The Body Keeps the Score

Ive been dreaming a lot and for some reason the last 2 night Ive dreamt about being in a very specific city in the south of my country. Also women from my past keep popping up in my dreams. Ex girlfriends and lovers.

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Both yesterday and today have been full of introspection and new awareness.
I feel a lot of release and relief.

Tomorow I will finish this cycle and rest for a couple of days… I believe I will continue with Paragon-Elixir and Emperor, no changes, no additions.

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Day#22

Yesterday I didnt listen to any subs cause it was a weird day, but today I did.

Emperor × 7:46
Paragon-Elixir × 3:33

::End of the cycle::

It was a rough ride, but I think it was worth it, I feel different inside, but yet I need to be aware of whats changing outside.

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Ive been feeling super good and relaxed today, for a moment I thought of something thats been worrying me lately and felt super calmed and thought “Everything will turn out ok”.

Then later it happened again with another issue that was worrying me a lot, I just felt this huge embrace of calmness and said “It hasnt happend… relax”.

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You Have Nothing to Lose, But a Whole New Life to Gain!

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Day#3 of Washout

This is the day that really starts to feel like a washout.
Day one is really like every other day that you dont listen to subs, day 2 is like a listening day that you have not yet listen to your stack.
Day 3 is where things begin revealing, I might add a 4th day… lets see.

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I’m thrilled to report that Emperor is treating me exceptionally well this time around. It’s a refreshing change from my previous experiences with this title and I’m starting to develop a real fondness for it.

In other exciting news:

  • I’ve created a new coaching program that’s specifically tailored to providing people with the type of experiences that I want to offer.
  • After years of inactivity, I’ve fully updated my LinkedIn profile and have begun creating content and posting it to the platform.
  • To my surprise, I recently received a message from a random person asking for one of my trainings. The timing was impeccable, as they had apparently been contemplating reaching out to me for many months. As they say, “timing is everything.”
  • Perhaps the most remarkable thing about all of this is that I’ve been able to shake off the lack of will that has plagued me for years. I attribute this newfound drive to my girlfriend, who happens to be the most beautiful and sexy hypnotist in the world :heart:. Her support and encouragement have been invaluable.

I’m feeling incredibly grateful for the positive changes that have taken place in my life recently. I’m excited to see what the future holds!

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Today I started a new cycle

Paragon-Elixir 3:00 minutes
Emperor 9:00 minutes

Its my 3rd cycle for Paragon-Elixir and the 2nd for Emperor.

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Ive been having many manifestations of work opportunities, nothing concrete yet and honestly nothing too good yet, but thats not the point. The point is that this is clearly a confirmation of a deep change in my attitude towards things,

Im open to more, Im open to new things.

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Im also considering using Stark ZP on the next cycle instead of Emperor, lets see… Too soon to tell for now.
Its not to soon for RICH though, Im adding it to my stack this cycle.

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Yetserday I only did 3 minutes of Paragon-Elixir. Ive got the flu on thursday and Im not feeling very good.

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Wish you restorative sleep and vibrant health.

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Day#5

Emperor × 5:55 minutes
Paragon-Elixir × 4:44 minutes
RICH × 3:33 minutes.

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Thanks man!! I had a good night sleep last night and Im feeling a lot better now.

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Day#7

Emperor × 5:55 minutes
Paragon-Elixir × 3:33 minutes

Yesterday I had an awful headache that lasted the whole day long. Might have been recon, but it could also be related to the flu and this :point_down:t2:

I also had a fight with my girlfriend yesterday… now things seem to be ok again, but Im strangely undisturbed by the whole thing.

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Sometimes when I am overloaded I have a headache as a recon and can not suppress it with pills like with a regular headache. Just have to wait till another day.

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Well… It is the other day and Im feeling way better, no headache.

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Oh boy!! I cant stand myself…
So much resistance to work, to put myself out there.
Im so irritable at the moment… thinking Im a failure.

One of those nice days… :rage:

The things is… is it worth it to go trough all this crap again, to do something that Im not even sure I want to do in the first place.

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After being such a drama boy, I ended up releasing a very strong memory attached to a feeling of loneliness and abandonment.

Then I went right to get things done, Im advancing in a couple of fronts, nothing concrete yet, but going the right way.

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