I don’t think you are lost at the crossroads any more.
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Going to bed now. Will think about this and reply later.
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Experiment over. Very interesting for me personally.
Just bought Emperor Black and will be running it solo for a little while after a bit of a very much needed washout.
Always struggled with taking massive action, and even little action - some of which I put down to ADHD - I procrastinate hard and struggle to do a task even though I want to do it. Emperor Black will hopefully push me into doing this. I still require some down time in the evening personally but I want to focus on work doing the day.
Got some things set up to make some money outside of dance, just need to follow through.
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Took my first loop of Emperor Black on Monday, as I was eager and ran 3 minutes as instinctively that’s what I felt was best.
I instantly organised things I need to do and got to work on the first thing I wanted, taking notes and studying. I need to apply the information. A bit more research is necessary before I apply however the action for me is important.
I edited some videos, cleaned up and got some stuff done I needed to do on Tuesday too however my productivity seemed to run out rather quickly - however it was just the first loop on 3 minutes so that’s not too bad.
I just ran my second loop after 1 and a half daysish off, nearly 48 hours in total and will be heading to bed soon. Played it alongside Paragon because my body has been hurting a lot recently, especially my knees and it’s important for me to spend some time on Paragon to fix this. My hips are tight - when I say tight I mean I can’t cross my legs or anything, so it causes me knee pain, back pain and many other issues - especially when dancing. I stretch a lot and have been focused on my hips but I need, and want, some subliminal help also.
These are the two subs I think I’m sticking with unless something shiny hits however I feel like honestly these two hit the nail ultimately for now. A new release is coming so it may tip but we’ll see. I feel like Emperor gives me everything I need to work and take action, but make money and put some grind in, and Paragon is taking care of my body.
Also, ran full loops. Got a bit of a headache pretty much instantly, especially when Emperor Black came on, but I’m also very tired and need sleep, which is where I’m heading right now. Already feeling like I need to do some work/studying and note taking.
Feeling pretty good though and ready to take the world by storm.
Excited to unleash a bit more darkness to help me rather than pure positivity such as Chosen. Always felt somewhat like a God of Love (I even mentioned this to a fellow forum member) and feel like I need a bit of darker light. By this I’m not intending that Emp Black is a villainous title nor anything like that, just that the darkness will help me focus on me and what I want to do.
Also, @RVconsultant - you’re right. I’m not Lost At The Crossroads. No longer paralysed. I’m taking brand new steps forwards past it.
With that said, can you rename this journal ‘The Darklighter’ please?
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Taking some time out.
I’m good, just need to take a little break to focus on something.
Includes a wash out too.
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Still taking some time out.
Haven’t ran a single sub for the past month.
Just doing some updates so people don’t think I’ve vanished from existence.
Won’t be on the forum too much, checkin’ in every now and then.
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