Brandon, I’m extremely proud of you for standing up for yourself, even if it caused a bit of drama. It takes guts to assert yourself and not let others walk all over you. Embrace the discomfort because it means you’re growing and becoming stronger. Keep pushing forward with unwavering determination and stay laser-focused on your personal growth. 
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Thinking about my stack a lot…
Do I upgrade this to ZP2? It’s currently on ZP1.
I had recon with this when I did 15 minute loops so I’d start with 3 minutes, especially as it has 4 cores (I made this when GLM was in the modules and not cores stage).
MorningStar
Inner Circle
Power Can Corrupt
Stark
Mastermind
Dragon Tongue
Gloryseeker
Fortune’s Favorite
The Spotlight
Chosen of Venus
Invincible Presence
Sacred Words
RAIKOV
Transcendental Connection
Godlike Masculinity
Productivity Unleashed
Machine: Action
Machine: Rest
Furious Ascent
Aura of Craving
Natural Winner
Hmmmm, things to think about for sure.
Not entirely too sure on what to do honestly.
I know what I want my stack to be (HS, Stark & WB) but I don’t know whether to update my MorningStar custom before I end up making a QTKS custom. Hmmmm.
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Brandon, your subliminal journey seems to be reaching a captivating crossroads. Contemplating the composition of your existing stack and potential upgrades is an inherent part of your evolving path. Your carefully curated array of modules indicates genuine dedication to personal growth.As you weigh the option of transitioning to ZP2 and reassessing your stack’s makeup, it’s essential to delve into your current subliminal experiences. Have you integrated all the benefits from Genesis? Are you now craving a fresh perspective or new challenges that will elevate your personal growth journey? These considerations will shape the exciting path ahead. 
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Embracing responsibility triggers a transformative shift. It acknowledges that past choices shape your present and future. Taking ownership of your past lets you learn, guiding a purposeful journey.
In the present, responsibility drives intentional choices. Challenges become growth opportunities. By embracing it, you craft your reality. Say goodbye to victimhood, welcome empowerment.
Meant to post this in my journal lol 
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Doing a little bit of experimenting for the week as this is my last week for my cycle is over. Gonna see how I feel.
Won’t be going into detail as I don’t want newbs that read this to think they can too. Been here for a few years so I’m good with experimenting and knowing not to complain if things go off haha.
Anyway, as of current…
Stark is in. Heartsong & Genesis are in, at least until the end of this week.
I forgot I also have a WANTED/Heartsong custom which, if I update, will need to be replaced with WB & also have a core removed since it has Khan in it (don’t ask me what I was thinking, I was in lust and broken mental health at the time).
This makes me think. Should I update both my customs, use them and then also use R.I.C.H on the side as I’ve been finding a place for R.I.C.H to go…lack of money to me is more of an inconvenience to me and less of a priority than everything else I want to be honest. Plus if Stark helps with the fame, as well as WB, then money should come with it right?
BUT.
Firstly, I need to use Stark, Heartsong & WB in a stack and see how that goes before I even think about updating any customs. So that will need to be a cycle of experimentation too.
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Scrollbait as hell, lol. Well played RV.
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I feel like Genesis is telling me to stop cutting. As in deficit wise. I’ve been doing it for 4 weeks in total, with one maintenance week. It just felt so weird coming off the maintenance recently and now I’m just feeling like I need to lean bulk up a little. Just to note, I was doing an aggressive cut for three weeks. I was between a 1k-1.5k deficit every day. I ended up losing 8+ pounds in total. Just so say, my maintenance week was on the 4th week, and then I just did a week and a day off cutting (yesterday) before deciding to come off.
My plan is to lean bulk for 3 weeks, have an aggressive cut for one. Finally, I get to eat a normal amount of food again and feel some normalcy. I actually enjoyed the beginning of the cut up until the maintenance week.
So, time to give the subs, and myself, some energy and lean bulk up with a week deficit. Think I’ll start every month with a cut since I’m already in two weeks of this month.
