Hummm… I might start playing with the idea of building an Emperor based custom.
Emperor
RICH
True Sell
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Day#9
Paragon-Elixir × 4:44 minutes
Emperor × 5:55 minutes
Ive been fighting a lot with my girlfriend the last couple of weeks and Ive been very quick to anger.
Its a contrast to the past in which I used to shove my feelings down and repressed them.
Anyways… another big difference is that I used to worry a lot when she got angry at me and be fearful of her leaving me.
Now I dont care if she gets angry with me, I know its gonna pass and we will sort things out. In the extreme case that she decides to break up with me, so be it. Every single relationship has the potential to end, Ive been there before many times and it never killed me.
What I percieve is that theres a rise in status whithin me since I started Emperor and she is unconsciously fighting to keep things the way they are, while Im pushing for a different order.
Im open to talk things out with her, but I have no tolerance for criticism or accusations.
I should learn to manage my anger in a more positive way.
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Thinking a little more about my last post, this might be the reason why I always had a bad time running emperor in the past and always ended up quitting it.
As soon as conflicts arosed I scared away from it and found comfort in hidding.
This time I have zero desire of stopping emperor.
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Day#11
Paragon-Elixir × 7:55 minutes
RICH × 5:33 minutes.
Yesterday I had the thought of updating my Paragon-Elixir to have the new Sanguine Elixir core, also thought about building an Emperor custom, but finally decided to keep things the way they are.
Dont fix whats not broken people say, but in this case is not only that its not broken, its working really good.
Ive been doing a lot of stuff that could help me make some more money and get new clients this week, more than I have done in the last 6 months combined. Im not shure if thats a testimony of how much Ive done this week, or about how little Ive done in the last 6 months.
Either way is evidence of change in the right direction.
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The conflicts Ive been having with my girlfriend seems to have faded after our last talk.
Also Ive gain some new clarity about my behaviors and reactions towards her.
I feel like a wheight has been lifted from my body.
She is using Seductress for like the 2nd cycle and yesterday started Sanguine the Elixir.
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Possibly she got recon.
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Yeah… I dont know why I always forget that she could get recon too 
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Lol that’s kinda cute hahaha
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Well what can i tell you… I am cute
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That you are bro 
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Day #13
Paragon-Elixir × about 10 minutes
Emperor × 4:44 minutes.
From RoS copy:
Yes, you can stack it with money subs, though you may find your relationship with money changing drastically. In most testing reports, the pursuit of money became secondary to how the money was generated, and the acquisition of money became a pursuit solely to allow the users to pursue their dreams.
RoS will most likely NOT stack well with seduction subs. It does stack well with Heartsong and EXCEPTIONALLY well with Diamond (if you’re in a monogamous, loving relationship with a healthy sex life).
I guess I have my new stack for the next cycle…
Emperor
Tantric Lover
RoS
I been thinkin of giving Paragon-Elixir a rest for a cycle or two, so everything is aligning.
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Day#15
Emperor × 5:55 minutes
Paragon-Elixir × 4:44
I keep doing things, but I still have the feeling that its not enough.
Its hard to give myself credit for what Ive actually done, when deep inside I know Im not giving it all.
Its more like an emotional commitment though, cause Ive been actually busy doing things. Ive been working a lot helping my girlfriend with her work project too.
I will finish my new website today or maybe tomorrow and it will be ready to publish, I already have the domain and the hosting.
Objectively I am working way more than what I was used to a month ago, but Im not seeing fruition yet, which is kind of frustrating.
You know what I feel trapped between the desire for things to come easy for me and the fact that its hard for me to be disciplined and commited.
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This is the third day in which nothing seems to work for me, its like everything I touch fails.
Some right after I start, some others after many hours of trial and error. I feel very frustrated, but the silverlining is I do not want to quit at all.
Its making me very tired to figure out a way out though.
Besides all that theres no 1 big thing thats failing, but an accumulation of many little things.
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Day#17
Emperor × 7:06 minutes.
Paragon-Elixir × 3:33 minutes.
I was sinking very deep this morning into a very dark place, fortunately I was able to pick myself up.
Now Im going out for the last chore of the day and I plan to get into bed very early today… Im wasted.
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Day#19
Emperor × 5:55 minutes
Paragon-Elixir × 5:55 minutes.
I woke up with a sore back today, nothing to worry about. Ive been feeling progressively better, its just that I wish I could be fully healed already
The truth is Im way better that I was 3 months ago, back then I was in constant pain and I couldn’t even sit down. I was taking pain killers and very annoyed, now I can do almost everything normally, but I have some discomfort every now and then.
For the next cycle Im decided about the next stack:
Emperor
RoS
Tantric Lover.
Im also considering a wealth custom with Cosmic Wealth, but Im undecided yet about using Emperor or Mogul as main core, since I want it to be pretty focused in wealth and Emperor seems to have a wider scope. For the 2nd core I want True Sell.
Im pretty much ready with all the modules I want.
@AlexanderGraves hey man, would you mind telling me a bit of your experience with Cosmic Wealth and Free Pass?
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Today a couple of hours after listening I had some intense recon in the form of anger… it lasted for an hour or so and immediately vanished when I went to bed after lunch.
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Mi idea for a wealth custom:
- Emperor/Mogul
- True Sell
- Dominion
- Sultan
- Dragon Tongue
- Cosmic Wealth
- Financial Succes Reality Shifter
- Wealth Limit Destroyer
- Secrets of Akasha
- Secret Source
- Positive Being Attractor
- Unrelenting Wealth Motivation
- MarketWeaver
- Mystery
- Productivity Unleashed
- The Spotlight
- Cosmic Navigator
- Free Pass
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Free pass I couldn’t really test/notice much yet.
Cosmic wealth is insane.
When $100k/month just feels normal.
I am not making this yet ofc, but the thought of it is just “yeah, sure.”
Plus, it helped to breach through a lot of spiritual-money barriers.
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Day#21
Emperor × 7:11 minutes
Paragon-Elixir × 3:33 minutes.
End of cycle.
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Washout day#3
I woke up kind of drained, with brain fog… still manage to do the stuff I needed.
I had 4 money manifestations the first 2 days of washout, 3 are yet to be confirmed and the 4th one (the bigger one) is ready.
This was a decent month moneywise.
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