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#21

I’ve had another insight in kind of realising what it is that I want, at least out of subs and who I want to be.

I want to be a superstar. I want attention. I want love and to be loved. Not just by a boyfriend, but by others and for them to love my work, creativity, me as a person. I want to be chosen. I want that special boyfriend. I want that fans. A following. I want to create. I want to work for myself and make lots of money, but also enjoy what I’m doing.

It would basically be Influencer ZP.

Edit: I KNOW I want to create in dance, and possibly dance but I’m not sure doing what yet. Do I want to work for artists? No idea, but I think I’d love to. Do I want to create music videos? Concept videos? TikTok videos? No idea, doubtful on the last one unless it’s promoting ACTUAL work like the music videos etc.

So, after speaking with a couple friends from here these are the suggestions made so far sub wise (I’m going to continue running Genesis & Heartsong for now, these are just suggestions for future use):

Wanted Black + Heartsong + Stark - Weird combination with using Heartsong & WB together, I get it but it weirdly makes sense to me.

Khan + Heartsong + Stark - Makes sense, but Khan to me doesn’t ‘feel’ right. I don’t know what it is but it just doesn’t feel like it connects with the ‘superstar’ feel for me.

Heartsong to me needs to be a staple for sure, and seemingly so does Stark. WB feels like it fits more.

The idea, in the future, is to test and see what works as a stack and whichever works best would be to make a custom.

However, for now I’d like others input on the ideas presented based off the goals I want.

@Skadoosh tagging you as I appreciate your insight. @R.E.M.P.O also for accountability and insight.

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#22

I’m thinking RM+Heartsong +Stark

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#23

What’s your thoughts process behind this?

#24

RM is creative expression. Like dance. Stark had that too but brings the fame aspect. They’re similar enough to synergize splendidly

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#25

Wow You’re absolutely on fire, superstar! Your clarity and ambition are remarkable. Absolutely love your enthusiasm and clarity about what you want to achieve.

Being loved, appreciated for your creativity, and having that special someone by your side is an incredible vision.

When it comes to creating a stack to support your goals, here’s my take: Heartsong is definitely a must-have because it aligns with the essence of finding the right soul mate. Stark also seems like a solid choice since it can enhance your confidence and charisma.

About Wanted Black… While some may see it as an odd combination with Heartsong, trust your intuition, it can actually add a unique edge to your superstar aura.

And as for Khan, if it doesn’t resonate with you, then explore other options that align more closely with your vision. It’s all about personal power and influence, which are key qualities for the superstar status you desire.

I think Stark would be a perfect addition to your stack, empowering you with unwavering confidence and irresistible charisma amongst many other things…

Remember, this is just a starting point. Through testing and tweaking, you’ll find the perfect stack to amplify your talent and magnetize love and success. Dream big!

With your talent and dedication, there’s no doubt that you’ll create awe-inspiring work that earns the love and adoration of fans worldwide. Keep pushing forward fearlessly, because greatness awaits you, my friend! You’ve got this!

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#26

Stark makes a lot of sense.

Fame + Status + Insane Charisma + Overflowing creativity and innovation + Opportunities + Extensive Wealth Scripting.

You will have fans, followings and attention on Stark no doubt. It gives you a celebrity halo-effect.

@AlexanderGraves recently mentioned that the fame component of WB works online.

In my experience, the fame component of Stark also works online and is very effective. Stark is like fame juice, lol. I made an empty twitter account and was gaining followers and RT’s from somewhat high status people solely based off of creativity of the tweet. I also never ran out of ideas on Stark. It was kind of freaky.

Whether you’re doing music videos, concept videos, or dance TikTok’s, you want to be competent, innovative and creative. So it totally makes sense. Stark will be good there.

Stark + Heartsong lol and I do’nt know what else haha

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#27

Thanks man! I’m trying to reflect upon anything that has been coming up at anytime - rather than just letting it pass.