Will probably help my experiment too. I’m kinda excited.
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Humor for Brandon. Scrollbait for you. 
I guess I was multi-purposing.
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Genesis has been questioning my time in dance. I’m still hung up on everything that happened and I don’t know how to let it go. This guy that I consider ruining my life is living rent free in my head and I don’t know how to go. Because of him I get less people in my class. He isn’t the only one but it’s so crazy how I’m still annoyed and traumtised about this - thinking about it on a daily basis.
It’s annoying me. However, I choreographed with a good friend of mine today for my class and I can’t describe how good it felt. I’m in love with the choreography and I know that the people that do love me and want me will love it. So I still want to dance, but I need to get back to being super successful in dance and not allowing this absolute waste of space to be taking this away from me. He isn’t the only thing that that made me consider dropping dance but yeah.
I’ve also been thinking a lot about coding recently. People make a lot of money with coding right? I have no clue where to start but a Index Gate has been bought up a lot here. I tried coding for a website called BYOND about 15 years ago and failed miserably but would love to make a game on that…and then move into things that could possibly make me big money. However for that to work I’d need a reliable laptop - which I don’t have. I use my iPad Pro which we all know doesn’t have the right capabilities to doing coding and stuff.
On another note. I want to update my Stark custom for sure, I would have to change modules and stuff but I definitely want it being updated for sure. I think this would end up being my QTKS custom honestly. Then I’ll update my HS/WB custom if it works out for me the way I want it to (when I get there).
On the experiment note - I’ve been getting recon however, and someone else stated, recon is like muscle soreness. As long as the recon isn’t making me depressed like KB Stage 1 did, I’m good with a bit of soreness and a least I know it’s doing ‘something’ since I don’t ‘feel’ subs too much. I know they’re always doing something so please don’t try and misquote me but I like to have a sign that it’s working on the background.
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So as we know, I’ve had issues in the past where people have spoken shii about me, spread false allegations and whatever else about me. It’s been really difficult to get rid of mentally. Just not sure how to stop being hung up on it since it’s so traumatic. It has affected everything in my life.
My income, my career, the way people view me - this one especially as people now view me as an abuser, an emotional and sexual one…which if you knew anything about me isn’t the case. Sure, have I been wrong in the relationships I’ve had with people and tried to manipulate it? Sure. I’ve made mistakes and it’s because I didn’t want to lose these people but I’m nothing like the person I’m being painted out to be. It has ruined absolutely everything.
A friend of mine noticed that recently I keep bringing it up. Or at least the person who started it all up. She noticed that this might be Genesis (she knows about my sub use and we talk about it on a daily basis). She said it could be guiding me to the right way of healing it and moving on. God I hope so. This has plagued me for so long. This has made me so depressed in the past to the point I wanted to end everything because I hate being seen in the worst light, especially when I didn’t do anything I’m accused or painted of.
I’ve become a much stronger person because of it but I’d never wish what I’ve gone through on anyone because the pain is horrific. The pain of being treated like something you’re not, being spoken about negatively, losing out on opportunities because people have spoken about you, having people not come to your classes because of the same thing… it’s wild to me. This is what made me believe I should start Limit Destroyer now my run with Genesis is over. Because I want these limitations gone. I shouldn’t be feeling like I can’t show myself to the world or that people don’t care when plenty of people do.
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tl;dr - Prepare for DR:LD to worsen your emotions in relation to your problems before it clears them up profoundly. That said, I highly recommend it.
Limit Destroyer has emotionally challenged me in regard to an old friendship of mine. In the past I was involved in some circumstances with his now wife that made her ‘hate’ and not trust me (these were small ‘said the wrong thing at the wrong time’ things, and an instance a few years ago where I falsely accused her [not to her face] of stealing something I had misplaced when feeling particularly anxious).
