Inner world changing so fast, that perception of time is distorted. I’m having moments of expansion and compression spontaneously.
Realizations and change in perception aren’t sudden, they don’t feel new either. It’s like on some level I’ve always known, but I refused to acknowledge them so they don’t get integrated. When the integration really starts, there are signs, but they’re so subtle they could be overlooked.
Then it continues building deeper (not inwards-> outwards). At this point, people’s behavior begin to change to reflect the depth of change. And there will be gaps in consciousness where an irrational but positive acknowledgment of the external world springs from deep within (phrase, thought, image, video sequence, feeling).
Then it keeps building deeper until…boom. A dam bursts open, strings of “truths” begin to stream from within. They can’t be denied, they are numerous, with every single facet craving expression, yet remaining mystical — trying to explain diminishes it. And I can’t let myself do that.
Then there’s a phrase, poem, image that comes from within that bears every facet of my truth. It could be stupidly simple, sometimes it’s arcane, sometimes irrational, other times outright arrogant, yet it makes absolute sense to me.
And it must be expressed. Some will understand, I know some can truly see me, even falsities, which I am scared of.
However, that in itself is also fine.
Why should a strategist lose himself within his strategies?
Why do you still consume information you have decided not to make use of?
Mercy
How can I have mercy, for those that beg me to crush them?
How can I have mercy on goals that need to be burnt through?
How can I have mercy on myself when I live in chains?
Do you really have so much mercy to spare?
You are not God.
Perhaps, this isn’t mercy. This is fear.
Of doing what must be done and being who I Inevitably am.
I’m beginning to oscillate between two dominant states - neutral and then power.
Neutral is currently the most dominant, it’s more baseline, even introspection has been happening here for quite some time.
Then, Power is pure power, radiating throughout my body, in this state I exist solely for conquest. If I don’t move to conquer anything I get restless and I have to move my body - jump, pace around, skip, etc.
Honestly, I’m wondering how I’m going to wait till I refurbish my training process before getting back into the gym 
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I’m also trying to get a hang on channeling this energy towards my goals. And the nature of my goals demand both the feeling of power and cognitive focus. Quite the conundrum
Within the power state, I’ve observed two ways energy moves. The first one is during arousal and the second is a general power.
During arousal, energy radiates from my dick, like a wave, then spreads throughout my body.
Then in the general state, energy is concentrated at my solar plexus, and then ripples like an electrifying wave through my body, coupled with an edgy flavor of ecstasy close to what I feel in the gym.
In the end both channels have one unifying theme — When I get my hands on you, it’s over
I was able to understand this part when I truly understood the NSE, the results I get increased compared to before, and they just make about sense.
Then this part I understood too, but refused to integrate. Because I refused to come to teens with the fact that I am also another character in another persons reality. I’m the main character in mine and still want to be so theirs, which is frankly impossible from my perspective.
The funny part is I understood the bulk of these, when I began to look into the psychology and true nature of persuasion, then my brain did what it did, it connected the dots between hard psychology and spirituality.
Now, it took it on step further, into understanding the true nature of reality itself.
Conscious guidance and manifestation have never been easier.
The first piece is intent and the clearer it is, the better. That means fully fleshed out, concretely, literally.
The second piece is channeling energy towards the intent, the more energy channeled, the better it is.
Now, you might be asking — what do you mean channeling energy and how is it even done?
Energy is required for anything to be, your body, food, inorganic substances, even the seeming emptiness of space itself. Energy is everywhere, just condensed and expressed into different forms. Therefore, to “manifest” energy must be condensed and expressed as your intent.
It is simply how I’ve observed reality to be and if you ask me why it is so, I currently don’t know.
Bro, stop rambling, how is it done?
Condensing energy
Reason with me for a bit, why are the people most obsessed with their goals so successful at materializing said goals? Steve Jobs, Alex Hormozi, Elon Musk etc
The answer is simple — focus. Focus is wielded attention. Attention by its virtue, directs energy and anywhere energy goes, quite a number of things begin to follow. Obsession is a state of hyper fixated focus towards intention, often cutting out other contending intentions which then feeds more focus into their desired intention. This increasing capacity to direct more energy.