Seems like, along with Luther’s comment, that Stark & Heartsong are a for sure set in the stack, it’s just a hesitancy towards WB that’s somewhat an issue, but as you said it’s about testing and experimenting, seeing what fits. Same with Khan. But at least we know Stark & Heartsong are in for now. We’ll see what else Genesis brings up.

Your words are very kind, and I’m very much appreciative of them. As soon as I’ve got the ideas finalised, in what it is that I want to do I’ll be taking action upon them. Thanks again!

This definitely makes sense, and is also exactly what I want. It’s the superstar that I’m looking for. I’m surprised I barely used Stark whilst on ZP compared to when it first came out which I used up until Qv2 so I’ll have to test this one for sure.

I remember seeing this, and is something I’d like to emulate with my work for sure. Create the following, have the fans, be loved, it seemingly covers nearly everything I want out of it.

Since Stark would give most of what WB would give, maybe LoTS would be good for the aesthetics of being a superstar, since I’d just mainly be missing grooming, physical shifting etc which LoTS would possibly cover.

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#28

I’m reading this @Brandon and thinking that whatever you run, please consider continuing with Genesis.

What are your thoughts on RICH?

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#29

Oh I plan to, I have to do it for 2 cycles minimum to really be sure on what I want to do. I feel like that’s what I have to do for any sub now regardless.

I’d like to add it whilst I’m using Genesis & Heartsong but I know Genesis has wealth scripting in it anyhow. I may add it though.

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#30

Something is changing within me.

I’m becoming more bold and not giving a you know what…

My voice isn’t being held back anymore. I’ve always had hard words on certain subjects but kind of always kept them to myself because of fear of being cancelled. I mean, I’ve already been cancelling, what does that even mean? Shut up lmao.

Today I said in my class that I’ll re teach and add the end of the choreo if people actually show up and come to the re teach, because I want it for everyone else and not me. I hate being more passionate about people achieving their goals than I should be because it means I want more from them always. I told them, don’t go writing a status calling me toxic - welcome to 2023’s buzz words, just because I’m being hard on you. I told them straight because I care and I care a lot about their growth. It’s also my time being spent on re teaching a choreo I’ve already done.

Like huh?

But anyway, I’ve felt my voice becoming freer.

I’m also telling people in public off. Not in a horrible way but people don’t think. They won’t use their manners to say please and thank you, like if I hold a door for someone they’ll walk straight through. If someone stands in my way in a very obvious place that you shouldn’t be, I’ll tell them to move out of my way because right now in my life I’m tired of being stood on and over and being the nice guy. I’ll be nice but don’t play with me any longer because I’m not here for it. People have, including strangers, have been playing with my niceness far too long and I can feel it bubbling inside with me allowing them to do it - no more Mr. Nice Guy.

I feel this is Genesis’ fear unlocking. Now, let me clarify - in no way am I being rude for this, I’m setting my boundaries which I’ve let be super free in the past, no more. You won’t talk to me a certain way, you won’t write statues about me, you won’t say stuff that offends me or anything. I’m pretty good with words because I believe I give other people’s words power and have the power to not be offended, but people aren’t going to ruin my life and say stuff about me, or to me that’s rude and get away with it. That shii is over.

Also. I really want to run Stark, Heartsong and WANTED Black. I feel like the former two need to come in first, but again I’m sticking to my commitment of Genesis & Heartsong even though I feel it’s pointing me in that direction.

However, I also feel like now is the time to add R.I.C.H into my stack until I can run the above. I want more money in my life, and I deserve it - I know it - I work hard at my choreo and honestly being truthfully told - I’m too freakin’ talented to not getting numbers just because of some idiots who were jealous and couldn’t take feedback because they were ‘offended’. Whatever. Look at my instagram if you don’t believe me.

Anyhow. Rant over. I told you it was bubbling. But I feel better and know that I have boundaries and they will not be crossed.

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#31

I have been waiting for this post to come out! I knew Genesis was gonna shine bright in you.