This, along with other things here and there, have undoubtedly estranged my relationship with the person I spent the most of my formative high school, college, and young adult years with.
Since starting DR:LD, they had their first child, and after a well-intentioned comment from him, I was brought through all of the emotions and memories I thought we had sorted through.
The intensity of my anger, resentment, and regret at both the situation and myself led me to realize my emotional response was not serving anyone. It has given me an acceptance that the friendship has gone its course for the time being, and taught me so much about myself, my self-worth, and how much I have relied on the opinion of others to determine that self-worth.
That last realization points directly to DR:LD. If we allow others’ potential perceptions to control our emotions and behaviors, we’d never reach our true potential. I have held onto the limit that if such a close friend would choose to build a life with someone I don’t get along with, then that means that I ‘deserve’ feeling abandoned/betrayed. In reality, our lives are just naturally going in different directions, and that’s perfectly okay.
In your case @Brandon, it seems like you’re dealing with people who hold a cancel-culture ideology. If not addressed internally, this will leave you ruminating, guilt ridden (for something you didn’t even do), and struggling to let go.
With DR:LD, this will continue to get brought to the surface, but it will shed as you acknowledge a) you do deserve better and b) your livelihood will only be affected to the extent that those limits hold power.
There have been people who have done truly horrible things that still succeed financially/in business. Allow truth to prevail and allow your current actions to speak for themselves, while also addressing the amount of power you give to others.
You got this in the bag, and with the proper approach the situation will clear itself and then some. Best of luck. 
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My experimentation has lead me to believing that it needs some tweaking but that what I’m doing is working and is now in execution mode considering I’m on a washout and having pretty weird sleep - by that I mean that yesterday I was waking up every hour or two and today I’ve had better sleep yet woke up every few hours, I’ve also only had about 5 hours sleep today so I’ll need a nap later.
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Yeah this is something I’m quite scared of for the obvious reasoning, because I have to confront it. However, I’m not sure if I’m going to use LD: DR, it hasn’t completely been bought up by Genesis but it was just on my mind.
Thank you for sharing your story and I apologise that you had to go through that, but in the end we learn from the the things that treat us badly right? I’ve learnt so much from this situation that I’m in. Such as not to be ashamed by kink, I learned to start loving myself more and so many other things. There’s always a lesson in the ‘bad’.
This is exactly what happened. It became popular to ‘cancel’ people and they jumped on the trend. Never releasing ‘evidence’ but always talking to people via messenger. Not one person today has actually told me what I’ve done wrong, I’ve just heard many rumours.
It is something I want to address internally and is definitely something Genesis is bringing up for me. It’s been 2-3 years since it happened but it is still spoken about today which is crazy to me.
Yeah, I’m definitely scared about confronting this. I personally believe this came to the surface and was manifested from when I ran DR. Because I had so many fears and stuff during my time running it and also this happened during my run. I’m not saying DR caused this - in fact it helped me deal with it and actually helped transform me for the better.
I love this, thank you for telling me because I know this is true. There’s so many people who have ridiculous crimes and whatever that still have money and are successful. Chris Brown for example. I have nothing against him personally and believe mistakes happen but way worse than anything I’ve ever done. I’ve made mistakes for sure but my intention has always been pure and wanting the best for others even if my approach hasn’t been the best.
Now I just need to find the right approach.
Have you ever ran Dragon Reborn? This has got me thinking that maybe a cycle would help of just stage 1. But maybe LD would be better and not as harsh.
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How are you today, mate?
Besides tired, I’m doing very well mentally and emotionally. You?
How are you feeling?
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So far, so good.
Day 3 of my washout.
I came to the realisation that I’m using this guy as an excuse to stop myself becoming successful.
Oh, I can’t so that because they’ll spread lies about me.
I can’t do this because they’ll have something to say.
I can’t do this because people will think this.
I’m allowing these thoughts to get to me.
This is HUGE.
