a fantastic escape! My wife and I had an amazing time together, and for the first time in over a year, we enjoyed a short trip completely free of arguments. It seems that the personal growth I’ve experienced on Emperor for almost a year and now with the addition of Khan Black has smoothed out some of our rough edges. I feel like I’m in a better place and reached kind of a new status. Our relationship is definitely benefiting.
03.10.24: 15 min Khan Black Stage 3
03.10.24: 15 min Emperor
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I’m at a bit of a loss. After the wonderful vacation days without arguments and in harmony, my wife was very withdrawn and in a bad mood again yesterday. This morning she was back to causing problems, teasing and attacking me for nothing. She’s caught me on the wrong foot, defenses down. I have to put on my armor again and set boundaries. I’m hurt. It’s really starting to piss me off and make me tired. It’s not that I think a relationship should always be rosy, but games like this don’t have to be, do they?