Brandon, you’re stepping into your power! It’s incredible to witness the transformation. Don’t waste your energy on people who don’t respect you. Boundaries are sexy! Embrace your assertiveness and let it radiate in every interaction.

Don’t worry about being canceled. Cancel culture is just a bunch of noise from insecure individuals who can’t handle differing opinions. Embrace your boldness and speak your mind without fear. Don’t be swayed by the buzzwords of 2023; they hold no power over someone as confident as you. And kudos to you for standing up for yourself in public.

Stay strong and unapologetically true to yourself. The world is yours for the taking!

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#32

For negative reviews, I was advised to write a reply such as:

“To find out what I REALLY do in class, please go to [insert website here]”

If I was getting negative reviews, I might post something on my bio such as:

“RV has a teaching style that is intense, demanding, and challenging, which is all designed to bring out your best if you feel you truly deserve the best. Tolerate the short-term discomfort of the learning process to enjoy and achieve the long-term benefits of bettering your skills and character.”

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#33

I love the way you wrote this as it literally describes me perfectly. I definitely need to write something like this in my Instagram bio that’s shorter.

Edit:

ChatGPT gave me this:

Brandon’s intense, demanding teaching style aims to bring out your best if you believe you deserve it. Embrace short-term discomfort for long-term skill and character improvement.

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#34

Oh bro, it’s shining alright. I’m definitely losing fear and feel like I’m stepping into my power. Finally. Genesis is where it’s at right now.

No more energy wasting. I’m truly telling people when they step out of line now. I love how you said boundaries are sexy. I live for it.

Been cancelled. Been there done that. I didn’t tell my side of the story before because I was scared but I don’t even need to tell my side of the story anymore because I don’t need not want people like that or associate with that in my life. F them. These buzz words can get outta here too. Gaslighting, manipulation is two of them too.

I promise I will brother.
Thank you so much.

I’m grateful for you pushing me forward brother.

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#35

Yeah, for sure, bro.

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#36

Added R.I.C.H today. Gonna keep this stack even tho I’m getting a nagging feeling from myself to move to Stark instead of Genesis but if I do what I’ve always done, lack of consistency, I’ll have a lack of consistency with my results.

Also, less of a sub thing and more of a life thing but yesterday I was so stressed and I want to get out of my head and onto somewhere I can just write. My cat has been pregnant and she was bleeding a bit yesterday, she started labour and had contracted a bit but didn’t do much. I really thought the babies had died. Honestly, I started affirming whilst playing cod (to pass the time and take my head off being stressed) and I kid you not, within the time I was playing and affirming, she started having contractions today and gave birth to two babies. Not sure if she’ll have anymore but honestly so relieved that she’s okay and that the babies are okay. I don’t think I could ever let one of my babies get pregnant again. Such a stressful period of time.

A little note tho, I did know somewhat that things would be okay and work out and I feel this could potentially be Genesis at play with the ‘success’ and ‘knowing’ scripting. I know affirmations and affirming is a bit of touchy subject but it was possibly conscious guidance which lead to quick results.

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#37

Nice! Keep embracing those moments of knowing and trusting in yourself. You’re on the right track :wink:

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#38

Congratulations on becoming a father! :grin:

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#39

Will do dude! Definitely on the right track.

Haha technically I’m a grandad now. I already have 3 dogs and 3 cats, now two kittens too. I’m busy :joy:

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#40

So…

Now that I’m thinking about it, and reading someone’s post in the Genesis thread, maybe I shouldn’t have used R.I.C.H right now.

I feel like DR: LD would help tremendously with my negative thoughts. I tend to think positively anyway but if something happens, my focus on it sticks with the negative which is something I don’t want. Plus it may possibly help with limiting thought towards the situation/people that happened and I want get rid off.

Also. Stuck up for myself again today. Not 100% but it’s a move in the right direction, even if it did cause drama and made me a little bit of a target.

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