These guys have mastered the skill of obsession and thus have been able to direct energy consistently towards their intents.
Expressing Energy: The Value of Structure
Structure is the vessel through which condensed energy will be expressed and without it, energy directed through attention will disperse back to its base state. Hence, the intent must be aligned with its accompanying structure.
Now, the most valuable part of having structure is that channeling attention can be made even more efficient, this is why economies of scale, laws of leverage and laws of compounding are a thing.
However, bigger structure doesn’t always equate to more efficiency, depending on the nature of the intent, leaner could be lethal.
To bring everything back together
Manifestation techniques usually do a few things
- Heightening focus
- Improving alignment within the origin of the intent (emotions, inner world etc) and towards the intent itself (removing blockages etc)
- Improving the fundamental power of the origin of the intent, thus increasing the power of the intent.
- Embodiment of the intent itself
And then, the good old Action taking
Taking aligned action is the structure through which energy condenses into your intent will be expressed, thus your intent is “manifested”
Taking another look, this is why subliminals are cheat codes, but not black magic.
Subliminals are tools that help you
- Clarify your intent
- Strengthens your intent by increasing level of desire
- Focuses your mind towards your intent
- Aligns within you, with you being the origin of intent (healing and inner world connection)
- Embodiment of intent (mental rehearsal, faith, raikov training etc)
- Train you to build habits & skills aligned with your intent. They are the actions that become the structure/conduit for your intent to be expressed.
- Improves energy levels which then transfers into your intent.
Subliminals are stacked leverage on multiple levels, which is why they work so fast.
They help you do so much work, very efficiently and you might not realize it yet.
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True power can only be given or taken.
Both within and without.
You can take it from your inner demons, just the way you ceded it to them.
And in the external world, you take it by virtue of you simply existing.
Even in influence & persuasion, you take it only because they ceded it first, subconsciously.
I try to see the full picture
A picture where we are one
But then, I’ve judged the picture, even before I see it
How scared must I be, for me to liken our existence to that of a vulture
And not in a good way.
Listening durations has ranged from 10s-7m, with the most used being below 3m. Rest times around 1d-12d.
Noticed I’ve actually stopped tracking cycles and washouts since May. My listening schedule is more focused on living life and letting the change happen, nothing forced.
Play days and duration are intuitive and depend on circumstances. I can more easily tell now how I might process a sub, in terms of processing, energy requirements and time. I can push for a bit more when I know I can take it and some other days I know not to mess around, in order not to heavily impact my other life experiences.
If I try to push for more when I consciously know it’s not optimal, most times, I outright just forget to play the sub and remember as I’m falling into sleep, effectively turning it into a rest day.
20s Khan St3 + 20s EB yesterday.
I remember the first time I ran EB, over two years ago, I had quite the dream.
Much different from today. Except unlike my other dreams where I’m semi-lucid or completely forget, this one too was hyper realistic and lucid.
Woke up this morning from a dream where I was almost killed, but I refused to die (barebones summary).
The entirety of today, I felt apathetic. The internal tension I get in my body, reminiscent of Khan St1, was mildly present today, I’m sure something deep was triggered. I have a guess, but no conclusions yet.
I was reasing the dream story as you edited lol
The sky was amber, fragmented islands floating around and ether in the air, it definitely wasn’t earth. Yet I was there, present, standing in full regality, amongst gods. Like a part of some grand council.
A burly giant with beards knotted into a pigtail stepped forward Mjolnir in hand, lighting emanating from both eyes and body, he proclaimed himself Thor and we couldn’t doubt his identity. He was powerful.
He pranced around seeking a challenger, and then……we locked eyes. A knowing smile crept on our faces. My being was ignited, an arcane song was chanted, with tribal drums to go, like some arcane soundtrack.
