The Dice of Reality

Journals - Custom Subliminals
#61

GG 1:15

Was planning to go for 1 min, but listened more by mistake.

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Something I haven’t noted on here is the clairvoyant dreams I’ve been having since the moment I placed in my order for GG.

Not my first time, been having dreams of this nature for as long as I can remember, it seems to run in the family.

However, anytime I use subs that concern spirituality, this ability becomes more consistent. Although, It’s not within my range of conscious influence but seems the gateway to the part of my self that houses this spiritual connection gets strengthened.

I’m not going to share them, but the nature of these dreams have shifted to be more direct/literal in a sense. Honestly, I still don’t like the implication of what has been revealed.

It’s the same message repeated over and over, especially in my waking life. And it’s one of the reasons I dropped RoS last year.

I think it might be time to genuinely enter the cave, for about a month or two.

Considering my stack, I’m most likely going to focus in on wealth by adding ASBR & RICH.

GG will be there for

  • Expanding my base/capacity
  • Regulation & balancing
  • Energetic development
  • Spiritual development
  • Self unification and mastery
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#62

Woke up this morning feeling disconnected, like I’m a couple steps from being in the very present moment in my reality.

It then extends further that I’m behind on the amount of growth I set out to have experienced by now.

Now, it feels like I’m stuck.

Recon.

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#63

I’ve been getting literal predictions of real life being used as symbolism in dreams. It’s kinda trippy but makes sense since the future is also just information that needs to be processed, so it can be used just like the events that have already happened (because in a way they already have).

No insight on the actual phenomenon itself, but it’s almost always when I’m actively listening to ASBR. Maybe an alignment of the sub and how one perceives their future reality?

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#64

That’s quite the interesting perspective. If you don’t mind, could you dive more into this.

I get this feeling particularly on ASBR, but this one is different. There is no intent or subconscious driver to perceive future reality. It’s more like I’m “being shown” because I’d satisfied a certain depth of connection.

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#65
Recon
  • I honestly can’t tell how I spent my time today, I wasn’t conscious of it.
  • Spent time lounging with friends
  • Some fears coming strong to the surface, particularly about achievement, growth and freedom
  • Been noticing some comparisons come to the surface of my mind recently. Just observing them and most seem to relate to health, physicality and sexual prowess.
Changes and sub expression
  • The above seem tied to the desire to be the best, a being very few can match. An experience that causes an inversion in somebody’s story, one you encounter and never remain the same. A conqueror, the Khan.
  • Despite all the fears and projections erupting from within, activity might not align, but the way I carry myself doesn’t falter. Well this has been the case for almost a year now, not really new but seems more stable.
  • Sexual arousal has returned to baseline, now I’m getting the urge to just approach beautiful ladies. Probably a revisit of PRIMAL, same way I went through other subs last week.
  • Noticing a level of bluntness/directness expressing in my behavior, I don’t even bother to soften my expressions anymore. It’s been there but suppressed and veiled for the longest time, probably cos I wasn’t comfortable expressing that way unless in a confrontation. Now it’s more integrated.
  • Despite the level of bluntness, I don’t seem to have a domineering/bitchy demeanor like how I was two years ago. Now, it’s still intimidating, but it feels open and sexy.
  • Been getting lost in my eyes while I’m in the gym. I just keep staring both during set and during rest.
Health
  • Two persistent health issues flared up today, got me shaken up a bit. Which then triggered more fear, frustration and then planning to resolve all health issues for good.
  • Hip pain from yesterday vanished.
  • First time in a while my body wasn’t tremoring throughout the day.
  • Got to the gym and my strength on all exercises were up, didn’t push till the failure despite that.
  • One health issue flare up died down after gym session.
General

If my strength still shows progress next week, I’m going to keep doing exactly what I did today no changes, till I get to my peak before I fell sick. By then I should have hit my wealth (focused) goals. Then I’ll reorganize my entire training approach to align with my actual health & physicality strategy, from the very basics. I can add The Engineer then.

Grooming and aesthetics

  • Tried to shower fast, but I just couldn’t. Took my damn time and loved it.
  • Shaved
  • Changing up my hairstyle.
  • Still interested in fashion
  • Still concerned about fixing my skin health.
  • Still tweaking my cosmetics.
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#66

After the gym today, something dawned on me

I need a practice, actually two—one to dive into my mind and another into my body.

I’m still subconsciously leaning more towards using these for transformation, but I want to wield them beyond that, for the purpose of exploration.

Practices up for selection

  • Self hypnosis for the mind. This opens a gateway for so many aspects and skills under this category, both for focused work and exploration. Also very transferable. Dabbled in it before, but wasn’t really successful due to very spotty practice. Was able to apply some concepts from here in my daily life though.
  • Tai Chi → Martial arts for body
  • Rope flow for body.
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#67

Outside of any specific “time isn’t linear” beliefs, it makes sense that there would be events that are highly probable to happen the next day. The predictions I’ve gotten are a mix of interpersonal things and just sheer reads that ended up correct.

One of my first that I had two years ago, had me meet a specific PhD student at my school twice as coincidence. And after the second time, I had a vivid dream involving her. I obviously didn’t think much of it back then and don’t remember the specifics of the dream, just that she was prominent and I was confused why. About 7 months later, when the head of this department was helping me join a lab, this PhD student just so happened to be the one that wanted another undergrad.

I consider that one more of a sheer read with my subconscious weighing the fact that I would want to start working in a lab soon with a person it could somehow tell was open to me working for them, despite neither of us knowing it at the time.

An interpersonal one would be a few days ago when before I went to bed, I started thinking about a meeting I had the next day and how it would be “logical” for it to be moved to a specific time. When I woke up I remembered it and thought it sounded stupid, since there was no actual “logic” I remembered following. About 10 minutes later I get a text asking for the meeting to be moved to the exact time I thought it should’ve been moved to the night before. It turned out one of the people had a list minute appointment they needed to go to.

That I chalk up to being more interpersonal, with there being more “easy” subconscious communication to pinpoint it to. Me and the other person were communicating subconsciously the night before without realizing it. I get this kind of thing a lot where I will get a message in my sleep before I get it for real the next day, so I kind of group that kind of thing together.

Although you could make the argument that both of those point to the same phenomenon, I feel like one is distinctly more probabilistic and involves infinitely more factors. So while they both may be subconscious communication, one has an immediate medium of expression (getting a text) vs one having one a few mediums away (me needing to reach out to this specific professor at the exact time this specific PhD wanted an undergrad).

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