Been off GLM for over two weeks and it’s clear what it’s been doing in my stack.
GLM served as a container to contain all the chaos in my internal world. Emotional/energetic upheavals/intensity were so contained they almost felt “non-existent,” I could feel it, just not impacted by it, which to me, was a strange feeling.
It’s an extreme growth accelerator as the only thing required is simply to live life and let everything that comes up be resolved. This happened with or without introspection, even when I didn’t understand the nature of what was being resolved. Actually, I wasn’t even bothered to do so.
My usual cerebral nature was also more contained. No constant data dumps, like my mind absorbing and downloading information. No chaotic pattern recognition that feels like setting too much at once for my own good. I gradually shifted into embodimentand making use of what I have in a way that is actually useful.
I thought I wasn’t executing it deep enough as I didn’t feel the deep presence, awareness and detachment which I expected. But all those reflected in my aura, which reflected in how people expressed around me, with multiple people commenting about it.
But something was different. When it was commented on, I couldn’t doubt it, even when I couldn’t feel it or observe it reflected in my behavior. It just felt interesting that the calmness was communicated somehow.