I’ve put in work but have I put in as much work as I used to? I got lazy and started sharing my classes rather than actually messaging people and telling them about it and then got upset when less people started to come. I still have my loyal people but the people of left or whatever? Why didn’t I reach out? Because I instantly made meaning of it that he had something to do with it. That’s such bull and I need to start making conscious decisions to assign moments as what I want them to be rather than what they ‘could’ be.
Time to step up and be a little delusional and putting the work in.
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People have been staring at me NON-STOP since I started using Stark. My class was actually quite packed this week too. I did some actual promotion work for it this week. I need to learn about marketing so I can do that. Normally I just post to my instagram stories, I know I need to message people to come - I won’t just message random people though. Not happening, but I do need to get my WORK out to people.
I’m going to start posting my choreography in groups of two/three. My choreo can be quite long so I’m gonna start posting shorter versions to give my content and working on that. A minute piece split into three gives me more content than just posting the whole thing, especially since people have short attention spans.
This idea I got since I added Stark. I feel creative, intelligent, charming, etc. I actually want to post and am pushing myself outside of my comfort zone by doing things I don’t want to or feel comfortable with (duh).
I’ll post a story I don’t necessarily want to post now - even if I fuck it up, just to get it out there and be ‘in the world’.
I’m going to try my hardest and do it. Put myself out there, even if I don’t want to. I want to learn and grow.
Also, I’m going to live by this quote:
Done is better than perfect.
I need to drill that in my mind. Gonna become my new favourite quote.
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Dropped WANTED BLACK.
Yeah yeah, I didn’t even use it a cycle and as per usual only a week but I took advice from Invictus based on my goals, and also Luther didn’t suggest WB either, and went back to my Khan/Chosen QTKS custom.
Started that this week.
I’m also back to following the recommended pattern. I’m listening to 15 minutes of each sub. Two one day. Rest. One the next. Repeat.
Stark and Heartsong are *still in my stack and I intend on keeping it that way. I wanna upgrade my Stark custom, however I kinda wanna add R.I.C.H to it which would put me at four cores (I’d take out Godlike Masculinity). Currently has Stark, Inner Circle, Power Can Correcupt and GLM (I added GLM when it was a normal module and not a core). I have my custom somewhere but I believe it’s in ZP format…I’m unsure whether I can use it in that format still but it gave me recon when I did use it which is why I stopped.
In regards to my experiment - I got discomfort recon - just the normal kind of stuff, fatigue, not wanting to do stuff, mainly crappy sleep - tossing and turning etc. other than that, I noticed good results and it made me know that something was happening (I know it always is behind the scenes regardless).
But I’d prefer my sleep so I’m back to following recommendations and will be sticking with 15 minute loops. I’d prefer to use what we’re given. Micro loops are great but 15 minutes for these, that don’t seemingly give me recon, is perfect. However I haven’t tested HS at 15 minutes yet. It’s been fine at 3-5.
SO…stack right now?
Khan/Chosen/LoTS custom.
Stark / Custom
Heartsong.
Khan/Chosen/LoTS & Stark will fulfill the dance/fame/alpha goals I have. Heartsong will help me find a partner to go along with that.
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YOOOOOOOO.
How are we doin’ peeps?
I’m amazing thanks for asking.
I have been a little quiet but holy f am I AMAZING. I’ve been doing some experimenting (literally the day after I said I was back on routine) and honestly I feel such a difference. I’ve been waking up feeling great (there are some drawbacks) and just knowing that everything is working out in my favour - because it should.
I dropped Heartsong during my experiment and had only been using Stark and my Chosen/Khan custom.
I’m still experimenting and have been for about a week and a couple days.
Since experimenting, I am currently horny - all the time. I would get horny on Khan before but nothing like this, literally like…Jesus, and the thing is I’m wasting it so I need to stop doing that - but honestly it’s what I’m used to. I feel a deep inner sense of power and everything else. I’m super positive, I know things are working out for me and I’m manifesting greatness. Chosen and Khan are definitely kicking in here. I think I notice a difference with LOtS, my body feels good, everything seems to be okay - but I mean takes longer than a week to know physical differences with the way I’m running things.