Our gigantic frames began moving, we were attracted, like meteors destined for impact. I stepped into the circle, wielding my beauty in hand — a long sword etched with ancient runes, not glittering, not broad, it felt dark, slender, yet rife with its own stories told in legends; sheer magnificence.
Ecstasy raced through my body, it was on. I desired to lose myself, in fact, I took pleasure in such indulgence. Even I might have labeled myself a maniac.
We had a duel to remember and all bore witness as I drove my beauty through his chest, even his father watched. THOR HAD LOST.
The next part turned darker, so I’ll leave it here for now.
Also, the dream was hyper hyper realistic and lucid.
Reposted 
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Thought it better to separate them, as I didn’t want to take away from the context of my recon from the first post.
Before I got on my current stack, I knew exactly what my next step was for the better part of the past 3-4 weeks. AoW showed me how disconnected I was from my shadow and how alignment cannot proceed without me integrating with it.
I resolved myself, to give the sub free rein, to kill/bulldoze anything that will prevent that from happening.
Now I get this
But I fought to keep what was supposed to die.
Although, I’m not sure if that’s the full story, but as always, I’ll know with time.
@AnswerGroup @Forum_Ambassadors thought this might bee important.
I’ve observed three ways I use to consciously aid the reconciliation process. I didn’t study or reason to develop them. The practices naturally happened, and, have become more frequent now. I can just observe and understand them a little more better.
Mindful Physical Engagement
The true takeaway here is tapping into the physical body to balance the inner world.
Engaging physical activities that give the opportunity to slow down and be mindful. If you find yourself rushing to get this done, that in itself could be avoidance. Consciously make an effort to sit in it, to be there, engaging the activity.
And no, I’m not saying to do this in physical work that requires focus and performance. The type I’m talking of are things like house chores, exercise or even taking a bath. I think qigong also applies this medium.
This engages the body and coupled with the mindfulness generated, the mind receives more room to operate/introspect and it gets easier to resolve the recon. Don’t be surprised if you get absorbed, then later realize your body has been moving on autopilot for some time
I suspect this could be a reason why “shower thoughts” are a thing. And I’m 100% sure there’s an energetic aspect to it, but I can’t explain yet.
I’ve been applying this unconsciously since as far back as 2018, but since I used Genesis+DR:LD, this practically became a habit.
Creative Expression
Writing, making music, art etc. I know this used to be one of Saint’s preferred modes, before qigong slapped the shit out of it .
This attempts to captures the essence of the internal world and then externalize it in the external world. The act alone improves self understanding on a fundamental level (as that is required to be able to externalize with depth), which is usually enough to process most of the recon.
With the added benefit of being able to observe/dissect elements of the expressed, which can then be mirrored back inside to better understand what truly needs your attention. It has an extra layer of expressing the creator within. Plus another layer of appreciation, as you have created something truly beautiful.
This also, started becoming a habit on my first two-month run of Genesis+DR:LD
Singing & Dancing
Singing & dancing is a combination of externalizing the inner world coupled with the somatic component of processing.
I’ve observed that for this, the music must fit your mood, else it becomes trying to use music to force a state shift, I.e attempting to avoid facing yourself.
This serves as a kind of “shock therapy” both to the inner world and to the body. Emotional body is highly engaged, the body is engaged, your “voice” is proclaimed, the mind is given more room to operate and the inner work in that moment is externalized in a very primal way. The major outcome is that “stuck” states are forced to move and be processed, surprisingly naturally, giving room for clarity and integration.
And you guessed it, Genesis+DR:LD set the foundation for this. I spammed sorrowful songs, mourning the “me” that was trapped in limits.
This gave me the understanding that in the bigger picture, there were truly no negative, positive, higher or lower emotions. The emotions become detrimental in two ways, when they get stuck and they aren’t allowed to flow just the way they were meant to. And when you can’t wield them for your desires.
The game is simply congruency and alignment on your journey. The peaks and troughs are all part of it.
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Well done!
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