The Body Keeps the Score

Yesterday I started taking NAC, 600mg a day. Now Im learning a lot about how useful it its.

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I am taking 950mg NAC a day for quite some time.

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Great!! What have you notice from it?

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I am still alive, that is the good sign :slight_smile:

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Thats a wild claim, can you prove it? :laughing:

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Unfortunately I can not but you have to trust me on that :slight_smile:

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Day#7

Tantric Lover X × 3 minutes
Emperor × 7 minutes.

Now Im gonna do a meditation.

On a side note… BTC is on a good recovery path, some are already screaming BullRun. Lets wait and see, or better… Lets wait and profit.

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He presents himself as the shining sun, but its really darkness.

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Day#11

I skipped a listening day or 2 because of reasons :sweat_smile:

Now I just did:

Emperor × 5 minutes
Paragon-Elixir × 5 minutes

Ive been through a rough couple of days, very down and dark, but at least its provoking a couple of good decisions. I still hate this feeling of having to drag myself through life instead of flowing with it.
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Emperor ZP v2 is wonderful… it just lubricated my path.
Im feeling pretty good and Ive been very productive today, putting into words my whole new project.

From that…

To this…

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I do wonder…when they update Elixir Core in the Q Store to Sanguine Elixir Core, you can then upgrade your Paragon Elixir custom for a discount and you get Paragon SE custom!!!

(Everytime I say SE, I feel like am talking about iPhone SE.)

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Ive been wondering the exact same thing :crystal_ball:

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Day#13

Emperor × 5 minutes
Paragon-Elixir × 9:33 minutes
Ascension Chamber × 3:45 minutes.

I got a very weird realization while listening to Paragon-Elixir. It was basically about money and health, its about my commitment to myself or the lack of.

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Emperor this time around has been silky smooth, no recon, but consistent everyday action. It doesnt matter if its big or small, it only matters that Im doing it and its aligned with a higher purpose.

I decided Im gonna give my best effort to make my business grow and work, its almost like starting from scratch, except I have something unique to offer this time, I also found somebody to work with that knows me and what I do well and we complement each other.

If it doesnt work, then I will pursue something totally different. Im not scared to let it all go, but only if making my best effort turns out not working.

Tomorrow Im gonna do a full loop of Paragon-Elixir, its been a while and I feel ready for it.

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Day#15

Paragon-Elixir × 10 minutes.

Didnt do the full 15, since I have a birthday to attend today and I don’t wanna risk overexposure.
No Emperor today also, it’s the weekend I’m letting it bloom till Monday.

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I’ve felt a lot of stomach pain today, mostly tensional I believe.

I’m so tired of feeling that I’m living a life that’s not what I want for me…

I feel unfulfilled and frustrated. I’ve given myself 1 year to make my work project work and make me money, if not… then its plan B

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I feel so much internal changes going on since I started this 2nd cycle.
Specially the addition of Emperor created a swift, but percievable difference.

Im acting and thinking in a more logical, detached way… seeing things clearer.

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Day#17

Emperor x 10 minutes.

I feel expectant… like something big its about to happen, a surprise. I have this feeling that something very good is on its way. Its not something as vague as saying “things will turn out all right in the future”, its the feeling that a very specific thing is about to happen soon enough, cant quite say what it is, but I can almost smell it.

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Yesterday I met with a friend and he gave me a gift, he gave me a family constellation session, it was pretty intense. Lots of emotional and energetic movement, it left me in a state of connectedness and helped me to reframe a very painful childhood experience.

The childhood experience was an icon, the root cause of my avoidant behaviour and a feeling of disconnection from people.

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Day#19

Emperor × 7:06 minutes
Paragon-Elixir × 3:33 minutes

Im gping through a phase of lack of confidence and trust in myself. Im getting kind of tired of subs too.

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