Stark is also on point, I’ve been creative AF. I’ve created two and a half routines this week alone (normally do it week by week), I’m pushing myself, I’ve been shown love on Instagram, I’ve been posting on insta a few times this week alone, my choreography is growing like crazy and feels so different than what I normally teach. More masculine and I LOVE my new choreos from this and last week alone. Everything is great.
I added R.I.C.H in today (it makes sense with what I’m doing) and will be replacing Heartsong during the experiment for a minimum of 30 days at least. I had quite a few people in class today so maybe it manifested quickly? However I’ve been doing inner work without R.I.C.H regarding money so I’d love to put it down to R.I.C.H regardless since it worked.
I’m just simply getting great results so far and I’m deserving of it.
I had a nightmare the other day however it’s because I played ultrasonic and it must have been too high. My dream involved me in black and white in a locked room or something with my hands over my ears covering the noises I was hearing. I could hear voices that weren’t mine - even when I woke up so I feel like the ultrasonic was definitely too high.
I followed the instructions using Frenquensee with my thing hitting the 60-80 levels (idk if it’s minus 60-80 or whatever but it was on the lower end of the graph) but honestly I think FrequenSee doesn’t work for me because I normally play music on the external speaker and it’s loud enough to fill a room - when I was running at the levels using my phone and speaker to play the ultrasonic it was on the lower end even though my speaker was at the same volume I normally use it and my phone was turned all the way up.
I feel like the nightmare was basically my subconscious saying the ultrasonic was way too loud and I needed to turn it down. I literally had to stay awake for like an hour or two after I woke up from it because it was so vivid and I thought I was going crazy because of the voices I could hear - even after I woke up.
DRAWBACK:
My sleep has been wack af doing it the way I’m doing it. I’ve had about 3 hours sleep today, had wack sleep yesterday and every other day too. It’s driving me crazy a little. However I think it’s because I was playing Stark before I slept/into my sleep and it was keeping me awake. When I did the same with my Khan/Chosen I’d have a much better sleep. So I’ll be playing earlier on from now on.
However, what I’m doing, besides sleep, is working so great for me as of right now. I feel amazing, I feel somewhat like a new person and it feels excellent. I feel such a shift internally.
Talking about an internal shift, I joined a manifestation academy last week.
Regardless of people’s beliefs, thoughts and opinions on manifestation - I truly believe in certain ways it can be done - it’s different for everyone right?
So, one of the things that has helped is writing down my identity and how I want to be and living through that using the subs but also changing my thought patterns and ignoring the 3D. Law of assumption style.
I’m ignoring things that are triggering by changing my thought patterns and also through breathwork (Nervous System Regulation???) and focusing on the end goal with consistency. I see something in my reality I don’t like? No I didn’t, that never happened. Has been working great for me so far.
Honestly, I wish I could explain the way this has changed me so far and how I feel even more but I just feel like I’m high on life rn and everything is in easy mode - and it should be.
So, if you’re reading this - do me a favour.
Don’t just read it but reply to me with this:
Who do you want to be? What do you want to be living like? What would you be doing? Living? How much money do you have? Etc. Go into as much detail as you want.
What subs are you using to help you with this?
What action are you taking?
In regards to action, I believe massively in aligned action. For example, I hate messaging people on instagram to come to my class. It feels like I only contact people when my class is on if I don’t talk to them regularly throughout the week and I HATE that feeling. That doesn’t vibe with me. Like no.
Today I had the thought to tag people in my posts on my feed and not just send them my stories. The outcome? More people came to my class and the room was lit up with energy.
I’m not against taking action by any means, however for me personally I want to take action that I feel aligned with. Action that makes me feel good. I understand taking risks and stuff too. This is what is working for me however.
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